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Wednesday, October 10, 2007


   Fucking shit...



Ok not some much of a good week so far. My b-day went great. All the girls and I actually had the best fun. But when I got back to school its like everything got so much fucking worse. First of all my mom got all bitch one morning. Then when I was late for my morning class my teacher just got all pissed saying i was late every single day of class. NOT MY FAULT! I got in there with an attitude and a bad mood. Then I find out that I'm failing my morning class. Tuesday wasn't so bad... but TODAY I was just tired of it all... Swimming practice was TERRIBLE! This preppy whore named Natalie who I thought was my friend got all bitchy because I said something about her to one of my friends and she found out and she got all defensive!! Just like all the preps I know she makes it such a big deal and gets all bitchy about everything then my friend Evelyn and my OTHER so-called friend Toni were just saying really negative things about me about how I always look at people nasty and have a bad attitude and how I get all emotional about my life and they compare me to someone else! they don't even know who the fuck I am! They don't know mostly half the shit I've gone through with the past 5 months! My grandfather died! My father is now making us feel like he doesn't care about me or mom anymore! My mom is just so stressed that sometimes she takes it on me, my grades are slipping... EVRYTHING! And they don't even know how I act towards things. I hate to show my emotions, but I usually can't control my crying or how I talk to people. When people say something about me, its so hard for me to ignore it. Then I feel bad when I really shouldn't. Now I think mostly the girls on the swim team are against me.... I want to get out of there so bad! Most of the boys and the other upper class girls tried to help me. Joey, who was a senior told me that he knows how it felt and that its not that easy. I think I'll take Joey's words to heart.... but if those girls ever say anything I swear I'm getting out of swimming or I'M GOING INSANE!

Sorry... i really needed to get this out of my system.... Excuse me for Ranting. ._.

†Zelda†

*No avi of the day today! D:*

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