Saturday, February 14, 2004

explaination is required?..... ok....

It seems that some of you are wondering why I don't share in the Valentine cheer...... well, that's because I have never liked the holiday..... I don't like it because I hate men..... now I have to explain why I hate men..... well, once you've been burned, you become hard and cold on the outside..... I suppose...... I have previously been the burner..... but in my latest relationship, I was the burnee....well, unless you include my stalker..... then he'd be the burnee...... I'm not making sense am I?...... well, cryptic is my middle-name. I've only ever been in three relationships (once again excluding my stalker)..... and I just got claustrophobic...... really fast.... after a week or two I broke up with them....... I didn't enjoy that......... (one didn't want to leave..... I felt so bad....for weeks he asked me to take him back....)..... it may sound like I'm being egotistical by mentioning my former beau's but I can't stand this topic of conversation..... I'm so secretive about my relationships that even my family doesn't know about it.... the only person who understands how I feel is zedstef (if I have to go down with the ship, you sink with me! I'm pulling you under!) she's been in one relationship.... with a total loser who didn't deserve her.... ugh..... I hate talking about this..... anyway, my latest beau broke up with me...... but a week later he wanted me back...... obviously I told him to %$#%$@ &^$^$ &^%&$ ^%$^# and screw himself....... anyway, I've never liked people anyway..... I just view valentine's day as a day of enjoying the people you love..... which brings me to my second point.... it's like saying that there should only be one day set aside to devoting and expressing your feelings to the one you love... what about the other 363/4....... does no-one else feel this way..... I feel like I'm alone in thinking this..... if you need more reasons, I'm willing to argue my point..... anyway, this is difficult for me.... so just ignore it, or consider it.... don't judge me by it...... thanks for listening... ps. this post will be erased in 24 hours.....

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