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Birthday
1985-08-07
Gender
Female
Location
Oregon...wishing I had a lap to lay across...T_T
Member Since
2004-02-19
Occupation
Paradoxical species: a Cute/Anti-Cute Crossbreed.
Real Name
Erica, Erikeet, Erika-chan...
Personal
Achievements
Growing more wise and less intelligent every day...
Anime Fan Since
The Summer of '99.
Favorite Anime
My anime world's dying...gack...Excel Saga, Ranma 1/2, Inuyasha, Naruto, Pokemon, Armitage, Dual!, G Gundam, and Rouroni Kenshin.
Goals
Draw comics successfully without using blasted screentone. X /
Hobbies
RPGs, other games, drawing/penciling, writing, Magic, anime, laughing, cute shit.
Talents
Staying alive without pumping myself with drugs, alcohol, GE food, and spiritual evasion. Plus some.
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Thursday, September 9, 2004
Well, today was boring as all hell.
I woke up around 8:30, had corn flakes and Minute Maid, then went to apply at the supermarket, Roseaurs--hopefully I get into the bakery, heh. ^_^
I already applied to a few other places, but no one's hired me yet, and I can't find the freaking phone book anywhere so I can ring 'em up. <.>;
I'm at a point in my current life where I don't know what to do. Everything makes me feel uncertain. I dunno when I should go to art school, or what. I'm still feeling incredibly indecisive.
So far, my key abilities include penciling and/or concept art, creative writing/art, and a growing interest in baking.
I know that I will go to an art school, but I dunno what to do about a career.
This sucks. I wish life didn't have to revolve around making a damned living all the time. Everything's about money. Shit, we may as well have it for breakfast every morning. >_O
I feel like I'm on some sort of assembly line--go to school to get educated, graduate, get more education so I can make more money. Then what? Retire and die of old age?
Psh. Boring plan, heh. But when I step back and take everything from a bird's-eye view, it appears that this is everyone's goal, or what everyone wants. I'm not saying it IS so, but to me it just seems like it.
I dunno. Maybe I'm being a dumb blonde in disguise. I hate long-term goals, heh. I like short-term goals. Whee.
Whatever. It's my life and I'm pleased to know that I can live it in any way I want. If I wanna go to an art school, I'll go. I wanna learn about baking, and better my creative writing skills, cause I love writing fiction.
So I guess I'll end up as a gaming artistic baker, heh. That writes fiction, lol. XD
At least I can give myself a title. :-p Whee!
*falls over cause she can't find anything intelligent to say in her entries* #T.T#
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