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myOtaku.com: dark sephiroth
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Thursday, July 1, 2004
*Sigh*
 Yes my life has slowly been getting worse and worse....
It seems every night im getting into another argument with someone and half the time its over something stupid....
Then my mum emails me saying she knows Trish has taken her place in my life....But that isn't true, Trish is a friend and well my mum is my mum that ain't gonna suddenly change over night....
I seem to be falling further and further into depression (hence why i have so many poems recently, my 'muse' 4 my poem writin is my depression, so you may be seeing alot more) and i dont know how to drag myself outta this black hole. And the only reason i haven't attempted suicide again is probably because of two ppl who i would like to thank with all my heart....
First-The person who has been there for me with more problems then i can remember:
Dark Mercenary my angel of light in this world of darkness
Second-Someone who has been with me whenever i seem at my worst, even though he could easily leave me:
Chimaira
(but it seems he's going away for 2 weeks so i hope i can deal without him 4 a while -_-)
Yes i know im being depressive but that seems to be the only thing going through my mind at the moment -_- ok ill be quiet now
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