Monday, September 3, 2007

   wow i feel messed up now. :/

well in my last post (you guys probably didn't read it yet... well remember when I said I was going to the concert. Well I went but I almost got trampled by the frikkin' moshers pushing us in the back. And I was behind alot of muscular and larger ppl. Since everone was pushing in opposite directions and it almost choked me to the point where I almost fainted. I'm ok, just still a bit jittery. I just got back and it's like 11:11 PM right now. I was so very scared too... I actually cried bad when I saw my mom come pick me up. I got to see my friends before I left so they actually got to see if I was ok. But on the brightside the concert was pretty kickass, Fuel and Drowning Pool were there. Didn't get to see much of drowning pool because of the suffocating incident... -__- But I was actually there for the song "bodies" and I got to touch the arm of the lead singer from fuel. X3 woot! And I gots some pics but they are just of fuel and that's it. :/ And there were jerky preppy muscular teenage boys pushing and stuff... so im pretty pissed. But yea I'm alright... well now I am... ._. I need some sleep... all this god forsaken drama. D: †Zelda†

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Sunday, September 2, 2007

   I have returned. :D

Well the whole thing about my grandfather's death just had me all you know... messed up. But I'm alright now. @w@ YAY! IM NORMAL AGAIN!! XD I think I may be on here alot more :/ i have too much time on my hands. And I may do something call "Avis of the Day" I just feel like doing that. :P I'll do Gaia Avis, Random Avis and Icons etc. Anyways.... School has started a I am pretty much well.. feeling quite nuetral. Most of the Sophmore, Freshman and Senoirs and Juniors are separated. Mainly Freshman since they have something calle "Freshman Academy" when they are locked into 1 building. Everyone else like run free. D: They might do the freshman thing with the sophmores. :/ Other than that I saw my friends again I was so happy! And I joined swimming. We don't get out until like 5:15 and school usually ends at 3:45. It's kinda hard at first but I think I'll like it. :P I like all my classes and I met a new person named Vanessa. She's into as much anime as I am and she's a better artist than me. @w@ They also have an anime club at my school and a video game club bt i think that i'll join them nest semester with the whole swimming thing blocking my schedule of life. -_- Today me and my best friend Lizzie went to our other best friend Denyse's house for around i think 6 hours. All we did was look at hot japanese guys and watched anime and watched funny shit. Plus we were working on this anime that we made up since we were in 7th grade. Memory is what it's called. We're thinking of a new bf for me in that story but we are already on our second season. I might have to show you the first season sometimes. Most of my crappy drawing from 3 years ago. And IM GOING TO THE CONCERT TOMMORROW! X3 My mom finally said yes and I'm going with Isabella, her dad, and someone else. I might record it on my phone. Hopefully I can. well I'm tired from hanging with the girls all day and plus this is an early frikkin' post so sayonara... -passes out- zZzzZZzZzZzZzzZZz...... †Zelda†

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

   Eh....

Yesterday was my grandfather's funeral. It was a good service and alot of ppl were there. Since he had a big family and all and alot of friends as well. I choked up and started to cry really bad. That's actually the first time I've ever cried that hard in my life. When I went to see him I couldn't really say anything. It was so hard actually. I really wanted to say something but my emotions got me pretty bad. =/ But I was ok. I didn't get to be with him as much as everyone else but I'm so very happy i got to know my grandfather and at least spend lik 3 days with him. At least I got to actually know him. He was a Sweet and generous man. And everyone loved him. It's really hard to even admit that he's actually gone. I still cry because I think of him so much. School's nearing! D: i'm not worried at all actually. Ok well sorta... since I have to get up really early. I might have to get used to it... =/ I think we might have to sell my dog because we can't really control her. She's not really friendly towards other do and we don't know what to do if she gets out. Plus she's too big. I think we might get a smaller dog. And everything else... well i didn't ddo much since I was getting ready for the funeral and stuff. So yea I'll let you all know what else is going on when all of this goes away... =/ it may take a while... But I'll be needing the time. †Zelda†

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Monday, August 20, 2007

The Feeling Is Nuetral....

Well my week is going ok. My mom finally came home today from California. She said that my grandfather's funeral is going to be on Friday. So we all have to get ready for that. I dont think I'll be on that much anymore cuz I have to help out with Funeral Plans. I had fun with my friend of 14 years, Alex at the water amusement park on saturday. She was being such a flirty girl. She kept asking me about the guys and stuff and who i thought was "cute". I didn't really answer either. xD I'm not really looking for a boyfriend right now. :O My grandma took me clothes shopping at Wal-Mart yesterday! My aunt was supposed to talk me to the mall but she had to watch my little bro who I think is the evil spawn child in the family and as well she had to wwatch my cousins and her kids. ._. And also my grandma coulldnt travel far cuz her car was acting like a peice of crap. ¬_¬ Sakki came with me and we found some stuff that I liked. At least they were descent and not all plain and crap. We also saw a couple of jerks from last year and stuff. One of them was a person that I want to rip his head off of. I think he'll make ANOTHER one of my school years a BIGGER Hell, since I already like in hell. ¬_¬ But I wont be just him, it'll be a whole bunch of preppies and wannabes and asswipes bugging me about everything. -_-;; My friend Isabella is gonna take me to a concert on September 2nd. We're gonna go see Drowning Pool! :3 This will be my Second Concert! But there's a possiblity I may not go cuz it's on a sunday, and plus my mom will just be bitching about me going with Isabella cuz she doesn't like her much.Hopefully my mom will see it through... I must go for now. So yea... Later... †Zelda†

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Friday, August 17, 2007

   Well here's the news...

Today was school registration. And well I am gonna be in swimming and Pre-Ap classes. But the thing is I'm going to have to move one of my classes to "0 period" a class that I have to take EARLY in the morning. That means I have to like get up at 6:00 a.m. and be there by 7:30. Worst of all I'll have less time to hang with my friends. Anyways, Registration was ok. I did see ppl who I seriously hated. Hopefully I wont have any problems with them. Well I think It was Wensday when I went with my mom to work. She's a scientist who studies body tissues. :O And they got to cut open a leg! It was so cool and gross. The foot was like amputated and it was big and bulgy. After my grandfather passing its like I don't feel like myself. We found out how he had died. It was because of a blood clot. The said as soon as he collapsed he died. So he didn't suffer his death. We've been having some problems with where to bury him cuz his wife wanted to Bury him in California where his friends are BUT my mom and her brothers and sissters whant to bury him in Texas or New Mexico, where his family is. It's like his now widowed wife his trying to keep us from seeing him once again. I mean the woman even requested a closed cascet (did i spell that right?) SO NO ONE CAN SEE HIM! And do you know what I think? THAT'S JUST SOME PLAYED OUT BULLSHIT! HOW THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA KEEP US FROM SEEING HIM AT HIS FUNERAL! It's like she's tearing our family apart. She was actually the reason why My grandpa and grandma split up. Leaving my mom and my uncle to live with my grandma. All because of HER! Well now I shouldn't really get mad... cuz my mom got the final say-so on where my grandpa is going to be burried. My mom and my uncle are going to California right now so I'll be all alone this weekend. Tommorrow my friend Alex and her family (who are great friends with my mom's family) are taking me with them to a water amusement park. Hopefully I'll have fun. Then I have to get ready for my grandfather's funeral so I might be gone for a while. I'll let you all know how everything goes. Sayonara~ †Zelda†

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

   ........

I... I don't feel right today... Tuesday... my grandfather Died. We barely found out Today... And now I am sick to my stomach and I am so upset along with my Mom, my uncle and my cousins. He died at work... we don't know how he died yet... I am just so upset now. I am crying my eyes out as of now... Its hard to see everyone so upset becuase it rubs off on you. Just when everything was all good but after hearing that I broke out in tears. I'm not usually the one to be know for crying but now I just feel like crying all night. I can't sleep now. He was my one and only grandpa that I actually got to meet because my dad's father died before I was even born. And now my grandfather who I loved very much is now gone. I even had a dream of him now I am thinking He's gone forever... I just don't know how to handle this now... ;~;

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Friday, August 10, 2007

   Pretty Neutral This Week...

Early posty! :3 Nothing THAT special happened actually. Same old stuff that happened. Notice that i changed my theme again. Bloody! xD Yea I was gettng tired of the old one. I might put it back later. Right not I'm loving this new one. 8D Sunday we might see my uncle Joseph, who's in Jail currently in Abeline, TX. That's at leat what my mom said. I can't wait to see him again cuz its been years. He was arrested when I was 4 or 5 years old. Hopefully I don't burst into tears when I see him. I want to at least give him a picture. I'm seriously looking forward to seeing him soon. I got to play the Wii at my friend Ben's house. He had Twilight Princess! :O I wanted to kill him for that since I haven't gotten mine yet! X3 I want so it bad! And last week me and Sakki went to the mall as I mentioned last time in my post. Well we only had enough money to but striped shirts from hot topic because we had to save money for us to eat. I really wanted to buy a choker too! but we only got like $25. We stopped by the pet store and we saw puppies. :D Yea... I wanted to take one home... but my dog is a jealous little killer. I dun want her to murder the poor thing. We also say some Madagascar hissing Cockroaches! That stuff was pretty gross. ._. One hissed at me too. D: Who in their right minds would buy a Hissing Cockroach? o.O Answer me that! I despise them anyway! We saw snakes too! :D One reminded me of Orochimaru somehow! xD It was pretty fun. :P Now You shall witness... The Evil Screaming Cat! I think I know why he's screaming. ._. He must hate his name... -.-; Well I'm gonna go now. Until next time. Later! -winks and disappears in the shadows-

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Friday, August 3, 2007

   Holy crap!

It's been a week. D: No posting from me. Crap... -.- Plus this is an early post. It's like 1:17 am here. I can't sleep. Well some interesting things happened over the week. I hung out with my friend Sakki throughout the week. We saw the Simpsons Movie which was uber funny! We stayed at the movies for 4 hours this time. :P Playing DDr again and acting like a couple of morons. She got a puppy that was so adorable that I wanted to adopt it. <3 But even if I could , I wouldn't be able to cuz my dog woule murder the poor thing. Today I'm going to Sakki's house and later we're gonna go to the mall. I'm gonna ask my mom for $40 so I can at least buy 5 volumes of manga or video games or some stuff at hot topic. @_@ Or I'll beg her for more cuz I still gotta eat! xD Hopefully the weather is nice enough for us to go cuz all this week it's been raining alot. Plus it got more humid. Oh shit! and it's my cousin's B-Day today. :O I doubt that he's gonna have a party since he's my age and he thinks its overrate. And in 2 months and 3 more days it shall be my B-Day. <333 But I have to wait... Dammit!! Dx Well pre-registration is on the 17th. And I have to be up by 8:00 and the fact that Ive been pulling alot o all-nighters will make me tired that day. and it'll be going by last names and that day will be I-P or something. Me and Sakki will have to go that same day, and I think that's the only friend I know whose gonna be at registration that day. I'm not sure really. ._. Hopefully I don't get really sucky-ass classes with some of the most dumb-ass people. If I get into a fight with someone I might just beat the shit out of them THIS TIME!. oh crap, I'm cursing alot again! Dx Curse my bad words!! Dx Well I might just go to the Nickelback concert with my mom next week if I'm lucky. But it would be even better if she didn't go but I should be thankful that she's actually taking me to a concert. Well now I think I'm gonna go watch TV now. ._. Plus I'm kinda sorta tired, so bye! <333 †Zelda†

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Friday, July 27, 2007

   So freakin' tired at the moment...

I really need to keep posting more... but I get lazy. =.= Yesterdayy yet again I went to Francia's house and stayed over. When I first got there we went to the movies to go play some DDR for a good 3 hours or so. Our friend Allen was there. His DDR skills are something I can't compare myself to. He can do heavy and I can only do light. We had a good time as usual. I brought alot of movies including the FMA movie. Now that movie was kick-ass. We watched some funny movies like Liar Liar and the Complete 1st Season of The Boodocks. (Yes I have it and it was so dang funny) She tried to get me to watch a scary movie, but I was too chicken and when I said "ok let's watch it" the movie decides not to work.... =.= But overall we had alot of fun... Today is my cousin Jayden's B-day along with my friend Nicole. And this day will also start my countdown till school starts cuz now I only have a month left until then. Registeration is either on the 21st or 20th. I can't wait to see my friends again. I kinda wanna see how they changed over their vacation like "who got a peircing?" or "who colored their hair?" or something. And best of all my cousin won't have to go to school with me anymore. :P Well I think next week I'm going to go see my uncle who has been in jail for about 7 or 8 years of my life. He's in Abeline, TX while I'm in El Paso, TX and it might take us 12 hours to get there by car. Me, my mom, grandmother and aunts and uncles. Worst of all we could find a babysitter for the demon seeds that I call cousins and a little brother. They are all pains in the ass except for my cousin Laylah. Me and her are the only female grandchilderen and plus she's cool for a 4 year old and she doesn't annoy me at all. :D And I might see my dad on short notice. Not too excited about that one. So that's all I gotta talk about. If I feel like posting some other time but I don't know what to talk about in life... I'll just make p something stupid about naruto! XD Well... Sayonara! †Zelda♥

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

   Yayz!

The best thing about a cell phone is videos and pictures and crap! XD lolz Recently me and my friend Francia AKA Cherry made some videos with my phone last night. We were pretty hyper! XP And then I made one with my dog and me. I could only get like... 30 seconds of footage! :P And bad camera... -.- Here one with me and my dog Yup that's me. I notice I am still kinda hyper from yesterday. I blame soda. :P And here's one with me and my friend again. I'm being attack! XP I have the others in my photobucket. O.O If you can put up with my crazy randomness with my friends then I will post them all hopefully! :P OMG i feel stupid now... XD

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