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Saturday, September 25, 2004
Argh head hurts
Ok firstly i have a really bad cold now -.-' and now i have a headache, stupid illness'. And earlier, a few hours back, my cat gave me a fucking heart attack.
She was lazing on my couch, just sleeping. And my eyes hurt from looking at the computer scene for too long so i decided to go and stroke her. And when i sat down beside her she didnt move. So playfully i grabbed her paw, and when i let go it just flopped back down. Thats when i started to panic, i lifted up her head and she still didnt show signs of life. Well you may think, well just look at her breathing. But her chest wasnt going up and down like it should have. For about 5 minutes i was poking proding and lifting her up to see if she was alive. Luckily she was -.-' she must have been in deep sleep. But it scared the hell out of me, i really thought she died on me. Usually me just sitting beside her, sets her off to move.
Ohh some of you may see that i have a banner linked to someones artwork, but can i warn you that his artwork is some what of the dark nature. And may give some of you kiddies nightmares XD especially the one with the guy ramming a knife down a kids throat (one of my favs <3 yes i am sick XD) And also if my one of my younger sisters come down today with my disk i will have some artwork up ^-^ some of it are just copies of Dali's (one of my fav artists) work, but yeah hopefully will have some of it up. But dont expect something as good as Shanny or Milky or sumthing, my art sucks, i personally hate it all, and im not even bein funny there.
Heres a poem by me ^-^ lets say at one point in life someone will push me so far i snap and this will be the consequence, so this is a fair warning to all you future flamers ^_~
Murder
You scream and bitch and moan and cry,
I’ll crawl through hands, chest and thigh.
In your mind you just won’t take,
What I have to give, be it true or fake.
I’ll skin you up and eat your flesh,
And raise my hands and God I’ll bless.
Your blood is dripping down my face,
And this is where I change the pace.
I’ll take the dagger and slice your throat,
And your weakening hand let’s free my coat.
Your heart in hand I burn it up,
Then squeeze its juices in devil’s cup.
Your blood empowers every part of me,
And the fact that I let your soul be free.
You should thank the dead I done,
And regret ever turning to try and run.
So now I leave your bloody corpse,
Kiss cold lips, ‘bitter sweet’, of course.
Ok emm what else *searches brain* i think thats it..other then one thing...MY SISTER IS GONE !! *Cries* today is the day my sister goes...so if i complain tomorrow that all i done was cry, dont hate me -.-' my mum has already told me that she was in tears, my poor mum, losing one of her kids to uni -.-'
Happy Birtday Shanny-Sama enjoy ye day hun *mega glomp* everyone go praise Dark Phoenix, or ill rip out your eyes XD and im not kidding
Ohh i love this piccy ^-^ *licks* very yummy indeed lol XD
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Friday, September 24, 2004
Im ok again
Ekk i read over what i wrote yesterday and ekk again. Man i musta been pissed off, i was freaking complaining about banners -.-' I'm sorry about that, blame it on the depression bouts i get ok. I get HUGE dips of depression (as i have been telling Shanny) and it just bites ass. But its always silly things that make me happy again (dude you ppl must be sick of hearing about my depressive bouts). Like Raye, me and her have an RP going on at BL. Its called 'Sephiroth Reborn' and Raye decided she wanted to add some romance into it (dont ask me why). Well she put Ruby (my RP character) and Sephiroth together XD lmao. So that made me beam, why? Well me and Sephy together, hah of course i would be happy silly.
Anyway what else, my site. I mean look at it, WHOOHOO. After a long time trying to find a suitable yaoi background i found a site full of them. And well after Shanny helped me, my layout is set ^-^ So everyone go praise Dark Phoenix and also go praise animeblue gurl she helped me with the wonderful avi i got. Its Yuki and Shuichi from Gravitation, and they look yummy. I love this layout so much
Damn its 5:15am and i havent got any sleep yet -.-' and i seem to be developing a cold. I blame it on Trish, she has it and she has spread her germs onto me >.< damn i thought i could avoid the cold for at least a while. Tomorrow my sister goes to uni ;.; i will miss her dearly. Anyway i cant think of much else to write, so ill leave it at that.
[Edit] Hehe before i forget, never run into your mums parked van. Why? Cos it bloody hurts XD i done that and then when she opened the boot i threw myself over the chairs lol. And as my little banner thing says, Sephiroth-Sama is mine. Mine and mine alone *evil laugh* ohh sorry i get possesive.
Some of you may remember this yummy pic from Blonde Angel's site. Well it soo fucking delicious i had to bring it back lmao so you may all now drool over it
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
Bleh
Ok HUGE vent. Im pissed off with someone at bluelaguna. Lately alot of people make threads like 'banner and avatar making'. Our forum has some real cool banners and avatars. These people have the programs to make them and ask people for requests. But the minute I ask for a request i get shot off. Why? I dont fucking know, its not like im asking for fucking mission impossible. And these ppl always say they have spare time on their hands, and that they LIKE creating these thing for people. WHY NOT ME!! Just cos i want a banner thats abit more emm darker then most you blow me off. WELL FUCK YOU!!
Sephiroth: I think you should calm down, its only a banner
D Seph: Well i got real excited about this, because the piccys i picked were WAY cool and completely show what type of person i am *pouts* Anyway help me go kill a few thousand random people
Sephiroth: But they aint done nothing
D Seph: Since when in the fuck did you care about others? Give me the sword ill do it my fucking self *grabs masamune and goes off killing random people*
Sephiroth: Emm i dont think shes coming back *watches D Seph* nope, ok ill finish her post. Well her extremely bad mood isnt only because of the silly little banners. Her sister is going university and anyone whos knows D Seph well, knows her sister is her biggest idol in life. And also lately people seem to think shes really ok, and happy. Until they see the new scar on her arm that is. And even then they dont seem to bothered. D Seph thinks people have stopped caring for her (in real life) and she feels like some sorta ghost. *Sigh* shes so sad, yet she keeps it all to herself. Anyway she reached 4000 hits. Although i dont think shes really bothered atm. Have you ever noticed that when she says she depressed and hate slife that she seems perfectly ok when commentin on ppl's site? Thats her puttin on an act, she been doin it recently. She doesnt want to lose anymore friends cos of her silly depression bouts. She thinks shes lost two of her gals over msn, they dont speak to her as much, and it bums her >.> Ok well better go and stop her before she kills more people. And dont worry shes glad shes back, otherwise how else could she vent so much?
Sephiroth: Ohh before i go, D Seph went on a search for a YGO yaoi piccy, especially for all you YGO yaoi fans
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Monday, September 20, 2004
See ya soon
Yep, i told some people over MSN that i will be gone for a few days. Why? Well 1st i get this Rance problem swarming me mind, then i get some flames that have really bummed me out. I always seem to be offended by silly little things ye know? Ye know i think its the more popular i get the more flamers i get. Lately i have shot up to #34 in rankings. And i never had this problem of flamers till recently. So i guess being popular comes at a price eh? Well i wont be here for a few days, by that time i will have finished more poems, and my story ^-^ ohh and i done this cool piccy, whenever i get to a scanner ill put it up. Well heres my farewell (for now) poem ^^ *glomps everyone*
Torn
I have to go,
Don't waste your tears,
I will be back,
No need for fears.
My heart is torn,
Two sides i see,
The dark and light,
And both blind me.
The hatred hurts,
It burns me up,
Like devils blood,
Drank from his cup.
Where i'll go,
I still don't know,
I just need to leave,
To be alone.
Enjoy de site of the sexy guys, IN THE RAIN whoop ^-^ i would love to see em wet lol ohh and if you find this sick or revolting..simple..avert ye eyes lol
Ohh and to my dear flamers, if you ever flame at my site again, or my friends sites, this scary thing is guna kill you in your sleep
Steve Irwin: Gezz aint you pathetic -.-' go get a fucking life will ya
Cameraman Dave: I aint even guna say anything, all you do is follow these 2 dicks
Nick Dundee: Maybe you should learn how to spell eh? Its 'bitches' not 'biatches'
And if im such a slut, why do you keep coming back? Seriously i read over all ye comments, and well..your just pathetic..Ohh and you want a war? Are you sure thats smart?
(Credit to this pic goes to Morten Bak)
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
Stupid Flamers
Somehow i can imagine someone flaming me for that pic i have below, but hey fuck it. Honestly im sick to death with flamers. Not only do i get it here i get it at a forum i Moderate. In this forum we are aloud to make clans/clubs up for people who hold similar interests. And i made one for yaoi/yuri lovers. And i put up a warning saying i know some people dont like this, but please dont flame just ignore it. And guess what? Heres one of the flames:
I just have one thing to say to you all. PERVERTS!
Fair enough, this one didnt offend me really, i thought it was just pathetic. But here the one that not only pissed me off, but kinda upsetted me, it shows just how close minded some people are:
First of all, Homophobe is a word that idiots like you fucking retards use because you feel that people that are against something should have a phobia. Everyone in this fucking thread is a gay asswhipe that needs to go to hell. Die you damn fucking mother fuckers!! GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY!! PERVERTS PERVERTS PERVERTS!!!
This one completely gratted on me. I had just finished dealing with 'Steve Irwin' and his flame and then i get this one. But my friend Kramer stood up for me. He made a long post about people respecting other peoples interests and stuff. And he posted it everywhere, and now hes getting banned because of it. And he done that all for me *glomps Kramer* i love ye Kramer hun.
Ok thats it for my long vent. On a good thing i went out for a meal ^-^ my sister is going Uni real soon (soo guna miss her) and we went out. My cousin came along, and shes always a laugh ^^ me and Ryudo were morons like normal, and my family called me evil like normal lol (they think im evil cos i like to beat ppl up lol). One more thing my story i cant post today, i have written some, but all of what i wrote is rated high. And i wasnt intending to ever post that section here. This story is turning out longer then first expected lol.
Ohh before i forget, thank ye Sw33tz for helping me with de button thingy, it took us a whole day to get it sorted right =_= Thank ye Shanny for all the really cool stuff ye done for me lately, i cant thank ye enough. And finally TAG for a real cool kitty she made with my name ^^ (check it out at my DA page) and she said shes making me a totally unique kitty too ^-^ man i love you guys *glomps everyone*
I will most likely get flamed for this but fuck it, its a yummy piccy lol *licks screen*
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Saturday, September 18, 2004
Strange Post
Ok well the story part 2 isnt exactly finished, and i cant put up what i wrote cos its rated NC-17. In other words two hot guys getting it on HELL YEAH!! Sorry had to be said, anyway i slept round Pauls house last nite so i didnt get much of the story written. And i was think last nite as i wrote my graphic story about a law in England.
Well in England you have to be 16 to be legal for sex. Yeah its a mature age, and i agree with it and all. But the thing that is weird is, you have to be 18 to have doggy style sex, like up de ass lol. Well so does this mean that ppl that realise they are gay before 16 and havent had sex, aint legally aloud sex till 18 oO;; i know kinda a weird thought but it has been plauging my mind since last nite lol
Also about slang language. Here are a few examples of London slang:
Heavy = Excellent
Creps = Trainers (as in de shoe)
Yard = House/Home
Grimey = Good
I mean any person over the age of 30 goes oO;; whenever they hear them words. So is London the only place tht uses this type of fucked up slang. I personally dont use it, unless im mocking does who do. So does your area have these type of stupid words?
Anyway strange post yes i know lol well ill be quiet now, ohh and im going out for a meal tonite, cos my sister is going away to Uni soon =_= im soo guna miss her.
[Edit] Shanny i hope ye is ok =_= and thank ye for helping me with my DA account its soo pretty now *glomps* ohh and for those who wanna visit my DA site, the button is up the top, the one just above the RFP button ^-^
Who the fuck!!! If you wanna know why im angry, look at my comments and you will see someone named as Steve Irwin, and hes calling me a slut !! A slut haha, dont make me laugh wanker! Just cos i like yaoi im guessing? That makes me open minded not a fucking slut! How dare you...i mean you could have called me alot of other things and it wouldnt get me pissed off. But a slut! A mother fucking slut! Ok you crossed the line you fucking wanker! This is what he said:
g'day m8s 2day im lookin at hookerousskankious more commonly known as a slut, this creature is 1 of the lowest and nastiest forms of life ive ever seen and im australian! caution must b taken wen venturing near this animal especially if ur male, if caught chances r ud b killed of a crushed pelvis! isnt she a beauty but dnt b fooled in2 gettin 2 close or u maybe bit (usually round the genitiles, ouch) anyway my fosters is gettin warm out here in the sun so ill leave now but stay tuned 4 the nxt instalment of "steve irwin, freak hunter
Ok one thing to tell you, GO DIE IN A FUCKING DITCH YOU BASTARD, AND WITH YOUR ATTITUDE YOUR GUNA DIE A VERY COLD AND LONELY DEATH!! Sorry to all those *nice* visitors of mine, you shouldnt be subjected to hearing me swear like this, but calling me a slut is like asking for a death wish.
Ohh yummy XD i like this one, especially all de hair and stuff ^-^
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Friday, September 17, 2004
FanFic
Yep yep as i said im writing a fanfic, well atm im done with part one, no yaoi quite yet, but you can tell that there will be some in the next part ^_~
Ok before i show ye the fanfic i wanna say thanx to all those who have listened to me rant or spill my heart over msn, lately i just feel real lonely and i cant help it. Especially AnimeblueGirl i think half the things i told her she would rather not have known >.< im sorry if i scared ye hun lol. Still trying to get my head around this whole Rance situation, so not much to update on that. Man i need sleep lol i havent slept at all, its 6am now -.-' i should really be in bed lmao
Ohh and can i rant for one moment please...ok cool...WTF WHY CANT I FIND ANY PIC'S OF FRED AND GENE KISSING OR HUGGING !! I mean for fuck sakes Fred is gay, its gotta be the easiest thing to put him into a yaoi pic or fanfic. I see more of Gene x Jim then i do Gene x Fred. I searched for an hour or more for one god forsaken yaoi pic of them two to go with my story but i found nothing. I want a piccy of Fred x Gene *cries*
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The atmosphere was thick with grey smoke clouds, choking any bit of fresh oxygen it encountered. Tables were filled with empty pint glasses and bottles of all different brands of alcohol. Ashtrays were crowded with stubbed out white cancer sticks and the tabletops were sticky from half dried up spilt beer. Defiantly wasn't a place you would take your first sweet heart to impress. It was more the place you would take the local street whore, so you could get hammered and see through drunken eyes the most beautiful woman on two legs sitting opposite you.
In the corner sat two old buddies. One was the rich merchant Fred Lou. With shoulder length deep blue hair and rich chocolate coloured eyes, his forehead was covered up with a strip of bright red cloth. He wore normal casual wear; a long sleeved orange shirt with creme-coloured jacket and pants. The guy sitting opposite had abit of a rough appearance. He was the Outlaw Gene Starwind. Shaggy flame red hair with dark hazel eyes. Two thick scratch like scars covered his left cheek and he had an earring in either lobe. A tight black top showed off his buff built up chest and his plain black pants were acessorised with two belts. One red the other white and both hung loosely on his hip.
"Your round Fred" The red head said after finishing his pint glass. "It's my turn everytime, i don't know why you even asked me to come for a drink except to drain my wallet Gene." Fred's cheeks were a slight tinge of red from the alcohol he had consumed. He motioned his hand for one of the bar waitresses to come over. "We would like..." "Another two beers" interrupted Gene, who then watched as she disappeared around the bar counter. "She's got a great ass eh Fred?" The blue haired merchant had just finished taking off his jacket, mumbling that he was going to cook if he stayed in this place much longer. "Yes, she has a 'great ass'. Not as nice as yours though" a slightly perverted glint could be seen in Fred's eyes. "I told you no funny stuff Fred!" Leaning back in his chair and thanking the waitress who had finally brought over the drinks Fred spoke "Well what do you expect Gene Starwind? I'm gay; i obviously have no interest in the female gender. And you making comments like that isn't going to change my mind. Plus i was being honest when i said your ass looks better."
Shaking his head Gene mouthed down a quarter of the pint he held in his hand. He was alot better at holding his drink, but it was clearly obvious that he was drunk. And since most of the glasses and bottles on the table were his it was expected. Fred stood up and ran his hands over creme pants trying smooth out some of the crinkles. "I think we should leave now Gene, with the amount you've drunk your guna have a hangover all week!" Draining his pint and letting a burp escape his lips, Gene followed his friend out the pub door, Fred had already paid the huge bill. The smaller man seemed abit tense towards Gene. Earlier in his drunken state Gene has insulted Fred's choice of sexuality and kept trying to persuade him to go after women instead. Even though Fred had the hugest crush on Gene, and had many a times shown that, he felt hurt when the only time his friend called was when he needed money or needed a drink (which Fred always paid for) and had no one else to go with.
"Oh shit! I forgot the keys!" Fred turned to see his companion patting at his pockets with a baffled expression spread across his face. Sighing loudly he took out his cell phone and placed a call to one of many of his bodyguards. "Can you come collect me. Ohh and it looks like Gene will be coming along too" after a short response he replied down the phone "No we won't be sharing a room, set up the guest room." Hanging up he turned to his companion once again. "Don't worry, i told my bodyguard to set up the guest room" as if answering a silent question he quickly added "No worries, no funny stuff" 'you have pissed me off enough for one day' he added to silently to himself.
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Ok thats it for part one, next part up 2moro ^-^ and yes i cant think of a title to go for it -.-' so if ye can help me there mucho appreciated.
[Edit] Ohh and i know have a Deviantart account, no i dont draw, but i do write, as you can tell lol XD Dark-Sephy-Chan's Deviantart Page. Thats me ^-^ surprising i just checked it and someone has already added 2 of my poems to their favs >.> how strange, i think they are a loada crap lol
Ok i cut down this pic, cos im sick of my posts stretching, anyway credit to this delicious piccy goes to Yana Goya. This pic...is just...plain fuckable lol
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Thursday, September 16, 2004
Sleepy
Ok i woke up at 4pm lol. I mean wow i haven't slept so long for a damn good while. I went to bed around 3am and slept till 4pm. Meaning i have got a good 13hours sleep lol. Yes im lazy hehe.
Anyway about the story, it seems i have more motivation to write this yaoi fanfic im working on. And for the record its Gene x Fred from Outlaw Star (lets see how many people flame me for saying that shall we lol). I dunno me and my friend were RPing last night. And the content of the RP made me wanna write about these 2 so meh lol. And wow some of you people actually called me hot lol now that was something i wasn't expecting.
Ohh and my friend Raye is back YAY ^-^ *huggles and licks up her cheek* she is now known as Narkaiis. Why a strange name like Narkaiis you ask? Thats her RP name, like mine is Sarlinari. I love ye hun loads and loads *huggles more and kisses on forehead* sorry -.-' you probably all think im mad now hehe.
[Edit] Ok people i have a problem, a big one. Rance (the 2nd guy i was talking about) has said sorry and he didnt mean to hurt me, but he also said he never touched any girl. But Raye is telling me now that he apperantly had slept 3 gals and had 2 internet relationships. And i dont know. My heart is torn, this longing for someone. And this pain and hatred. One side wants him back and wants to forget everything. The other side hates him, and doesnt want to feel this pain ever again. Im so baffled, me and Rance have talked 2 times, and both times we act the same. I dont know weither to ignore him. Or forget all that happened and continue talking to him. Sorry needed this get this off cos im baffled.
And a happy birthday goes out to my dad ^-^ happy birthday you fat old gezzer lol
Awwwwww soooo obsessed with this fucking pairing its unbelieveable.
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Hey !!
Ok sorry if i didnt get to some sites last night. I was at my mums house and whenever im at my mums, me and Ryudo fight over the computer. Well as i said i will post some of my orginal fanfiction. If you do steal it, please give me credit, since it is mine eh? Anyway ill only give you a Prolouge, cos im too lazy to type up the 4 pages ~_~ ohh and for the record, im not sue if i'll put some yaoi into it or not so bare with it, ok so here goes:
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Seven Deadly Sins
I ran through clouds and over mountains. I ran for what felt like an eternity and yet never got closer to my destination. Then i stop and i think Where exactly am i going anyway? Looking around i feel lost, darkness has comsumed everything, and i'm alone. Feeling a bitter wind brush over the back of my neck, i turn around to yet more darkness. "Meka!" That large booming voice almost gave me a heart attack. I would have jumped 10 foot into the air, if fear hadn't taken over my body and froze me on the spot. The only thing i could do was nod cluelessly. Then the voice continued "You will be the test dummy i use. For every wrong you commit you will receive a number. If your number reaches 7 you will return here!" At this point i was completely baffled. But before i could ask any questions, i woke up.
"Now that was a strange dream" and the even stranger thing was i remembered every bit of it. How scared i got when the world turned black and the fear that enveloped my body when i heard that voice. I ran sweaty palms through my short dirty blonde hair, trying to calm my racing heart.
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Ok thats it, i know it kinda cuts off funny, but meh whatever, i hop ye like, more tomorrow. Ohh and YAY D Sephy has over 3500 visits. Actually i have 3600, but it took a while for me to get a decent piccy i like. Once again Yaoi lol. And happy 16th birthday to my great friend Steve hope ye have a great day hun ^^ love ye loads xxxx.
Ok heres the piccy i editied, shit yes i know, but the only program i have is paint, until christmas anyway ~_~ And FUCK YEAH look at Wolfwood and Vash. Whoohoo YUMMY !!!
Ohh and for those who care this is me:
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Yay !!
Wow i went to DoubleTakeStudios to get some professional pictures taken of myself ^^ and wow they turned out great. It took around an hour to do my make-up and hair, and i got my make up all done goth like, and it looks great in my opinion. Well i got about 30ish pictures taken in 4 differnt outfits. And some of em are superb, my photographer was a great gal, (well woman) and she was well as nice as hell XD But because its professional its very expensive. So my mum and amy combined money to get me
8 piccys on CD (i can then pay 40p to get prints) and i got 1 in big, and i got all 30 in thumb nail sizes. So hopefully im planning to scan some and show em to you ^^ im actually really pleased with em.
Oh and about my post yesterday, sorry i was feeling really lonely the whole night and no one was one MSN that i usually talk these problems through, and i couldnt ring Michelle cos it was like early hours in the morning.
So i needed it off my chest, and tahnk all of you who shared their experinces of love loss to me. It helps to know that some people have gone through it and got out on the other side stronger and all. So anyway i babbled enough (like always) heres a piccy ^^ ohh and im writing a fanfic, about the 7 sins (got the idea from my poem). But its guna b in chapters cos its quite long ^^ start posting tomorrow
[Edit] And theme change, man i fucking love Legato. Seriously, he is like a God to me, not only is he dripping sex like hell, but also he has a pure evil mind and doesnt stop till his job is done, even if it means hes life (which it ultimatly did). And his power over the mind is just...man i wish i could do that. So no bashing Legato or else *shakes fist*
Ahhh look how much fun they look like they having. And look where Wolfwoods hand is, i bet hes thinking "My property, back off!! lol i would say that too ^_~ for either of em
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