Wednesday, June 29, 2005

   Wings
These wings won't take me
All they do is try to break me

My wings are fake
dead for my sake

You can fly
If you try
you fall
up so high

a wisper you have said
i lie here in bed

my wings are dead
my wings are dead...



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*teary eyed* ugh...*sniffle*

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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yes i do

You like the ones that understand you.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

   hi
hey guy, like my new bg? *digh* if i'm not very lively, i guess you could say i'm depressed......some shit happened, and now i'm moping......sorry
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Monday, June 27, 2005

   here is a thought that poped in to my head
and as the blisit falmes of hell over come i watch with a tear in my eye....
am am the saviour, yet i can save no one, not even my self, who am?
i watch over you as you cry, as this world falls i am forgotten...
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Side Effects (a story by me) Chapter 1
this is the first chapter of a story i'm writing, if some one could make me a cove i'll love them forever. i just want it to say "SiDe EfFeCtS" on it and have a pic of an eye. (doin't ask) ok lets star the story!
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My name is Rain, and i am an ANGEL...


"It's snowing and raining at the same time, how odd." He forced a slight smirk. It was midnight now, and he sat there, cold and alone, among the tattered leaves and the trash bags beside him. He sat alone in the capital, in capital Ayzukura, a lonely and ruthless place, where no one would stop to care, and they ignored your pain with out a second thought. People passed him by, with out even looking, with out concern, this went on till a girl with gray eyes paused and saw him.

"Are you a right, Sir?" She bent down beside him, her eyes gleaming.The man did not reply, then ignoring her question, he asked her something out of his own curiosity. "What's your name?" He smiled. "It's Ro-" but before she could finish the man collapsed. She smiled "My name is Rose." She knew he did not hear her, for he was asleep, but she was some what relived about that. She bent down and lifted him up on her shoulders. "You're kinda heavy for such a scrawny guy." She mumbled under her breath, and a moment after she'd sworn she her him say "Sorry."

He awoke on a lump old couch, then he shot up. "where am I?" He thew off the blanket that she a had placed on top of him. A quiet voice responded " Your at my place." He turned to see a the girl sitting beside him.She had long pale silver hair, lacking some much color it was nearly white. Her eyes were cold and gray, she wasn't tall, but she wasn't short, she was a a pale young skinny girl, she was beautiful. She slowly extended her hand to him. "My name is Rose," She began. "I never got the chance to tell you that." The man smiled "My name is Rain." He kissed her hand. "Thank you for taking me in." Rose blushed. "Oh no! It was nothing really!" Rain found him self smiling once again, and thought to him self ' This girl has a strange effect on me, i can't help but smile, and that is something i rarely do.' Rose looked at him deeply. "Rain, that's an interesting name." Torn from his thoughts he gave her a sharp look, with out meaning, this startled her. "Oh! Not that it's a bad name! I meant interesting in a good way!" Rain put his finger to her lips to make her quiet down. "I know." He said." I know." Rose blushed, he smirked. " I am Rain, and i am an angel." Rose stared, his words confused her, he did not look like an angel, however she did not question him.
"How Old are you, my dear little flower?"
" I'm seventeen, what about you, Rain?"
"You could say...I'm twenty." He looked down and whispered "one-hundred and twenty..." under his breath, and she did no hear. The rose burst out. "Hey! If your an angel, aren't you supposed to grant my wish?" She paused, her eyes froze. "Oh, sorry! Dumb! Oh god what a stupid question!" She her self and the face and thought ' Now he thinks I'm a total bitch!' He closed his eyes. "So what will it be, my little flower?" He touched her cheek. "Well...uh, I don't know yet." This was a lie, but she was afraid to ask her true wish. "Well then, (not to impose)" He began. " I guess I'll have to stay with you until you decide on one." This startled her. "Wa- what?" She look at Rain in a confused _expression. " Guess not." He mumbled. Rose grabbed his arm. "No! wait! It's fine! you can stay...if you want." He turned and they smiled at each-other.' That was my wish...' she thought ' For him to stay, and be my friend as long as he could.' Tears of joy rolled down her cheek, and Rain wiped them away.
"My child, you crying." She hugged him.
"I know..."

CHAPTER 1 END




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   yay
i'm not grounded any more! SUMO HIYA!!
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Friday, June 24, 2005

   300
hoora! i got my 300th GB signing! yay hugs to all! *hug*
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Sunday, June 19, 2005

*sigh*

Your word is: Helpless. You have so many emotions
bottled up inside and you are at the verge of a
breaking point. Life is just too painful
nowadays and you don't want to live it more.
You secretly wish someone would show their love
for you and save you from your dark thoughts.
You feel there is nothing you can do and may
turn to self-harming to relieve the stress. You
are also often depressed and may have thoughts
of death. Life didn't turn out the way you
wanted it to.


What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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   four signature
you know how on some website there is a formsignature, a pic that is with every post
well i need some one to make one for my friend using thsi pic (one i posed) but it needs to ba a littel smaller
it just has to say :"and i stoped crying
-scarred soul"
on it, if some one makes this and pm's me the link i will love them forever!
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