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Sunday, September 26, 2004
Another Poem
 Dude my cold will be the end of me -.-' see why i hate colds? Im constantly sneezing, clearing my throat, blowing my nose. I can barely breath thru my nose, and when im laying down in my bed i cant breath thru my nose at all, so i have to breath thru my mouth, which gives me a dry throat. And my throat, feels like its on fire, and whenever i smoke, it fucking hurts. And me being a addicted smoker i have to have a few ciggarettes to get me thru. Ok sorry about that rant, but i hate colds, i fooking hate em.
Also at around this time of year comes the dreaded CRANE FLY !! I fucking hate these things, they look like spiders with WINGS. And they always seem to be able to tell when someones scared of em, cos they fly directly at you. *Shudders* dude im quite sure that if i see one more ill have a heart attack. Spiders are scary enough, let alone with wings -.-'
Heres a poem, the inspiration from this came from Christina As video for 'Beautiful'. Firstly yes the end stanza refers to suicide (all my poetry is depressive, what do you expect?), secondly the line 'skinny waist hoes' isnt meant to mean that every skinny person is a whore. I hope this doesnt bum anyone out, personally whenever my mum or sis say they are fat, i give them a slap on the wrist, i dont like the social expectation that everyone must be thin. Anyway im babbling so here it is:
Self Conscious
I look in the mirror and what do i see,
An ugly figure staring back at me.
I want to change this and that,
To rid myself of this gruesome fat.
Go out shopping and i moan and groan,
Looking at these clothes made for skinny waist hoes.
I cry alone wishing i could change,
My disgusting body which is my cage.
They poke and prode and laugh and tease,
Oh God just stop, i'm begging no more please.
The pills i take will ease the pain,
To everyones lose but to no ones gain.
There it is, another one of my depressive poems lol. I have another one, but ill put that up tomorrow. Ohh and if some of you dont understand anything mentioned in any poem please dont worry about asking, i wont bite *or will i*. And lastly my 'Stick Man Sephy' will be up soon, it said it will take 24-48hrs to upload. Its a lil contest thingy that Milky is holding, honestly i joined just for a giggle (my bro done one, Vash now looks like a red rubber XD).
[Edit] Looks like my Stick Man Sephy is up XD lmao i cant even draw stickmen right, go laugh at my crapiness
Ohhh YUM !! I love this pairing lol, i actually got a whole new layout set with these two again, but the layout is mucho yummier ^-^
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