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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
....
 Each word, written for you,
Letting you know how much they care.
Why can i not do the same?
Why won't my mind put together brillant beauty?
Why has my once creative mind, suddenly gone blank?
People seem to think i have forgotten and moved on.
But i have not.
I will not.
I cannot.
Kess, you are divine beauty in its perfection.
You are my world.
I cannot put these tears into words.
I cannot put my sorrow in rythming stanzas.
I cannot be the strong person you wished for.
I cannot be...i just cannot.
I wish for another chance,
To be the one who stood beside you.
To be the person you always thought i was.
I am a failure.
As a friend.
As your friend.
I can only now wish for one thing.
That you either wake up, and the world is what you wanted it to be.
That the people are the way you want them to be.
Or, that you can finally rest in peace, and pain fades away from your aching heart.
People tell me its not my fault.
That you choose this road you are on.
But, they are wrong.
I may not be the soul reason for your departure.
I may only be a tiny bit of the reason.
But even that is enough.
My heart is dying.
Each time i see someone speak about you,
Each time i see someone mourn for you,
Each time...my heart is stabbed.
I cannot describe the pain i feel...for letting you down.
I hate myself.
I hate the fact that you may be gone.
I hate my weakness'.
I hate it...all of it.
Dear Kessra,
I love you.
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The Orginal Pirate Queen. A page dedicated to Kess, made by FunkyDory.
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