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myOtaku.com: dark sephiroth
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Ekk
 Yesterday has to be one of the worst days of my life yet. Well i watched more Naruto saw this cool 40min movie. But i had a talk with my sister and soo many fucked up emotions came through. I gave up on my dreams long time ago. Ever since the 1st overdose i have. And so i have felt empty, like my life has no meaning. I kinda just drift around. Its hard too explain what we talked about. But i was crying for about 3 hours straight. And it wasnt just little sobs, it was tears that just continly flowed. And by the end of it, i told Amy (my sis) i loved her and went offline. Obviously she got the wrong idea, and thought i tried something again. So i had Mum calling me constantly, but i wouldnt answer. Why? I needed time alone. My bro kept asking what was wrong, but i wouldnt tell him. So yeah that might not sound too bad to you, but if you were in that convo with me and Amy, you might see the patheticiness that is me and my life.
Anyway without going too much into details (believe me if i went into details, you would ne sat their reading it for decades) that has to be one of my worst days alive *sigh*.
Anyway heres a cute pic, and yay for my 5000 visit heh. Thanx to those who have stayed with me thru so much. And i have to especially thank Shanny. Hun, you mean loads to me.
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