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Thursday, May 12, 2005
So we're all men of our word, except Elizabeth, who is in-fact a woman.
 Bastard MyOtaku *shakes fist* Damn you for not accepting my wallpapers. I know they ain't anime, but still, they could at least have a separate catagory. Sorry, it's just i made 2 really nice wallpapers (so i've been told), 1 of Orli, 1 of Johnny, and i have no where to actually keep em! So i've kinda just made em for nothing, which i ain't too happy about. *Shrugs* i will continue to make em though, working with large piccys of Orli and/or Johnny is good for the eyes XD
It's Paige's B-Day today. She's 7 now, joy haha. Ohh ohh, when i was walking Paige home from school once, i saw two lil kids having to walk theirselves home. The eldest was 7!! And the other was 4!! What lazy assed parent can't even be bothered to walk their toddlers to school! Not to mention that where their school is, is one of the roughest places round here. I feel sorry for kids like that, fucking parent should be shot.
Yesterday, i went out for a few hours with Phil, he was pissed off with something to do with his party, which may or may not happen. So i dragged his ass out to get some fresh air. And he took to some well nice place. Just a small lake, but the sceneary was beautiful O.O I never knew a place like that existed around here. The scum we live in does have some beauty after all =D I was gob smacked.
Well i'm working on the theme, although it ain't guna be POTC anymore, just guna Orli and Johnny XD Can you tell this obession is taking up all my time? Well i did find the most gorgeous piccys, so no wonder haha.
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I'm not laughing, i'm shooting people you silly bitch!
Hehe, lots of people liked my Pirate Kissing Sig XD I love it too haha. So nummy yummy hehe. It's offical that i'm obsessed again >.> So expect to see lots of Orlando/Johnny related things around yo *snickers*
Other news? Not much really, bored as hell, need to go round sites again before people stop visiting me altogether >.< And the job thing is still looking grim.
Yeah well, that was a short update now wasn't it? *Shrugs* Anyway, enjoy these things i made X3
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Monday, May 9, 2005
Shin: Device for finding furniture in the dark
Guess what Sephy has? SOADs new album ^^ It's freaking awesome! Been listening to it non-stop since i got it. Haha, SOAD rule yo. (For those who don't know SOAD is System Of A Down). If you like em, i suggest you get this album whenever you can ^.~
I went out Friday and Saturday. And as i thought, seems i'm guna see more of Peek. Saw him both Friday and Saturday. Luckily cos Michelle and everyone else was there, he couldn't really 'flirt' or anything ya know heh. But i think i can get through this ya know? It hurts...of course it does. But i ain't guna run and jummp through hoops for his nod of approval like i use ta, i have a beautiful GF who loves me more then he ever could ^.^ Not that i would want him too =D
Also, watched Pirates of the Caribbean on Friday. It seemed to have sparked an old flame yo. Which flame? Me Orlando Bloom obsession. Yes, i'm another one of his fangirls. Have been since i saw him in LOTR:1 as Legolas. Use to have 70 odd piccys of him on my walls. Had his pictures in my school planner (gave me something to do other then work XD) and all the silly fangirl-ish things.
I hope your all doing ok, sorry i ain't been around alot, got alot of things on my mind (that which i ain't saying on here). And i think i may do a POTC theme on here. Hehe, anyway, i'll leave you now, but not without showing you this ^.~ (Sig made by me, not the animation) ZOMG! They're kissing *drools*
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005
If stupidity got us into this mess..Then why can't it get us out?
Well been a while since i last updated neh? Alot of things have been going on. My sister has to go to see a counceller cos of the cunts at school. Believe me, if i ever get my hands on one of those bastards, they will not live to see their next birthday.
What else? I saw Peek on Monday. That was...unexpected. I was off to meet Phil, and Phil was with Peek. So yeah, ended up hanging with him ~_~ He kept asking me why i hated him, and what had he done to make me hate him. Heh, he doesn't even know. Shows how much i meant to him. And the annoying thing, when he asked if we were ok, i said yes. My mind was screaming no, but my mouth said yes. Guess i'm not over him completely yet. And when me and Phil had to leave, he walked down to the corner with us, and just before i crossed the road he grabbed my hand and just held it. This isn't fair! My heart isn't meant to beat a million times faster when i see him! *Sigh*
Anyway, luckily my babe Shadow-san got my mind off it all ^^ Me and her had some random convo XD It went from us talking about yaoi fangirls with flags (hence the Honda banner down below). To us talking about killer bunnies. And i kinda dragged the killer bunny convo into LF (a forum) now all the Mods at LF are chatting about killer bunnies o.O; YAY for randomness. So thank you Shadow-san ^^ You are an angel. Anyway, you bored of me talking, and i'm bored of typing. So enjoy these lil things that i nicked from LF haha.
  
  
>>>> These Were Made By Me <<<<
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Listening To: Keane
Well i went to look for another job yesterday. Looks hopeful. But then again i said that last time, so knowing my luck i ain't got shit hah. I went up BlueWater (biggest shopping centre in Europe or something like that) and handed out CVs blah blah.
And, i think i've told you this before but i'll say it again anyway, when i was on the way up there, guess what i saw? Hehe, an old folks home right beside a graveyard. Haha, i'm guessing whoever had the job of laying out the land didn't like old people. Poor old gits, everytime they look out the window they're reminded of whats round the corner for em XD And its not only me that noticed that as well, everyone on the bus did!
Other then that, i need to make Shadow-san's birthday gift. She made me a belated one ^^ A piccy of me glomping Joey's arm hehe. Go check it out! Tis in her artwork section thingy-whatever. So i'm guna make her a small thingy, shame i can't send her anything. But thats why i'm getting this job yo, i need money, badly ~_~ (Go say Happy B-Day to Shadow-san ^.^)
Anyway, heres one of the many graphics i made (i can't be assed to post all my icons, if ya wanna check em out, the link to my LJ is up there *points to my intro*)
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
Listening To: Evanescence
Rave: I wasn't avoiding your PMs hun. When i don't know what to say, i don't end up replying. Why? I dunno, i just don't. But your caring, kind and wonderful. I would never want to avoid you.
Sorry, had to clear that up yo, don't want to screw up a friendship and all. And i know smoking drugs ain't the smartest thing to do, but tis only weed X3 Only a plant haha. You know on some levels its actually healthier then smoking cigarettes haha. Plus, it helps on alot of things, i just forget things, which at the moment, *really* helps.
Lately everything i do, doesn't work, fails, has no effect. And i just feel down alot because of it all. And of course theres other factors that ain't making me feel exactly wonderful. I wish i could just wake up, and everything is fine ya know? Of course, that isn't going to happen. Not in a long shot. But, as my depression always does, it will fade soon, and then come back, and then fade and so on and so forth haha.
And yes, this layout is taken from the gal from 13 Ghosts. I love that film. So anyway i'll just leave ya with some graphics (since i ain't put up a batch up in ages):
   
   
   
   
   
   
And they may look faded cos of my box thingy is slightly faded.
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
Listening To: Evanescence
Sorry took me forever to update, was taking time away from here ya know? Well on the jist of things, i need money, badly *le sigh* im beginning to hate myself more and more with each passing day. Ohh and joy of joys....i ran into Peek yesterday. And i realised 2 things; I'm still in love with him, and if i go anyway near him, my heart grows triple its size and tries to leap out my chest.
I SHOULD FUCKIN HATE HIM!! *Cries* He was at Paul's house yesterday, and we went there to pick up some things. And so i hid round the corner out of his view. But then he started asking Mic where i was, and of course, they all pointed him to my direction. So i ran upstairs to get away from him ~_~ Paul, Mic, Rich, Chris all asked the same question "Why do you hate Peek?" Unfortantly i don't hate him. Its been 3years and i still aint over him! Whats up with that *sobs* I've never felt so stupid in my life. He hurt me, bad. I don't want to go into details, but he was supposed to be my friend, i loved him, and he decided to play some sick twisted game where he hurt my purposely so he could just laugh at me with his friends. If i go anywhere near him, i end up smiling *sigh* Your probably thinking im over reacting. But seriously, i was avoiding all eye contact with him, trying my hardest to keep at least 5 people between us, and hiding from him. Plus all i could hear was my heart beat.
Luckily the day was easily forgotten as i decided to get stoned out my face heh. Drugs are never the answer, but they're a darn good solution. Anyway, im guna go and do something...blah...
And Shanny-sama, if you read this, you inspired me (just by being your ever gorgeous self) to make some Haku icons:
 
If you want, i can send you the url links, since they look kinda faded on here <33
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Listening To: Evanescence
Well i finally found the Joey-in-drag pictures. I wouldn't have even thought about looking in the 1st series section until Yami Loni and lmn_icons (someone over at LJ) said so ^^;; Well at least i finally got em eh?
Other then that, hmm. Nothing much. Been feeling shitty, but what ya guna do. Once again, i got over-excited too quickly ~_~ I thought i had a job in the bag, but nope. Nothing. So now i just feel like crap. Meh, my own fault i guess. Actually, i don't guess, i know. Everything i do seems to bite me back ten fold. And i'm seriously beginning to get annoyed with it.
I screwed myself over when it came to my exams, and since then things have just gotten worse. The only i got going for me is that i can wrte half decent poetry. And where the hell is that guna get me? I think i might just give up on it. I've been losing that 'touch' lately, and honestly, people don't care about it.
Actually, i was thinking about writing what i really feel/think. But i haven't. Why? I guess this place is just too much for other people now. For ages i've held back on what i say just to keep you lot happy, and not to worry blah blah. So this place might disappear as well. It ain't the safe haven i once knew it as. Its a showcase, for people i barely know.
You know what? I'm turning comments off i think. Most of you don't know me, so all i'm guna get is a bunch of pity comments. And i seriously don't need that atm. Hmm, wonder why i'm writing this at all *shrugs*
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Listening To: Snow Patrol
Ok, this isn't really an update, just a question. I need help. I need to know the episode where Joey dresses up as a girl o.O;; Why? Well because i do XP Or, if anyone knows where i can find a gif of it O.O See the end one, thats Joey. And i sooo want to know what episode that is. Or if anyone can point me in the direction of a Gif of that scene on the interent somewhere. Anyway, thats all, thanks if anyone can help ^^
The Yugioh Girls are.......what on earth.....love?
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Listening To: Evanescence
The theme winner: Seto x Joey angst. Alot of you said Seto angst, others said Joey angst. And then a few said Seto x Joey angst. So thats a good mix i think ^^
Haha, some of your answers to my questions were just funny XP Thank you thank you for answering! Gave me a good old giggle or two. Now for my answers i guess:
1 - Of course i would have to find out if the male prostate existed XD And go into a gay club, just to see if its like how they always describe em in Fics.
2 - I would ask Joey if he likes Seto. And of course, he would nod (i will make *sure* of that XD).
Anyway *cough* Sorry if i didn't get round to your sites last night, went out, got stoned out my face, and slept like a rock XP Thats one way to cure a bad sleeping pattern i tell ya haha. Well as you can see, no graphics. I wasn't on the computer much (barely at all) and, well without the computer i can't really make em now can i?
Going out again today i think, and tis quite a nice day out and all. Sun is shining, nice weather. I bet any money it rains later XD Just because its England. Ohh and thankies to you who said crying is a good thing ^^ It might have been pent up stress, not sure. Anyway anyway, your all bored of me i'm sure, so i'll leave ye with another piccy (ya know, i'm never sure which ones i've already put up? So if i end up showing the same pic twice, please pay no mind).
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