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Thursday, September 30, 2004
My Back Hurts
 My back is hurting alot, i have a real bad back as it is, and when i dont sleep it just gets worse. Lately my sleep has gone BOOM !! I dont sleep at all, yet my body is always tired, its like oO;; wtf is happening. I almost fainted earlier that wasnt fun at all >.< i was talking to Shanny and this feeling just took me over, i am over heated because of this cold (how ironic, its called the cold and makes me hot) and then i got this strange feeling of wanting to faint? I think something is getting to me.
Honestly i feel abit down again, last nite i went thru the whole of my archives. And found a very depressing post there about May time me thinks. All it basically said was that i hate everything and want to die. And i read the comments and realised some of you have been with me since the start and are still here now with me, thru every little thing. So my praises go out to Shanny, Chie, and Sw33tz. I mean alot of you have said something to me long ago, but as i went thru pages and pages of MyO i noticed you three popped up alot. So *glomps* to you three ^-^
And this is the depresive part of my post, have you ever felt left out? As if sometimes you just want someone to notice ye? I dunno i have been feeling alot of that lately, im not saying i want everyones freaking attention, but just that one person? Heh that person barely knows i exist im sure, and its kinda taken to heart for me since i try so hard just for this one person to see me. Sometimes i kinda feel invisable, like everything i do is swept under the rug *shrugs* maybe all im doing is annoying that person eh?
[Edit] It seems we have a new article part in our backroom, emm does it mean as in fanfic? Or an article like something from a newspaper?
I just read a very nummy yaoi fanfic on these two, so i had to find sumthing that goes with it ^-^ yummy aint they ?
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