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myOtaku.com: dark sephiroth
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Monday, August 16, 2004
Ok im pretty much screwed
 Well my life for the past few weeks has been a rolarcoaster of emotions, me being depressed, then jealous, then worried, then happy, and now im sad. You people probably think i over react to everything but hey if ye do i wont blame ya. But i found the reason as to why Rance done what he done. He asked out this Danielle and got rejected. My friend Raye (i love ye Raye) told me, cos no one else would, cos they knew how badly i would take it. And believe me i took it bad, it felt like my heart had stopped. I cant even describe the feeling i had in me when i got told. But why would you want to kill yourself over being rejected, if so i would have killed myself about 20 times over. But now i feel empty, when i found out once again i cried, (yea im a big cry baby so shot me) and if it wasnt for Raye i would have done something extremely silly. Rance said he was mine and only mine, and then this happens. I dont think i will ever trust men, i seriously mean it, i cant feel anything anymore, and the main reason has been boys hah, yea im blaming the male gender and what. But i still want to talk to Rance, heh weird eh, i still just wanna help him with everything that goes wrong, i said i would be there till the end and well i aint going back on that cos of this. Well yep heres my millionith depressive post, man i cant believe some of you people still wanna know me.
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