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myOtaku.com: dark sephiroth
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Monday, August 30, 2004
Bleh
 Im so tired *yawn* seriously, i didnt get to sleep till 7:30am. And sorry to all those i didnt comment on their pages, i was only on the computer for 30 minutes, after 30 minutes of trying to get the fucker working, seriously their computer bites monkeys. I didnt do much, just had a laugh. Although because paul and chris have BB guns we were shooting them, hehe we made chris go outside as a shooting target ^^ man i feel for him, he says he 'loves me' (yes the strong L word) and it has been like this for 5-6 months now. He says im perfect and all this and he lets me use him as my human punching bag, he is also my personal slave, if i want something done i practically click my fingers and he goes does it. But i dont feel the same way as he does, with Rance and all i dont see any attraction to any male (of course i love de animated ones haha ^^ just look at how obsessed i am with Sephy) and i feel out of order, maybe he doing all this stuff (letting me beat him up weneva i want or him gettin me stuff) so that i like him. Yes and you heard correctly, human punching bag, he lets me hit him and stuff (yes im a violent person). *sigh* dunno i just wish his feeling would die down for me so i dont feel so freaking guilty, i like him as a good friend and nothing more. And Michelle and Paul get his hopes up to as well saying me and Chris make a perfect couple and junk. Well it aint eva guna happen so i hope he realises that soon. (Man i just worte shit loads on him >.<) Anyway ill leave it at that heh ^^
[Edit] Hey i just finished another R rated fanfic this time with Vince x Cid (hehe love dat pairing) anyway once again its in the link *points to intro* My Website under Hidden Treasures-The 'L' Word hope ye enjoy, if u read plz give sum feedbacks eh. Ohh and my thoughts go out to Totalanimegurl i hope ye feel better soon hun <3
Heh im too tired to care about what i put up, usually im careful on wot i put up, making sure it aint too much detail for ppl's liking, but hey im tired so fuck it, it seems only the perverted part of my mind is switched on, so be glad dat i didnt give u any completely graphic stuff *giggle*
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