Saturday, October 16, 2004

You can never plan the future by the past. -Edmund Burke

Holy shnike, what a loooong week. Am I glad it’s over. Thank you all for your support yesterday. I think I've made it past my break down. Today has been uneventful, for which I am glad. And yay! The Haku/Zabuza piccie is doing well. ^_^ I drew a smexy Shampoo pic today, but I’m too lazy to scan it tonight. So it should be up tomorrow.

I think I am going to Halloween the place up shortly. Cause it’s my favorite holiday! Now just to decide how exactly to do that.

And yeah… I really don’t have anything else to say right now, so I’ll just end it here. Have a good weekend everyone!

THAT welcomes Taki, darkvampiress, hunnixbunni, and kawaii rei07!!



How totally cute!



Brought to you by CME’s deranged friends. Cause there’s nice people… and then there’s us. SOE!

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Friday, October 15, 2004

Why don't you put that in a memo and entitle it 'Shit I Already Know'

That quote is from Red vs. Blue, gotta love that, Funny stuff.

Anyway, I am still here, as you can see. I had intended to take a much longer break, but something has happened tonight I didn't plan on, blast it all. And I needed to vent. I know those who don’t already know what happened will find it jumbled, but oh well.

I think I’ve just done one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. It was the right thing to do, I know it, and I’ve put a lot of thought into it. I’m a spontaneous person, but I don’t act on impulse when it comes to dealing with others. But pushing someone you really care for away is heart breaking no matter how justified the reason. I just lost a best friend. But I know it was right, I can’t ride that emotional roller coaster any more. I don’t have the will the to take it anymore. Still, it hasn’t all been bad in the past. What made it worse tonight, was that we connected on that level we used to. Even if it was just for a short while, it was there. And it reminded me why I’d put so much effort into it to begin with. And it made it far worse to push that person away. Whoever said the ends justify the means, may have been correct, but they never said how painful the means could be.

I’ve ripped my heart out tonight. I never thought I could do it in the first place. I cried for like two hours afterwards. I haven’t cried like that for a while, and I couldn’t stop. CME, Sephy, and SomeGuy, you guys are lifesavers. Thank you so very much for talking me through my emotional break down. It wasn't pretty, I know. I don’t know what I would have done without your support.

Well, I think I used a weeks worth of energy tonight and now I feel like crap. I apologize for the whole jumble. So I’ll catch everyone later.



That's right... we went there.

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

What an eventful day

Ohh.. what a long day. What two long days in a row. Man, I don’t feel so good anymore. My neck is on fire. My right side is sore from yesterday, and I’ve been typing all evening. I’m in so much pain, my arms are going to fall off. Heh, I’ve been typing long messages around myO all evening. My problem is I don’t back down. As soon as flamers learn that, all will be fine. For those who read that looooong mess, that one guy was sort of amusing to argue with though. I mean really, could he contradict himself any more? He even contradicted what was supposed to be his “last” comment. Aiya.

*sighs* I may have to start not accepting PM’s. They are getting a little much. I don’t mind helping people, I really don’t. But it’s the other stuff. Why do people seem to think that I have all the answers to life’s problems? I should just have everyone start calling me oneesan at this rate. o_O

My new Sasuke close up isn’t doing so well. Boo. Meh, whatever. And Evil, I’m with ya all the way. SOE! The one and only true Evil! Urgh, I’m so tired right now and not in the best of moods. So yeah, I’ll stop now and leave ya with a relevant pic for today. As I lost the ability to type and spell hours ago.

THAT welcomes Taki!!

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

I didn’t make it around to sites. But yesterday sucked big time. My dad fell yesterday, and thought he broke his leg. Turns out he didn’t, but we spent all evening sitting around the emergency room to find that out. -_- I think I hurt myself trying to support his weight through the front door. That wasn’t the only thing that sucked about yesterday, but I’m not going to get into more detail. Blah.

Well, my mood isn’t so down anymore, so I decided to brighten my page back up a little. The character featured in adoration’s lovely artwork is Suzu from Peacemaker Kurogane.



I had sexy Tsunade-sama up the other day, until I realized I forgot to put Petie’s card up. o_O So here she is to stay this time!

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

If all the world's a stage, I want to operate the trap door. -Paul Beatty

I didn’t make it around to everyone’s pages yesterday and I apologize, I’ll get there this evening. The finished Sasuke pic is up now and I’d appreciate any feedback. And wow, 26 reviews for the Seto/Yami pic and not a single flame yet. o_O Though, I probably just jinxed myself right there. -_- It seems official that it’s “cute” no matter what’s going on in the piccie.

I’m a little short on time right now too, so I’ll just leave ya with something funny to read. Anyone in the DC area will get a kick out of these, you may have seen them before. And I think everyone else will find them amusing as well.
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Rules of the Washington DC, Metro Area

First, you must learn to call it by its rightful
name. It is D.C., or
the District". Only tourists call it Washington.

Next, if your road map of Montgomery County is more
than a few weeks
old, throw it out and buy a new one. It's obsolete.
If in Loudoun or
Fairfax County and your map is one day old, it's
already obsolete.

There is no such thing as a dangerous high speed
chase in D.C. It's
just another chase, usually on the BW Parkway.

All directions start with "The Beltway"...which has
no beginning and
no end, just one continuous loop that locals believe is
somehow clarified by an "inner" and "outer loop" designation. This makes
no sense to ANYONE outside the Beltway.

The morning rush hour is from 5 to 11 AM. The
evening rush hour is
from 1
to 8 PM. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning,
especially during
the summer on Route 50 eastbound.

If there is a ball game at the Redskins stadium,
there is no point in
driving anywhere near PG County.

If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be
rear-ended and
shot at. If you run the red light, be sure to smile
for the $100 "picture" you will receive courtesy of DMV.
(However, if you
don't go as soon as the light turns green, you will
get cussed out in
382 languages.

Car horns are actually "Road Rage" indicators. Heed
the warning. All
old ladies in Buicks have the right of way in the
area of Leisure World.

Many roads mysteriously change their names as you
cross intersections.
Don't ask why, no one knows.

A taxi ride across town will cost you $12.50. A taxi
ride two blocks
will cost you 16.75. (It's a zone thing, you
wouldn't understand)

Traveling south out of DC on Interstate 395/95 is
the most dangerous,
scariest thing you will ever do. There is nothing
more frightening
than seven lanes of traffic cruising along at 85
mph, BUMPER TO
BUMPER!!!

The minimum acceptable speed on the Beltway is 85.
Anything less is
considered downright sissy.

The open lane for passing on all Maryland
interstates is the far
right lane because no self-respecting Marylander
would ever be caught
driving in the "slow" lane. Unofficially, both
shoulders are fair
game also.

The far left lanes on all Maryland interstates are
official "chat"
lanes reserved for drivers who wish to talk on their
cell phones.

If it's 10 degrees, it's Orioles' opening day. If
it's 110 degrees,
it's the Skins opening day.

If the humidity is 90+ and the temperature is 90+,
then it's May,
June, July, August and sometimes September.

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Monday, October 11, 2004

Msn has done nothing but make me mad all evening, so to those who tried to IM me and couldn’t, I’m sorry it was being a pain.

And wow! Someguy’s first review made the main page! Everyone go read it! SG, I told you you’d be great at it! You rock, you long winded bastard you!

Welcome back sahkiryce! *throws confetti in air* I’ve missed you minna!!

And Happy Thanksgiving to all my Canadian mates out there! Yeah, I really don’t have anything else to say tonight and I’m too tired to think of something. Sephy-chan, again, I’m sorry about earlier.

EDIT: Well, it's past midnight, so Happy Birthday Petie!! Fallen already has Black Rose, so we'll go with a little .hack//sign. ^_^

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Escape from a world of illusions... Hmph... I wonder which is better.

Wow, thank you everyone for your nice comments yesterday. It really was sweet. I didn’t quite expect it all. Not that I’m complaining of course. ^_^ I’m still a bit sad over it all, but your support helped.

*sighs* I just got over being flamed by a couple of people, and now it’s starting on my friends again?! I can’t believe it!!! I keep reminding myself to stay calm, and to date it’s always worked. But it by far makes me angrier to see them do it to my girls than me.

To the person I just signed the GB of, you know who you are if you follow the signature back here, I’m going to quickly lose patience with you. You’ve already angered steel, left a simple minded comment for Maris, and put up that stupid thing in your intro about two of my best friends here at the O! I’ve already stated that I won’t stand for anyone upsetting Milky and that goes for any of my other friends as well. I dare you to say something here. And if you’ve upset any of them, certain people might find out how sharp of a tongue I really have. So if it continues, be forewarned that I may not use such control anymore.

Urgh, I get tired of these ahous. Why can’t they be like the rest of the people and just enjoy the site for what it is? And I’m sorry to go off on a rant like this post, you all must be thoroughly sick of it by now. I apologize. I really will try to have something cheery tomorrow.

THAT welcomes iamdizzy and Frost!!

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Saturday, October 9, 2004

An artist cannot fail; it is a success to be one. -Charles Horton Cooley

What to write about? Well I could write about a lot actually, but I’m not going to waste the time on ahous. MyO has become not so much of a fun place anymore. The higher in rank ya go, the more people want to flock to hassle you. I mean, I’m nice to everyone, right? At least I try to be. And I’ve never lost my cool with anyone here before, no matter how nasty they’ve got with me in return. So I have to ask, why me? But then I answer myself with, why not? *sighs* That’s just how it goes, I suppose. How very frustrating. I am getting tired of dealing with it. Meh, I'm just rambling, never mind me.



Haven’t done Escaflowne in a while. Is it me, or doesn’t it seem like Merl should be smaller? o_O

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Friday, October 8, 2004

Today, if you are not confused, you are just not thinking clearly. –U.Peter

Glad everyone seems like the Sesshy pic. There is a Seto/Yami pic up now as well. Warning, don’t like yaoi, don’t bother to look at it.

And I would appreciate it if everyone noted the claymont banner above. If the yaoi pics bother you, I apologize, but it is my site, and it’s not going anywhere. So keep comments about it off of here. For those of you who like to bring theology into it and flat out tell me I’m wrong, I can happily discuss that with you. I’m fairly knowledgeable in a lot of things. Try me. You may find me harder to prove wrong with that excuse than you think.

Not too much else to say, I guess. Thanks for chatting Josie, you lifted my spirits. I’ll never be able to look at that Sesshy pic in the same way again. =P

Have a good weekend everyone!



I haven’t put up Alucard in a while. He’s just so bloody cool.

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Thursday, October 7, 2004

My uncle's dying wish - he wanted me on his lap....He was in the electric chair. -Rodney Dangerfield

Man doesn’t it suck about Rodney Dangerfield? I really liked that guy. How sad. I’ll definitely miss seeing his stuff.

I apologize for the confusion to the later people about yesterday’s post. It wasn’t important anyway. Thanks for the chat last night SG.

Can you tell I’ve been watching too much Ranma lately? =P For anyone who gets a chance to see the anime or read the manga, I definitely recommend it! I must lay claim to Shampoo and Ranma though. As a matter of fact, that shall be the next theme change. I simply adore those two. Not that I have anything against Akane for those fans out there.

EDIT: The Sesshy pic... is now up!

THAT welcomes SesshTaisho!!



I thought this was the cutest Hinata/Naruto fan art. They’re one of my favorite couples!



It's been too long since I've posted a Gravitation pic. Could Yuki and Shuichi get any hotter! To quote Sephy-chan again, vive la yaoi!

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