Tuesday, November 2, 2004

   nothing...

my friends mom just gave up on her sister bro and her and gave all the child support and everything else to her father(if u wondering who i am talking about its brittany)and she is extremly upset.so im a friad if i talk or even say the word mom im a friad that she will get upset agian so im gonna try not to say anything... other wise ill send u the rest of stuff about the spook house when ill be back onabd i leave u with lyrics and a pic of kyoaka so ill vist u guys now~ YUKIHOTARU (Snowfirefly) Plastic Tree "Rain, sometimes snow." "Love, sometimes fake." Winter in Tokyo is colder than the weather forecast And I still can't imitate the way you talk So I am here, looking for proof that we were together I breathe a sigh As if my thoughts were all jammed together, They float up and away I want to see you before it snows Every time I close my eyes, you're crying Like a firefly in the darkness You glow, and then disappear You're so sensitive to the cold About this time, somewhere, You're watching the rain, with fragments of a smile playing on your face Even if you forget, will you still be sad? Even if you wish, will it still hurt? Tomorrow I know the town will be covered in white The same time wavers, and the cheek that I touch Is cold, now that I'm alone Winter hones my senses Every time I close my eyes, I'm following (you) In the darkness, the snow falls Depressingly beautiful I want to see you before it snows Every time I close my eyes, you're crying Like a firefly in the darkness You glow, and then disappear And so, rain turns to snow And even my memories feel like they're going to freeze I can't reach you, not with my voice I can't reach you, not with my outstretched hand I never will... Notes "Rain, sometimes snow." can be read both as "rain is sometimes snow" and, "it rains, and sometimes snows" - the Japanese isn't clear. (But by the same token, I like that ambiguity!)

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Monday, November 1, 2004

   spook house!

ok u guys want to no what the spook house was like right? well ill tell u if u like it or not! well first u have a group of six to nine people go in,u go up li8ie to stair cases and u met ur guide and she takes u to the first part which has two or three girls behind bars that are liike totally phyco,kinda like me^-^ well anyways they talk to about u being the one to get them out.and on the wall ther is a bunny that says look at the bunny hopand hop and i forget what else it said. and she takes u to the next part where there are my friend david and jack and there is fog everywhere and david says ur gonna die! and u go to the next part where there are these long bags and they cover the whole place. and they have a guys i think it was steven not sure and he was a phyco doc. and he as this huge ass needle in his hand and there is a guy tied to the table and the doc. sys its time for ur medicine and stabs him and the dude on the table just died and the next part we were tooken to was where this guy is in an elctricuted chair ya know the ones they used in prisons a long time ago. well anyways the guy in the chair says that he was ready to die for his sins and the oother guy turns the chair on and he does such a great job of acting like he really was getting electracuted. well im gonna tell u th rest tomorrow because i wanna have time to be able to get to ur guys sites.well thanx for all the happy halloweens yesterday!oh yeah ill change my sites look and i updated my art at last^-^!i hope u guys like it and well i leavwe u witha pic seeya~

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Sunday, October 31, 2004

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween everyone! it is still actually the 30 but hey.oh yeah todays my dads bday!i cant wait to go to the spook house ill tell u how it was when or the next day.hmmm,i still cant figure out how to make a jpeg into a jpg for my wall paper well after today im gonna chang my avi agian and ill actually try to find a theme it might be bright it might be dark who knows

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Saturday, October 30, 2004

   GGGGRRRR!!!

theO wont let me make a wallpaper because its in a stupid different format instead of a JPG>.< oh i forgot to tell u guys something thurs.i went to the dentistO.o oh im a bad girl...i found out i have five cavities,but the only reason i have them is because i dont floss, now i have too.oh yeah one of my friends cant go trickor treating with me because her mom doesnt want her to go with a friend.so now i only have kaite and brittany to go with. but thats ok she likes to steal other peoples food and plus i do feel sorry for her not going with us,but i dont want her to steal me candy.but anyways lets talk about the good things in life instead of the bad.oh yeah we had ptcs yesterday and thurs(parent teacher confrences) i got a's and b's. oh yeah!and i cant wait to see the animatrix agian it was good! well i think thats all i have to talk about to day ill try putting or figuring out how to make my JPEG into a JPG^-^ so i can put up my my wallpaper cya~ something a little halloweeny this was supposed to be in my wallpaper and another pic of her as a little kid.

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Friday, October 29, 2004

obossesed?

i think im obossesed with my chuck taylors i mean i can get them dirty and if they are ill hav a fit and do u guys now how to put a bg in front of the background background? it would look so much nicer.. well anyways i actually put up something a little halloweeny and i even put up a welcome thingy but its before the buttons part.^-^well what else is there to talk about-_- oh yeah katocool what pg. did i leave u at on kill me kiss me? sorry i cant get it all to u so sooner! man is this post late i hope some of u are able to read it! well anyways 1 more day to halloween! i cant wait but the hours are so stupid its 4 to 7 they dont let us go out lateXb well i gtg later~ Wraith: Death has claimed you, but you can not move on just yet. Something has kept you from moving on to your final destination. Even in death, you still have ways of affecting and communicating with the living, however your resources are rather limited. The only way for you to continue your shadow of an existence is to feed off the negative emotions of others, and/or to receive energy from the ties that keep you tethered to this mortal realm. These ties are your life blood, your true treasure, and you would guard them with every fiber of your being when needed to. What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

  

this smiley is getting old...well anyways! today i swear that they give us to much homework!>.< stupid teachers, oh well yay! broken wing is back!^^mika went byebye for now maybe i have rapheal now!^^im thinking aboutchanging my theme for halloween,ohhhhh and i cant waitto go to the spook house! its supposed to be better than the spook walk because we are in an inclosed area.im gonna lmao, while my friends are gonna be screeching their heads off and they get pretty loud so it my hurt my earsO.oand my mom says i dont have to get a costume for halloween because im freaky enough and that she could just cut the tips off my ears so i look even more like a elf@_@my mother is kinda strange and she is amazed i dont ask things she thinks i should ask for,for x-mas/holidays. yeah...well i got lots of things to do this site!and i think i might have something to put up. cya!~

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Monday, October 25, 2004

  

im tired today, i had a really good sleep this morning and i had to wake up by the phone.. it took three times for my mom to call me...yeah im tired but this is why my mom always wakes me up instead of getting up on my own because my timer on my clocks are always off! stupid clocksXb I got a tokyo shirt! i am very happy that i got it yep=^-^= well today went ok i guess to much homework though, i forgot my clothes and mr. bunton said it will hurt my grade when i have an a+ in gym>.< sometimes he annoys me.TOMORROW! IS CLASH DAY!is cant wait!^^but any ways today i dont no what to put up so ill give more about me thingy! and somethingy else.oh and do u guys no how to upload button so when people that dont have codes for buttons i can put? its really starting to confuse meT______Tother wise i would have lots of buttons up@-@thats why im asking..now i feel completely useless, well i hope u guys have a good day today cya!~ if u dont feel like reading all of this u dont have to!^-^ You Know It's All About You (Over 100 Questions) Created by niney123 and taken 4520 times on bzoink! .:General Info:. Name: Freak- a -leak! ( nick name) Age: 12 1/2 (yeah pretty young but still born in 91!) Gender: female Height: 5.1" still Birthday: january 30 Hair Color: well lets just say it has a lot of colors in it... Describe yourself in one word: strange...very strange Describe your personality in one word: out there (i guess) .:School Life:. What grade are you in: 7th yeah i no What school do you go to: ccms And where is that: IL (boringest state) Do you get good grades: yep Favorite Subject: dunno .:Love Life:. Sexual Preference: ummm i uh, boys?anime maybe^_~ Do you have a bf/gf: no, i am independant but i used to If so,what is their name: tyler How long have you been dating: a dayO.o Do you consider yourself in love with them: not anymore If so,why: uhh because found no intrest Have you had your first kiss: yep If so,when: when i was 7 or 5 Do you have a crush: yes If so,what is their name: jimmy Why do you like them: i love his personality Do they know you: no not really Do they know that you like them: nope How long have you known them: since i was in 4th grade .:Friends:. Best Friend(s): every close i mean really close friend i have or it would be i treat them equally=^-^= How long have you been friends: since 2nd grade Do you consider yourself a good friend: im ther when the need me most of the time(does that count) How many friends do you think you have: lots but not all the time( a few really close ones) Most popular: brittany Most conceited: me i think? Friendliest: all of us^^ Meanest: kaitlyn/ brittany/me sometimes^^ Prettiest: lauren/lizzie Craziest: me! Oldest: uh kaite Youngest: lauren Most recent: lizzie Smartest: lauren .:Favorites:. Food: lasagna Person: orlando bloom/ hiead! Number: 9 Show: lots cnat really answer that Letter: x Song: lots Band/Singer: GC/ayumi hamasaki/gackt/chaos system and lots more Place in the world: tokyo! Season: spring .:Your-:. Dream Vacation: to go ever place i wanted to go Dream House: somewhere near a place i love or by the ocean Dream Room: a black room that sems more organized and filled with the things i love Location: i place i like .:Last Time You:. huh?neverO.o Watched T.V.: not all today Went to the bathroom: not to long ago Ate: umm at 4:48 pm Slept: 24 hours ago Listened to music: every hour of my life Used the phone: dont like phones-_- IMed someone/Got an IM: dunno Went to school: umm like at 7:28am Played a game: not on week days Took a shower: today Hugged someone: yesterday Went on a date: never yetT____T Wrote a letter: during the past summer Cried: saturday .:Last Person You:. Hugged: dont give hugs Kissed: shane Laughed at: everyoneO.o Cried over: many things and the passion of the christ IMed/Got an IM from: - Hurt: some one i love very deeply.... Talked to: umm myself Spoke to on the phone: kaitlyn Ate with: family Spent time with: myself Saw: everyone Missed: THEO Heard: trance Played with: my dog .:Have You Ever:. Been out of the country: no Been out of state/province: yes Done drugs: no Done anything illegal: yes Slapped someone: yes Cut yourself: uh maybe once but thats it not really meant to though i was thinking werid thta day(wasnt my self) Played an instrument: yes Hurt someone for no reason: yes Hurt someone: yes... Killed an insect/bug: yes Gotten stung by a bee: no Lied to your parents: yes Stole Something: yes Kissed Someone: yes .:This Or That:. Rock or Rap: rock Singing or Songwriting: song writing Tennis Shoes or Sandals: tennis shoes Phone or Computer: computer Biking or Skating: skating Analog or Digital: um both? Coke or Pepsi: pepsi Sprite or Sierra Mist: serria mist MTV or VH1: i like both R&B or Country: neither Cingular or T-Mobile: t mobile Cats or Dogs: uh i dunnop AIM or Yahoo: aim Bzoink or Quizilla: quizilla .:Word Association:. Birthday: partty Peanut: butter Good Charlotte: i love Ravioli: yum! President Bush: _ T.V.: anime Rock: fav music Rap: its ok Chef: id like to be Boys: not crazy over Girls: friends Calendar: not needed in my house Fan: i am Evil: can be .:Right Now: Eating: no Drinking: no Watching: computer What is on your mousepad: gateway box What are you doing: typing What song are you listening to: desire(29 pslam mix) What's in your CD player: nothing right this moment Wearing: black Time: 7:45 Month: oct Day of the Month: 25 Year: 2004 Day of the week: monday What website are you on: theO .:Random Things:. What color is your mousepad: red What color is your keyboard: gray What is the phrase you use the most online: awesome Did you like this survey: long and ok Are you sad that it's over: no What are you gonna do after this survey is over: go on friends websites Do you like pop-up ads: NOOO MUST DIE How long have you been online: an hour and 47 min Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!

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Sunday, October 24, 2004

  

ok, Hi!my dog has a squeaky bark and its given my a headache-_- and my sisters friend is over and she asked me if i had my licenseO.o im only 13! 3 more years to go though..^-^i wont have any anime pics today because i left all my anime/manga stuff at my friends house because i didnt know we were not going back to her house so yeah.... so i bring u them mebers of choas systems pic! not a really good one of them though and a gackt quiz! well for the rest of the day my mom wouldnt go to the mall they said it was to late cause they were supposed to close in forty min. so i told them the suck...yeah i can be mean but i am natural nice^-^ and this little boy came up to us at the park and asked us if we wanted to go down the big slide with him we said we were to big and would get stuck but we said he was so cute and adorable that if we weren't so big we would have=^-^= well yeah thats all i had so heres the pic and quiz^^ cya~ Which Gackt are you most like? quiz by mcvarmazi ok from left to right Kyoka,Ben,‘וã ,�I,KAZUKI thst them^^ cya!

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Friday, October 22, 2004

  

hello everyone! so how are u guys? i hope goood, so much to tell today..yep^-^i was hormonal sick mon. yeah but not the sick way! i mean i passed two years with out cramps and now i get them it sucks>..< yes critically pain i will cause.... and tommorow i get to go shoping not a really big fan of it but i get to get my halloween costume and then on halloween im going to go to the spook house its really creepy to my friends becauseno one has been up there since the 1900's yeah it used to be a theater and then a dance studio and now no one usese it till now....but the problem is there is a real ghost up there in the attic and now im not so sure i want to go because what happens if something bad happens..but i still plan on going.. well i think thats all i have to say today and the pic was to big so i had to cut some of it off^^;; cya~

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Monday, October 18, 2004

   questions???

i was wondering if u guys can see my bg coase everytime come on here it has this stupid tripod shit on it instead of the bg>.< and have any of u ever heard of chaos system???i think thats the name i can at least support u with their names and what they play school was soo boring.i sit with someone who is very annoying.... but i can deal with it.... well so im obsessed with the song i just wanna live,it is good^-^ well as they day went on, i had to play flicker ball it's an ok game.. to much homeworkXb today is a boring post i no just nothing to really say wel her is the info on the band Kyoka�õ Voice _________ BEN Vocal __________ ‘וã Guitar ___________ �I Bass, Manipulator ____________ KAZUKI Drum ________ thats it three of them are hot^-^ but i think one of them is a girlO.o well cya~no pics sorry^^;;

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