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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-10-06
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the shadows...
Member Since
• 2006-10-26
Occupation
• Ninja, Student, Spy, Assassin....Figure of Terror...
Real Name
• Zelda Mitsuhara

Personal

Achievements
• Hmm... drawing... writing... hmm.. someother stuff I forgot...
Anime Fan Since
• Since birth...
Favorite Anime
• Naruto, Inuyasha, Bleach, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, Elfen Lied, Death Note...
Goals
• To be happy... to find people who can except me for who I am. probably to become a guitarist in a band...
Hobbies
• Writing, Drawing, Singing, being weird, computer, Tv, Video games, being myself,being with my friends, being random...
Talents
• Writing, Drawing, Singing, Video games, sometimes randomness and hyperness! (only when I'm in the mood :] )

myOtaku.com: DarkAngelZelda

Saturday, July 12, 2008

I don't know why but...

I dunno... yesterday has been such an mental emotional day for me. Lately I'd had to let out alot of things on my mind. I was basically really upset.

One thing, we found out my mom has a chance of dying probably from going into labor when the new kid comes and that she also has diabetes. I kinda also feel like she doesn't want me around her or my brother anymore after some things that she said to me.
I even had a bad dream the night before that felt like a de ja vu, it was about my dead grandfather... it's like I relived the day of his passing. I actually woke up crying and never told anyone.
I think that some of my friends that are very close to me may just be lying to me, either it's pity or something else I'm not sure but I don't want to believe it.

All day I was pretending to happy but then well... I dunno. When I'm alone I just felt terrible and sad. I feel scared, worried, lied to, ignored and a bit betrayed.
I don't know what to do now...

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