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Saturday, July 10, 2004
 Hey Ppl
 Hello my friends ^^ a friend of mine has joined up (not really friends but well u get it) and i would like it very much if you could sign his GB or say hi ^^ he aint got much on his site but then again he's new....his name Nerf-Herder thanx if u visit him ^^
Ohh and new news i saw Spiderman 2 and its a great action film i love it !! And Dr Oc is great, i love them arms of his (mechanical arms, dont go thinkin im in love with da guys arms lol). Ok and i ave to say this, my fav villians from Spiderman have to be both Venom and Carnage they rule ^^
 
Ok i think these pic's are cool ^^ hehe especially dat yoink its jus like 'wtf' lol
Oww screwdriver, has too hurt lol yay pain lol (sorry dont mind me im mad)
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Friday, July 9, 2004
Blah
Ok i ave like nothing at all to talk bout haha ^^ but im bored as hell so i thought i would post some of the lyric's from Papa Roach, i have been listening to their abulm over and over haha ^^
Blood Brothers
Watch your back because the next man is coming
And you don't know if the next man is dumbin
Survival of the fittest what it is
I got yo back, you got my back and that's the biz
Blood is rushing through my veins
I got the power channel the energy
And with my strength I will devour
Sickening thoughts are running through my head
That's when I realize I'm glad I'm not dead
Corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
For the public's craving, existence in the dark
It's our nature to destroy ourselves
It's our nature to kill ourselves
It's our nature to kill each other
It's in our nature to kill, kill, kill
It was a dream and then hit me, reality struck
And now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast
Clost to buck 50 and we all stand strong
In respect to the family in times of our insanity
And through the words of profanity
I describe our dysfunctional family
Blood Brothers keep it eally to the end
Deeper than the thoughts tha you think, not a trend
Ok i went onto google images typed in 'demons' and this well cool pic turned up ^^
The Angel of Death! Calm ruler over the death.
What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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Ok i loved this quiz when it first came out and i still love it
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Tuesday, July 6, 2004
Care and Love !!
(Ok this is a msn convo or yahoo or txt or woteva, but they aint face to face, hopefully u can tell one person is in Italics and da other in bold)
Good bye my friend!
I will think of you even in death
In death ?
Yes my time has come!
Why has your time come ?
Cos im un cared for and un loved, and i can hear him calling!
But i care for and love you !
Who has called you ?
You only say that to keep me here! Death has finally called my name!
I do care for you ! I do love you ! And death hasn't called you !
I am smiling, i haven't smiled for ages
Yes you have ! You smiled yesterday !
Hmm its a shame no1 can differ a fake smile to a real one!
Why didn't you tell me you felt this bad ?!
Cos no1 cares for me!
I DO !!
Dont lie to a dead man!
You aint dead ?!
I have been dead from the inside for a long time now!
How comes you tell me this now and not when you started felling like this !
You would have ran away from me!
No i wouldnt ! I care for you !
*Hugs* Goodbye my friend
Remember sometimes when ppl feel down all they need to know is that there is sum1 for them, sum1 they can talk too and rely on!!
It dont take much to tell ppl how much you really care and love them. Your never know, you could be sum1's saviour!!
No1 likes to bury loved ones! Dont make your's bury you, find that special sum1 weither it be a parent, friend, boy/girlfriend etc, and dont let em go! We all need sum1 to talk to once in a while! Make sure you ave sum1!!
I have heard this saying many times:
"We Otaku's must stick together"
So this post goes out to every Otaku, weither you read this or not!!
This post is too show you sum1 cares for you!! Never forget that!! And let those you care and love, know how much you truely care!!
Plz dont let those you care for slip through ur fingers!!
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Monday, July 5, 2004
Ok I Decided To Be Brave ....
Fuck know's why, but i really like these pic's of me .....and well its easier if you know who ur talkin to.....but if you think im sweet (sum ppl 4 sum crazy reason think dat) well ur wrong behind dat 'sweet' face is an evil person......
Well before you ask....no....thats not the normal way i dress, although i am trying to make enuff money (by gettin a job, wen i can pry myself away from da comp) so i can start dressing more like it ^^
Ok the reason i dressed like this was cos i went to my leavers do (skool leavers disco thingy) and i wanted to be different and wear sumthing that i would actually feel right in......do ya get me O.o lets hope so or ur lost already haha......
I bet none of you are actually readin this you probably look at my pictures and go 'ugly' turn off ur computer before it blows up....lol
So im just guna babble to myself here for a while haha ^^ every1 in my skool actually liked the way i dressed which is strange cos they all say they hate goths O.o sum1 actually asked if i was Dracula's Wife.....im 16 for fuck sake let me live a little b4 i get tied down thanx lol.....
Ohh and im not usually dat tall ok the boots im wearin have like 3 inch high heels.....and believe afta a few hours in them....my feet fuckin killed me lol...
Ohh and my natural hair colour is blonde but after years of buggin me mum i got red streaks.....i ave probably told u all this b4 but there ya go ^^ [EDIT]Ok i jus realized da pic's r kinda blurry, sorry 4 dat ^^
Ok this is me and my friends, if you look below you will knwo which one i am lol
Ok this is in a crappy back garden, and if i aint smilin rite, its cos me and camera's dont get on.....AT ALL
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Sunday, July 4, 2004
Yay !!!
Well things with my mum and older sister are alot better....actually they are great....my mum and older sister finally understand the whole situation and accept it fully ^^
And even better last nite with Mum, Amy (older sister), Stephen (Ryudostarwind), Lauren (younger sister) and me (yes i know i have a big family i still ave another younger sister but she was with her friend for the weekend).....
We all went too see Shrek 2 and have food (went pizza hut, but cos i dont like pizza i had to go McD's lol) the film was brilliant it is so funny.....you have to see this haha ^^
I wont spoil the film for you so i'll leave it at that....But i want to thank each and every one of you for all your words and help....thank you all so much for helping me thru my rough patch you have done it many times b4 and im glad you still care 4 me enuff to do it again ^^
Dark Beauty! You're mysterious and a riddle for
everyone, and that's exactlly what people
attract to you. You often wear a cold mask to
not show that deep inside your soul is as
pretty as your looks.
What kind of beauty are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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Friday, July 2, 2004
My Angel ??
It was dark and stormy when we first met,
You had that cheeky grin and dreamy eyes,
Your soft lips touched mine,
And you whispered sweet nothing's into my ear,
You said i was yours,
And that you were mine,
We had dreams of growing old together,
Holding eachother till death and even further,
You were my angel, shining through the darkest of darks,
Spreading your wings and flying us to Nirvana,
Then i woke up.
And your gone.
You said your love meant nothing,
And that you met another,
That my dreams were only dreams,
Nothing more,
Where are those sweet nothing's?
Where is my Nirvana?
And most importantly,
Where is my shining angel?
Thank you all for your comments -_- hopefully my depression will go away like it usually does, i just get big dips of it sumtimes and i find it unbareable, thank you all
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/subliminal.php
Ok go to this site but let me warn u this is not for young children or da faint hearted ohh and to make it work properly you need ur speakers on (and high)
Bai Hu - Tiger!
Mythological Background: The tiger is associated
with strength and the desire for a challenge.
It is also associated with hope to win, or
rather, the blooming season. It is also linked
to meandering, or the ability to be in contact
with a lot of aspects. The tiger also stands
for war and soldiers fighting to the end, for
the sake of their country.
Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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Thursday, July 1, 2004
*Sigh*
Yes my life has slowly been getting worse and worse....
It seems every night im getting into another argument with someone and half the time its over something stupid....
Then my mum emails me saying she knows Trish has taken her place in my life....But that isn't true, Trish is a friend and well my mum is my mum that ain't gonna suddenly change over night....
I seem to be falling further and further into depression (hence why i have so many poems recently, my 'muse' 4 my poem writin is my depression, so you may be seeing alot more) and i dont know how to drag myself outta this black hole. And the only reason i haven't attempted suicide again is probably because of two ppl who i would like to thank with all my heart....
First-The person who has been there for me with more problems then i can remember:
Dark Mercenary my angel of light in this world of darkness
Second-Someone who has been with me whenever i seem at my worst, even though he could easily leave me:
Chimaira
(but it seems he's going away for 2 weeks so i hope i can deal without him 4 a while -_-)
Yes i know im being depressive but that seems to be the only thing going through my mind at the moment -_- ok ill be quiet now
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You're as dark as can get. You like to laugh at
people, make fun of them, hurt their feelings.
You're in so deep, you'll never get out, and
you probably don't want to get out too. You
make the world a darker place. Better get my
flashlight...
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you?
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Story mite cum out 2day or 2moro...weneva i can b bothered
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Another Poem-Scarred
My mind slipping further into darkness,
Slowly dying, but already dead.
I wonder 'when the pain will pain',
But then it had no beginning so there mustn't be an end.
Hatred flows through my veins,
Never escaping, just building.
The blade brings little relief,
But little is better then none, no?
I invision the most gruesome of deaths and the worst of pains,
And yet a smile creeeps across my face.
You say 'eyes are the windows to a person's soul',
But yet when my eyes meet yours, you don't see me.
My black heart and soul,
Grows darker by the day.
I scream out, scream loud,
Yet no one hears, no one hears my pain.
I'm scarred forever,
In both body and mind.
You are Black.
Boasting of Power and mystery, you make for an
interesting person. But careful, you may scare
off any potential freinds with your short fuse.
What Color Best Represents Your Personality?
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Poems !!
Well these are my two poems ^^ hope you like em
Living
Your words cut me like daggers,
Your actions slice me open.
Yet you keep me living,
Breathing,
Hating.
Why torture the weak?
You laugh from a distance.
I see you there always living,
Breathing,
Hating.
I love you and hate you,
Disgusted and amazed,
Your beautiful and ugly,
Your part of me and nothing like me.
Your touch is like ice,
Your breath is like fire,
Your words are pure poison,
And your actions even worse.
Why do i keep living?
Breathing?
Hating?
Burn
Your there,
Your gone,
Your feared,
Your loved,
Your ice,
Your fire.
Emotion's welling up,
And closed off,
Shown through a single tear,
That no one see's.
In my room,
The dark and hatred fill me,
Bring the fire,
And burn me in hate.
Stare at those you call lesser,
And look up to those you call higher.
Let the hatred burn you,
Let the love kill you.
Blood drips from my eyes,
Tears in my heart never escaping,
You will never see the true me,
Only the fake one that smiles through a broken face.
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