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Sunday, May 2, 2004
Fuck This World
 Do any of you know what it feels like to walk this earth and hate everything.........I cant stand it no more i need this off my chest.......Do any of you know what its like to have ur family stand over you while your layin in a hospital bed after just takin 45 pills.......i had to tell the doctor in front on my family that i tried to kill myself because i hate life.......the only friends i have (those i can see and touch), have no idea and cant even fuckin listen properly instead they tell me how they get fuckin stoned constantly and how their lifes r goin fuckin perfect........i hate this world i walk wiv a fake smile and no even notices........no 1 person no's da real me some ppl no bits and bobs but no1 can understand me if i open up they turn their backs and leave me alone........loneliness is awful, cos all i think about is how easy it is too sallow them pills and get it all over and done with.......i want to go so badly.......im sorry dark mercenary i aint been perfecty honest with u.......i haven't told u everything........Y cant any1 understand.............my family is so normal and then im da fucker who gets voices, constantly thinks of suicide and i ave no way express it.......all i do is cry myself to sleep hopin to God that i dont wake up.......
I'm sorry i shouldnt burden u with my problems its just no1 will listen and i need to get it out
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