Friday, November 4, 2005

I'm in school right know...I need to go back and edit my poems but I am way to lazy. I would just go on my xanga and copy and past but I can't get on xanga.

whatever.

I g2g

Love,

-Char
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

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Sort me!

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Poems!
It has been forever since I have updated this. Well I have some new poems...I always have new poems I think I will only put 2 maybe three depending on how Much time I have. I have some drawing but I need to hook up a scanner to my computer so I can put some on here.


first here is a quote which happens to be one of my personal faverites.

Music is a higher Revalation Then All Wisdom and Philosophy
-Ludwig van beethoven


Take it away


Take me away
Save me
Take my Breath away
Make my life and endless Pleasure
Take the pain away
Take the unanswered
Questions away
Make my cares and
Ignorance disapear
Make my life Disinigrate
I'm not good enought
To be here
make the things
Around me be happy
Daon't ask questions
It would make things worse
Maybe just because
I would have to
Confess my pain
I don't want to
But it's time to
I want everyone
To understand
What do I do?
I'm not like
Everyone else
I'm me
That doesn't bother me
It's just I don't have
Anything to compare myself to
-Charlotte Milby



Best Friends

How do you love
When you've never been loved?
How can you be happy
If you forgot what happy is?

Even if you can't relize that people love you
You seem to give the greatest
Love in the world
As a best friend I know
You will never go away
Even if I give you advise
That might nat be the
Way you want to do things
You still aknowledge that it
Was said
i wish I could take the pain away
I wish you could let me
Understand
Maybe one day I will
Slow down
And think about what
I'm going to say
Before I say it
And just maybe I will
Be able to listen better
As Best Friends
We need to learn
And grow together
So that we will never
Grow apart
I see that know

Some of those stupid things
We did and talked about
Are really funny to look
Back on
As long as we never go back to them

Even know when we go throught
hard times and
Wat untill the last minute
To break down
Instead of saying what is
True straight out
We still are connected
For life

We share a maturity around
Our friends
But when we hang out we become Crazy Kids
At least I do
That is why I love that you are my best friend
I'm not afraid of the world and I can remember what happy is
And i can be loved
For me
-Charlotte Milby


When it Rains


i'm only happy when it rains
The Earth seems to be
At a standstill
Everyone shutsup
Gloomy days aren't so bad
When things around me
Are so hectic

Youtell me that im demented
who are you to judge?
/what do you know
About my not so egotistical world?

So what if i'm being
The advocate
Someone has to set
The record Straight
While everyone else is
Standing around being oblivious to the simple things around them

I'm only happy when it rains
Troubles are washed away
The problem is when
The Sun comes out
Troubles bloom all over again
I'm only happy when it Rains
I'm happy
-Charlotte Milby





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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   Poems..........yeah
only if you knew


Why won't you let me understand you?
Your pain and sarrow makes me want to scream
And tear my insides apart
Only if you knew
How much I cared for you
No one or anything can tear us apart
You must learn to trust that
I still feel like your hiding
Something from me!
i can not understan what is
Oblivious to me
Wh does this have to be
So hard
I want you to be happy

With every waking moment
This relationship seems so inpossible
Is this how it ends?

Your pain and sarrow
Makes me want to scream
And tear my
Insides apart
The destiny that
has been set for us
Is so unfair
I am mad and furious
I can't help it

the Devils knocking on everyones door
And we're just and inch
Away from hell

Why can't you let me
Understan you?
Only if you knew how much I cared for you
No one or anything can pull us apart!
You must learn to trust that

*~Charlotte~*


Storm



It is a rawring lion
the sounds are
Scary
Peaceful
Relaxing
All at the same time
The lightning keeps me amzed
As I gaze
Soon noticing
That I am not in this world anymore
My mind is in a world of its own
Maybe a dream
Or just space
Reality is slipping through my fingers
I am numb
I am left
Struckin by all the colors
That seem to collide together
The dark grey clouds sends
Shivers up my spine
The lightining amazes me
The claps of enexpected thunder
Makes me jump
The wind blows me away
Before I know it
it's all gone
all within a blink of an eye
Just like lightning...

*~Charlotte~*


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