Wednesday, August 30, 2006

   Updating on demand.

So I'm here. Exciting<3 So......what has been going on in my life? I'm not so sure myself. School has started if that counts for anything. lol. I was trying to be forced to go to homecoming. That's not happening and I am NOT going. D< You can try and try all you want though. lol. Let's see....I like a boy out of my school....amazing isn't it? -sighs- never will notice me though. lol. I haven't got the slightest clue where I'm going in that school though... damn a and b days...I am tired...in fact very, very, tired of being called emo.D< I don't understand why the call me that. Okay so the lip ring....but you know what..That doesn't count! and if you're going to poke me as say poke an emo. you pay me twenty-five cents. Listening to Meshuggah...pretty good band.. I dont think i like this theme all too much....will change lol. well, new art is coming! annnd that's pretty much it. bye my loves!<3 cya!

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

   moo

Hello again. This may be a bit long xD My life feels empty for some reason…at the beginning of summer everything has been great. But now, it feels like I don’t have any friends, any life. It’s as if all I do is spend my time on the internet. But really I’m not on the internet that often….Is that really wrong or is it just me? Maybe I’ll never know. I got in touch with fuzzyllama678, it’s been forever since I’ve talked to her. I mean after the insadent we just stopped talking. But then she asked me if I was mad at her….Actually to tell you the truth I wasn’t. I found that strange. But who knows it was just something that happened neither of us knew it was gonna happen. I met the boy who likes her at that too.^-^ he’s a cutie. It was fun talking to both of them in a chat last night. They seem perfect for each other too. It’s great I suppose. I saw a picture of them together, Lauren got her hair cut and well Andrew has shaggy hair xD very cute if you ask me.(well I mean together xD) I still need to catch up on a lot of pms. Sorry totoro19(?) I still need to fix the character for you… Hmmm.. I really like grindcore music… people always ask me how can you listen to it even though you have no idea what they are saying. Well, I really don’t care what they are saying I like the screaming and how you can’t understand them. So right now ‘m listening to waking the cavader.^-^ maybe I can find a song that I can put up. Or maybe I’ll put up a song by kurt stash… I like him too. Ahhhh, I guess that’s it. Oh yesh… Angels and Airways- Yes I laugh a lot, maybe to much. Lol. But oh well. I don’t think it would be cute xD but then again I have self confidence issues.(I can’t even handle when people tell me I am hott xD;;) Cia-chan- Of course I remember you!!! Why wouldn’t I? Visualkei-ummm.. well a lot of the time they are posted on the volks site… but other times jake always sends me pictures that he finds xD no I’m afraid I don’t have a dollfies myself….so expensive… Well cyA!

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

   bnm

Gluga! Well I wanted to try something new…to see how many comments I would get wuth out visiting people…lol. It didn’t work so well.XD Soooo today I have a grad party that hopefully I can go to…I even made her a beautious card….that has shaant from cute is what we aim for! Lmao sh is in love with him xD Well the new music is I’m so sick by flyleaf. I like her voice. xD The song is very addicting too! Lmao Yeaaaahhh… I am bored…ahhh maybe I should revise the site a bit…new bg and stuff.. Well….yeah. Lmao! I guess I’ll see you guys later.. cause I am wiped out from the carnival! And I have othing to talk about xD Cya!

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Friday, June 23, 2006

Dollfies= love.

Okay for those of you that don’t have clue to what Dollfies are. Here is the post for you! A Japanese Company Called Volks first came up with the idea for these ball jointed Dolls. The “normal” Dollfies are somewhat like Barbies, but they don’t nessacarily look like them. “Super Dollfies” are pertaining to ones manufactured by volks. “Mini Super Dollfies” are like the super ones except they look younger and more child like. I would consider those the main “Dollfies.” Others are Super Dollfie 13, Super Dollfie 16, Super Dollfies Yo-SD/Yo-tenshi, and Super Dollfies Cute. On Dollfies you are able to customize everything from hand size, head shape, skin color, wigs, makeup, lips, clothes, eyes, ect. There is a lot you can do to actually modify these dolls. They also have ones that are premade, for instance…ones like “Link” from Zelda ^-^ You can always check out the official Volks site. Here: http://www.volksusa.com/ (lol I’m to lazy to put a linkage.) W00t go me for all-nighters! I am up to 38 hours! xD; Pictures of Dollfies…? :D And one normal picture! Alright. I’m done being a picture junky! …

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

   guuulg Nawr I say nawr.

Hello again everyone! I am getting on the O as often as I possibly can. But today my computer is having amind of it’s own, which really sucks. I can’t even go to the places I really have to stop at when I am at least on, Email for instance, it took the frigin computer at least twenty minutes to even open up the home page. But it seems to be getting better as we speak!^-^ I have to get everyone’s birthdays down so I can at least wish you a happy birthday! I changed the theme to a Dollfies one the bg was made by me sadly. Lol. See what happens when I have nothing to do?? The pictures, I have no idea who took them, or where they came from.( I got them in an email from a certain someone that knows I am obsessed with dollfies.) Dollfies cost so damn much though! The cheapest one I think you can get is around $600. ( I haven’t been on the Volks xite in a while now.) Ughhhh I am alone on aim T^T But eh, what can ya do? What should the music be to this theme? I don’t want to put anything too hardcore up or anything too soft and bubbly. So what’s your suggestion? mmm… gaia. Good for the soul lol. I have found I am a gd whore to no end. Lol. Myspace is being gay as ever, It won’t set my background to the way I want it. :sighs: I guess I’ll just have to use a pre made one…I really don’t feel like messing with the html or anything in my layouts right now. ^-^; As for the time being, I don’t think I have anything else to say lol. So how ‘bout some pictures! =D Cya! EDIT: today's Kei's birthday omg...I almost forgot! T^T Hopeshe is doinggoodon her 17th birthday!(if I remember correctly)

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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

   woah I'm here. It's amazing!

hehe. Hello and how is everyone? I have not been on in ages. Which to me, really sucks. Ah I sould give you the down low on what has been happening. Or the the things I suppose I should filly ou in on.XD -Graduation- Wow, I actually graduated! I'm proud of me, but my SATs' scores were horrible. I got average in almost everything. To me I think of that as if it was below average...Like I didn't try hard enough, you know? But anyway, I hated graduation. The school made us do some of the stupidest walks and what to wear under our gowns. We had white gowns and I had a black skirt with a black and gray stripped shirt. I'm glad the black didn't show through the white gown. That would have totally sucked. -Parties- Wow, I have never been invited to so many parties at once in my life. I went to quite a few of them already, but I have oh somuch more to go to! Emmy's was halarious. we played with fire works! lmao. And then cassies was one cool party.. we played the marriage game! XD; Now I have to have mine on the 8th, Dan's on the 9th, RJ's high school one on the 11th, kaitlyn's on the 17th and some other ones that are having them in june! Though the first on in july is jindsax's on the 1`st! lol. -ughhhhh- I have found there is a boy I like. It's weird because he is one of my friends cousins lol. But he is just the cutest!. - last but not least Gaia- I am addicted to gaia. Seriously. lol. Anyway, Toodles for now!

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Sunday, May 7, 2006

This is the death of beauty.

Wow I haven’t updated in forever… But don’t worry I’m perfectly fine. The first couple of days of the recent incident were absolute hell. But I’m okay now. I just need to write on days I feel like dying. Most likely I will be able to write on the Otaku so then I can actually start to catch up on what I have been missing! (^---^) Everyone seems to think that my bekite (ba-teet) was made by a professional. Lol…I’ll have to show you guys some time. Also I have new art up! Much more I have to update though… Slowly making it through pms.. and what nots. Slowly making a site with allllllllllll my art on it :O I can’t wait to go to six flags! We have to stay with our “school” though, they don’t want us gallopanting with other people we know from other schools though :P I think I am going to put up the hush sounds “Wine red” song. Very Very addicting. Ah yes, What has been happening to everyone’s otaku site? Zero li enna’s is gone and so are some other very important people… Oh well. It’s been almost a year since Kei left hasn’t it? I wonder how she is, I hope she is okay. Ah yes. I have a panic *Ch and no the avi isn’t anyone out of the band or who was in the band. It’s my face. Strange combo ne? Anyway, I have art club field trip Monday! I can’t wait, I actually get to go back to my hometown. Gawd how I miss Chicago, the busy-ness, the foods, the parks, the baseball games, the people, my old friends, ect, ect. Hmmm.. I would laugh if I ever bumped into GTHaloPLayer. But he probably would be at school. Oh yes. I finally got to play kh2, Almost done with it in the matter of two days lol. It’s A Lot easier than I expected it to be. Oh and I watched ff7 in English! I must say the dubs were not that bad. Cid, kadaj, and yazoo’s voices could have been better though…. Oh my, tomorrow it seems I have a Brunch to go to! Fun. Fun. Tehee, Goodbye loves!

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Moo..

I actually have time to update. I'm glad..I don't know when I will get to visit you though. okay whoever doesn't want to here this don't. I'm warning you.. Okay..I have found that..well I was seriously messed up by this guy..and he has seriously fucked me up...So now to actually be normal again.. well more like eventually, I have to go and be counciled at Gaurdian Angels. If you don't know what it is..well just look it up. Any way because of that. I really wanna stress the fact of seriously be careful who you talk to and what you tell them. Cause I don't ever want any other girl or guy to have this empty feeling about them..I mean really you feel dead. and all really feel is saddness or even angry..and you don't really understand. But really be careful.. And I mean really. Yeah...don't worry it wasn't anything serious. just they still want me to go^^; Anywho the strange thing is...I knew him from da.. But yeah, anywho again..I'll be fine! just needed to get that out..So then I don't ast strange if I talk to any of you not happily..^^; but yeah again lol. I was happy to actually geton here and not have to worry about being in a rush to update^----^ I'm on spring break now, and believe me...I'm gonna have loads of art coming lol. though it's completely hideous^^; ahhh new layout...I like it. I want kh2 >D badly..and yay I can preorder ffVII dvd in english!!!(err that's at least what my suncoast guy said..lol) i want to hear what the dubs sound like lol..I hope they don't sound horrible and the mouthing doesnt add up^---^ Now for a pic! lmao I hate drawing with mouses it's extremely difficult for me^__^;;; i can't remember who this fanart is of... but i love the way it was drawen ^---^ cya!

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   Rawr

Wow I have not been on here… In like, Forever….^---^; I’m sorry!!!!! I have just been so busy!!!xD;;; Well… I should start up what’s been going on. I had to break the boy’s heart…..my mother is mean. But it’s not safe to get into that..T^T I got my guitar :D but…it needs to be tuned and need to learn how to play it…I have been on a craze for myspace and da xD;;; Fuzzyllama678’s mother thinks that my best friend from there is a fucking child predator…which he isn’t(ive seen him before. On webbie cam xD;)… and im never supposed to talk to him again. Oh well.. xD; Hmmm….I am also a freaking gaia whore ^----^; adam is the must awesome Australian kid on there! Andf I love him to death with my “lmaos” or as he says my many arses xD; Ive been drawing some what….not all that great. But I like it ^-----^ I missed all you guys to death<3333 Oh my song is the Boys and Girls horror show remix by Kill Hannah.X3 I love them<3 Hm….. I passed the constitution test!!!! ^------------------^ I’m proud of me XD; Well that’s it for now…I’ll see you guys later ^---^ Ooh yes!!!!!! I gotmy lip pierced finally !!!!!!^----------------^

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

   I AM ALIVE!!!!!!

SQWEEEE!!!!! Yes I am alive! And I’m so excited to see how you guys have been! I’m sorry that I haven’t been on to visit everyone… I have been overly busy T-T Hmmmm…. What else is there to talk about… I talked to someone from theO! My, my, does he have the cutest voice, too bad he lives so far away… Found out that Chaos System played at the jrock convention…..T_T Schools a drag, nothing new in it… just a bunch of studying…. One of actually two of my friends lost someone in their families… One is my friend’s mom that was really young still.(She was 33) And the other we don’t know who it is yet…… I wonder what Kei has been up to lately and I hope she’s okay. I miss her a lot lately… Oh yeah what should the Christmas card be of this year? Oh oh…. Before I forget how do you like the partly Holiday theme? My other one will be back after the Holidays. I’m soooo bored….There isn’t much to do around here…Nor anything on the internet…I’ll probably make another site on freewebs for fun. I lost all my good skills in drawing… I think it is from the lack of drawing~.~ …………. I think that’s all to talk about… So how about some pictures? This is the cutest pick of tara in a Christmas suit I have ever seen!!!<3

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