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Friday, January 5, 2007


Fri. January, 5th


Divine EleganceWow, I realized I haven't even posted in the new year yet. o_O So how was everyone's New Year's? I had to work late new year's eve, then go in early New Year's day, what kind of messed up scheduling is that? Needless to say, I stayed up and celebrated anyway, so I was half dead at work on New Year's.

Vicky, it's all your fault that you've renewed my Matrix obsession, and now I've had to re watch all three of them.=P I may even have to make a string of Persephone and Trinity icons.

2006 in Reflection


Vicky - I think 2006 is really the year we started to get to know each other, even though we've been around here forever. And the only one I've Skyped with, heh. You're a very fun loving gal, you know that? I find you very easy to talk to and you brighten my day every time you're around. And I do hope we continue to get to know each other better. Heh, and I do hope the nervousness is gone, yes?

Evil - One of the things I regret about 2006 is how we've seemed to grow apart. I miss your presence terribly. You'll always bee my ball of vernacular sunshine though. It's been a joyful experience to watch you grow up these past years. And even though we don't get to talk as often now, I'd like to think I had at least a small part in helping you grow to the wonderful young lady you have become.

Nessa – I think 2006 has seen us become a bit more distant as well. I finally found you on msn, but it seems we never can catch up to each other. And with our personal lives, neither of us tend to be around the otaku much. But I do want to say, I still keep track of you, and even if I don't comment all the time, I read your posts. You are one of the first friends and supporters I had around the O and ages later, you're still here. So I just wanted to say thank you.

aurus - Hopefully you'll get to read this. I do regret not being able to catch up with you very often either. You have always been, and will probably always be, one of my most favorite people ever. Your personality, style, even the things you do, are just very awesome. Even if I'm limited to reading your blogs, you're still a stable beacon of light. You are the kind of person everyone should use as a role model. Shanny luffs you.

Bells - You are probably going to be the only person in this list that I've just met this year. But there is something special about you that just can't be ignored. Through no means of your own, besides your own awesomess, you've broke into this strange little circle of friends. And I am very glad to have you around. You bring a certain tranquility to our group.

chie - It seems we hardly get to communicate anymore. Which makes me a bit sad, since you have always been a good friend and I must admit, a good support. Your post this year do seem happier to me, and that in turn, makes me happy. Just remember, if you ever need that shoulder to turn to, I'm always here.

Mimmi - I bet you thought I forgot you, uh? I could never. As I mention to Bells, there are some people that just have something special about that that can't be ignored. You are one of them Mimmx. Your words, even in your down times, are still, how should I say it? Soulful and supportive. Whenever I think of you I can't help but feel warm. The compassion in your heart reaches far over the seas and I think you'll always be one of my favorite people as well. Heh, though I do have to admit, I stalked you for quite a while before I got up the nerve to comment to you.

John - I know 2006 has seen some rough times for you. And I wish I could do far more for you than just offer my words of friendship, but alas, cause of the distance, that's all I can do. I just hope that through it all, perhaps they helped a little. You are a very sweet and caring person, heh, even through the smart ass side and I hope 2007 brings you much joy.

Joshie - Dumbass, you probably won't even see this seeing as how you've been gone for ages. But I have heard you are doing well, and that makes me happy. I really do miss you being around though. I can't help but smile just thinking of you. But then, you already know you make me smile, and that you're so good at it. And if you don't come back soon, I'll bite you this time.

Jason - I don't know if you'll see this either, but I just wanted to say thank you. You've been so supportive this year, and such a good friend. You really are the otaku's sweetest guy, you know that? Your personality is wonderful and compassionate. Just don't forget that about yourself.

hinaru - We've sort of gotten to know each other this year, but because of the time difference, it's a slow process. But I think it's a worthwhile one. From what I know of you so far, you are a fun and caring friend. I think there's so much more I could learn about you though, so maybe in 2007, we'll accomplish some more of that, eh?

Flint - Flint, Flint, Flint... what can I say amigo? You are still just as awesome as the first day I met you. I miss our crazy convos, I've never laughed so much. I'm just glad I still get to read the occasional post and comment from you. It always brightens my mood just having you around.

Petie - It's been a long time hasn't it? It seems like I hardly catch up to you anymore. But I still wanted to say thank you. You've always been such a supportive friend. Whether it's helping computer wise (and thank you for being so patient with me and putting up with it all), joking around, or just listening to me rant about one thing or another. You've never turned me away, or given up, so thanks man, from the bottom of my heart.

Nikki - You don't know how glad I am 2006 saw the return of Nikki. You were our first conscious around the otaku here, and it just wasn't the same after you left. You are such an amazingly supportive, and caring person. Anyone would be lucky just to have one friend like you. And I felt like I learned a lot about you this year. We've shared history, and painful memories. I wanted to thank you for that as well, thank you for sharing and for trusting. We haven't talk in quite some time now, but I still think of ya and how you're doing.

Steele – What can I say? I like having you around. You add a certain spice to my life. And I know at times you think you are a drag, but trust me, you've never once brought me down. Even at your worst. And I think it's partly because I know what fuels some of it, I've shared plenty of those emotions. And believe it or not, you make me smile. Yes, you surely do. I always enjoy your comments, heh, and especially the back and forth dialog we used to have on dA.

Josie - You probably won't see this either, but I felt I should add it anyway. I luff you. Okay, well that's not all, heh. =P I have to say that I'm so glad we started talking again. You've always been so special to me, one of my best friends, and I was so saddened when stopped talking. I don't know if you'll ever know how happy it made me when we started communicating again. If there was ever anything I was thankful for in 2006, it was that. And now since you aren't around, it feels a bit hollow without you. But from what I understand, you are doing well, and I am thankful for that. I want you to have all the happiness you can handle, you deserve it.

Milky - Another of my 2006 regrets is not being as close to you as I once was. I miss you my lovely. There are very few people I admire more than you. You are sort of one of my role models and I don't think I'll ever stop looking up to you. Even if we aren't as close, I still feel like I can truly call you friend. And I just wanted you to know that I'll always stick by your side, even if it's just to watch and smile from the shadows as you shine. There will always be a place for you in my heart.

Beck - You are another person its hard to find what to say to. Heh, you already know that I adore you and how special you are. But then, I guess it doesn't hurt to keep gushing over people once in a while. =P I think you deserve it. I know that some of your friends don't give you the kind of respect or attention you deserve and I think they can all go to hell. Anyone who doesn't recognize how supportive, caring, and intelligent you are doesn't deserve to be around you. It seems we haven't gotten to talk to much this year, but I am happy to say that I'm proud of the kind of person you are growing to be.

Jess – One thing I am happy about from 2006 is getting to know you! Who could ask for a better padawan? You've been a dream. A supportive friend, a wonderful padawan, and someone I can rave about Star Wars with, to boot. And the fact that you are the only other person in here to play KoTOR just makes you in a league of your own. =P I am glad we've gotten the chance to know each other this year.

Tiff - It's definitely been a pleasure to get to know you this year as well. We've sort of got a late start to it, and I think there is a lot more about you I could get to know better. But hopefully we'll have that chance in the coming year. From what I've learned, you are a wonderful and sweet girl. I know you've had your problems in the last year, but like I've mentioned before, use that as an example of what not to become. You have your own strength, use it. And I'll always be here as a shoulder, should you need one. I feel I've been a terrible master to you though since I haven't been around lately. Just remember, you can always ask me for help on anything and I'll try my best.

Shadow - Wondering why I saved you to last? Heh, I figured yours could probably be the longest and the hardest. Oh man, what to say? You have been phenomenal this year. I couldn't have made it without you. I count myself lucky to have such a friend as you. You are always there to listen when I need to speak, your shoulder is always ready when I need to lean, and your smile is always there to warm me when I feel down. I don't think I have ever, or will ever find someone as supportive as you. I know I depend on you a lot, I just hope through it all, I've been able to help you as well. It saddens me to see you down, and pains me when I can't help. We've laughed together, cried together, and I think of you every day. I can't imagine my world without the warmth that you bring to it. Of all the memories of 2006, getting to know you, heart and soul, has been my favorite experience this year. You are a part of my heart and soul. I cherish all my friends, but you are the cherished friend. I can only hope that 2007 brings you everything you desire and if not, just know that I'll be here for you to fall back on. Perhaps this year we'll get to know each other even better, and help lift each other up to our dreams.

To everyone else: If I didn't write you a personal message, don't take it too personally. I have enjoyed my experience at myO, and mostly because of the people I met. This has been a wonderful community, despite some of the ignorant people out there. I enjoy reading all your comments, and reading about your lives in return. The members above are the one's that have influenced my time around here more than others. There are still some members not mentioned above that hold a special place in my heart, but aren't there because I know a.) they'll never see it, or b.) we'll, they'll know why.

So thank you everyone for visiting me and making my otaku experience a great one. I hope you all have a wonderful 2007!






No man is a failure who has friends.

- Clarence from It's a Wonderful Life

Because we demand more Firefly

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Sunday, December 24, 2006


Fri. December 24th


Divine EleganceHeh, thanks for everyone's sympathies, yo. I'm still most disappointed with myself. And again, I need you to resend your graphics if you want them up. Jess, I got yours, thank you so much! If you don't know what I'm talking about, read my last post, cause I don't feel like typing it over. *lazy*

Urgh, it's been SO freakin busy this week, I'm exhausted and so ready for the holidays to just be over. Otherwise, I wouldn't have to be up at 4 in the freakin morning! Ah! Anyway, I made double chocolate, cheesecake brownies, with chocolate chips in them for the girls at work today. ^_^ They're yuuummie. Mmm.

Yeah, that's about it for today, sad ne? Oh, I found a treat for Edward Elric fangirls out there! Beck, you are coming to mind first, for some reason. XD It's a wonderful AMV to Holding out for a Hero. Man, I used to love this song as a kid. =P So watch, bask, and enjoy!

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006


Fri. December 19th


Divine EleganceOh man, the alienware computer came today! Sweet. I'll have to have John take a pic of it, or something. Cause it looks like this huge blue alien head and it's got LED lights that can change all sorts of colors. Its awesome.

Bah, but what isn't so awesome, is in the switching files around between computers I lost some of my stuff. And it's totally my fault for deleting it, which makes me pretty mad at myself. I'm retarded, wah. I lost all the anime on my computer, some of my sound files, including the FMA soundtrack, grrr, and all of my graphics for white-satin. Which majorly sucks. Along with all my textures, brushes, fonts and a lot of other stuff I'm sure I'll remember later and get pissed about.

So I know this is probably a pain for you guys, but anyone whose ever sent me graphics, I think mainly icons from people, could you resend them to me? I'm sorry to ask people, but I had them saved, and in my slowness to get them up on the site, they were just deleted today, so they're gone. Sorry again to ask poppets, but could you guys PM them again? I'll grovel if you want. =P

I finally got to see Eragon and the FMA movie, but I'll talk about that next time, since this post is probably already getting lengthy.

Edward amd Alphonse Elric



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Saturday, December 16, 2006


Fri. December 16th


Divine EleganceEragon came out yesterday!!! Huzzah! But I can’t see it until like, Monday, ahhh. Oh well. So no spoilers please if you see it before me. You may however, stop by and tell me if you liked it or not. I’ll even wag my tail.

I just recently rewatched all of FMA. Heh, it’s all Shadow’s fault for asking about it. =P Ed and Roy are love. My current icon is Ed/Roy love, and I might even have to turn this page into the goodness that is Ed, if I get motivated, that is. I have a question to anyone who comments. Have you seen the FMA movie? I have not, and I was wondering if it’s good or not.

Shadow, love, I am still trying to catch back up with you.





Days remaining until Eragon opens in theaters. . . 0! Eragon is out poppets!

Because we demand more Firefly

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Monday, December 11, 2006


Fri. December 11th


Divine EleganceMr. Dave Rider’s Christmas party was this past Saturday, so of course John and I went. It was awesome, as usual, I had a blast. 5 course meal, open bar, and live band… oh yeah. I did so much dancing, heh, I am still a bit sore from that endeavor, but it was worth it. =P I even danced with Dave that night.

The limo was back this year as the designated driver. So we took that bad boy home. Heh, the driver wore a Santa hat, that just amuses me to no end. Poor guy, I think he got lost or something taking someone home, so we had to wait forever for it to get back. We swiped some of the Fiji water from the limo. =P Good stuffs. So yeah, all in all, it was a very good night. It’s fun to go play with the rich, once in a while.

I am so not enjoying the cold. It’s miserable. How many days until Spring? Heh, but I know how many days until Eragon opens, FOUR DAYS TO GO.





Days remaining until Eragon opens in theaters. . . 4!

Because we demand more Firefly

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Monday, December 4, 2006


Fri. December 4th


Divine EleganceGood morning all, or evening, whenever you read this. Another late night and early morning, boo. I just had to open my big mouth when it was 70 degrees out in December, and now it’s like 30. COLD. I hate it. I hate the cold, and I hate winter. I don’t particularly like snow either. Unless it’s a whole bunch of snow. Heh, all or nothing. =P

So yes, I’m gonna join in Bells’ campaign here.



Now noob here doesn’t mean “new” members. We’re talking spammers, chain latter senders, and the general jerks in general. You know ‘em, we all have problems with them.

Speaking of which, if someone comes here and reads this page, Bells is off-limits. Got it? So is anyone else to the right there and in my loves section. You wanna touch, tread with caution little girl.





Days remaining until Eragon opens in theaters. . . 11!

Because we demand more Firefly

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Friday, December 1, 2006


Fri. December 1st


Divine EleganceWhat’s this, posting two days in a row? Aiya! I forgot to ask if everyone had a good Thanksgiving, for those who celebrate it, anyway. I ended up not doing anything at all for it this year, heh, except play some FF12.

ZOMG, Vaan = pretty. Balthier = sexy voice drives me crazy. Ahem, anyway, Final Fantasy would be one of the reasons I haven’t been around the otaku. But hey, it’s a good reason, yo! XD Vaan = pretty *squeal* … moving on.

What is it with all these people getting snow all of a sudden?! It's like, 60 degrees out here right now, and the sun hasn't even rose yet. Heh, we're gonna get some thunderstorms today, does that count as winter weather? =P

I also forgot to mention last time, that I burned the underside of my right wrist at work. It’s small, about the size of a dime… but I burnt through a couple of layers of flesh there. o_O It was gross looking, the skin bubbled up and peeled off and everything. Urgh. But it’s been a couple of weeks, so it’s practically healed now, so it’s all good. Heh, just another scar to add to the collection.





Days remaining until Eragon opens in theaters. . . 14!

Because we demand more Firefly

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Thursday, November 30, 2006


Divine EleganceBeen quite a while, I guess I should say something, eh? =P Hmm, what’s been happening? Oh, can you believe it; John just bought an Alienware computer! I mean, a freakin Alienware! For those of you who know computers, you’ll definitely know this name. Very high performance computers. So… his is gonna be blue and as some of you may know, the towers look like alien heads, with the liquid cooled system and all that good stuffs. Heh, and the vents have green lights behind them, so it’s gonna be a blue alien head with spooky green vents, haha.

An Inconvenient Truth is finally out on DVD! So, heh, I had to order it from Amazon… yeah, yeah, too lazy to go out and look for it. Psh, with all the Republicans around here, I might not have found it anyway. o_O

And now… on to my real reason for posting… HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKY!! *tackle glomps* We love you!! I hope you have a splendid Bday! Everyone, go over to Vicky’s [here] and tell her just how much we love her. Now. XD





Days remaining until Eragon opens in theaters. . . 14!


Because we demand more Firefly

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Monday, November 13, 2006


Divine EleganceI’m tired. Stayed up way too late last night, then couldn’t sleep well at all, and now I’m up early. Yeah, this is gonna be a cranky day for me. Heh, and I always did have trouble getting up before the sunrise; it’s like, unnatural.

Music change, again. ^_^ Snow Patrol is a great band, and Run is one of the most awesome songs ever. If you haven’t heard this song before, then you need to hit the play button, yo. For some reason, this song always reminds me of Sephy-chan.

I’m too tired to think of much else to post about, boo, but I did have a question for everyone. Or a couple of questions. And if you don’t want to answer them, you don’t have to. I am just immensely curious.

1. Are you religious?

2. If so, what religion are you?





Hate destroys the soul
Of anyone who tries to teach it.


Yes - Homeworld (The Ladder)

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Monday, November 6, 2006


Divine EleganceThanks for everyone’s supportive comments. They really are appreciated. I really should just learn to just stop posting when I’m emotionally distraught. Just so ya know, I’m a lot more emotionally stable now. Heh, probably still not as self-confidant as I’d like, but never the less, doing better.

I haven’t done much the past few days except for work, oh joy. But it hasn’t been so bad. Classes start again, hopefully, in January, and believe it or not, I’m most excited about that.

I’m also enjoying changing the music on this page frequently. Oh, and if you don’t like “Dear God”, or it offends you, well then, just don’t listen to it, eh. Cause I like it, and it stays until the whim strikes to change it again. I happen to agree with it, heh, and I don’t need people reaming me for having a god-anger song up. I think I might go with a little Snow Patrol next.

Because we demand more Firefly

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