Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Okay then. I'm confuzeled about myself. (yes I said confuzeled I made it up today) It started Sunday night when Chris broke up with me yet again. I was enraged and I didn't cry until I was securely locked in my room. After that...well...I did some things I'm not very proud of. No questions asked. So Monday I got to school and I went on...wondering about Chris. When I was walking with him it clicked in my head that this time it was really over and I tried so hrd not to cry. I couldn't look at him...I couldn't talk to him...it was so hard. I promised I wouldn't cry in front of him and I didn't. When I got to my bus I sat down by Ashley and I just broke down on her shoulder. She's such a good person. She said she would ram a switch blade down his throat for hurting me so badly...I laughed. Today we were walking out to the buses and...I was fine. I finally got it through my head that there are people out there who won't say forever and dump you. There are peopl out there who will love you, and people who will hurt you. But you have to put the hurt behind you and wait for a better tomorrow. Well onto a new subject I'm in a bit of a bind. It didn't occur to me until yesterday, but I like Ashley. Today I told her there was someone I liked, but I wasn't sure if they were like that or not. Then I asked her if she was bi...I don't think she got because she asked me who it was...idk maybe she got it. Well she says she unsure about herself. She said she might be but she's never sat down and thought about it. I really want to tell her but I have NO idea what to do. Any suggestions? Oh! And Jairen got his first boyfriend today! Squee! He goes out with Thomas and last week I told him "You should go out with Thomas, you would be cute together!" Oh! I'm never gonna leave him alone about this! x~Erica~x

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

Would you... [ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if i asked you to? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You? [ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [ ] Make me breakfast? [ ] Tickle Me? [ ] Let Me Tickle You? [ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [ ] Instant Message Me? [ ] Greet Me In Public? [ ] Hang Out With Me? [ ] Let Me Hold Your waist from behind while we are out? [ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [ ] Miss Me? [ ]Think I'm Sexy? [ ] think im cute? [ ] Think I'm Hot? [ ] Think I'm Ok? [ ] Think I'm Ugly? [ ] Want To Kiss Me? [ ] Want To Cuddle With Me? [ ] Want To Date Me? Am I... [ ] Smart? [ ] Funny? [ ] Cool? [ ] Loveable? [ ] Adorable? [ ] Great To Be With? [ ] Attractive? [ ] Mean? [ ]ugly? Have You Ever... [ ] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [ ] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop? [ ] Wished I Were There? [ ] Had A Crush On Me? [ ] Wanted My Number? [ ] Had A Dream About Me? [ ] Been Distracted By Me? Are You... [ ] Happy You Know Me? [ ] Thinking About Me [ ] my friend?

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

Okay, I'm bored so I decided to post again. Jui-Jitsu was tiresome! Especially since I've been coughing for awhile now but I got through it.

As you can see my new theme is AFI. There's a reason behind it too. It was inspired by XbangXbangX.
Thankies! I can tell you like it from your comment on my last post ^ ^

uhm...that's all I have to say sorry guys
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Random post! oh yes...Well its like...10:00 a.m. and I have been up since 7 on my gaia account. (www.gaiaonline.com) For the people who have one my user name is TheSexyScaryThing. Send me a friend request man!!! kudos to my friend Jessi for helping me with my name though. I have to get ready for my Jui-jitsu class in a few hours so I think I will take a shower and talk to you people later.

ADIOS!
x~Erica~x
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Friday, September 7, 2007

Hey people how are you? Today sucked because I got a thick social studies book and a thicker math book to carry home today TT-TT...my back hurts...I do feel bad because it turns out I guilted Chris into going back out with me but in the notebook he said it was ok because I made him realize he still likes me...I hope he means that. Thats about all I have to say today sorry...

x~Erica~x
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Thursday, September 6, 2007

PROGRESS REPORT
Band:
Failure to play instrumert, failure to follow simple instructions; 7 zeros; D

Language Arts:
4 zeros and low grades

Science:
B+, I enjoy Erica (not for long XD)

Social Studies:
B/S

Math:
Satisfactory

Spanish:
Satisfactory
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Today...feh...I'll get right to the point...yesterday chris broke up with me and he gave me a second chance today, I hope it works out this time. Today sucked I cried alot...I have a headache...and I love Chris...thats all.
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

So today was good I guess. First period Angel got called to the counceler because of her picture. She started crying and told Mrs. Smith these kids were calling her a lesbian and she couldn't take it so she thought if she drew that picture then they would stop...Mrs.Smith told her not to let them get to her and to join the cooking club. o.O

Second period I got in trouble for saying Jesus Christ...Mrs. Ward is gay...

Third period same as always...though I was humping the wall at the end of class. XDDD I was so bored.

Fourth Angel was crying because yesterday her and Charlie had a sweet little conversation on myspace and he told her he still loves her. So she decided to ask him out...he said no T.T I hate seing her like that.

Fifth sucked

Sixth period we were getting started on out monologue for our portfolio. Mine is about this guy named Bob who is in love with another guy named Kyo. Well one snowy December day someone decided to try to kill Kyo so Bob shot at them and he missed and shot Kyo. Well Kyo is in a coma and Bob is in his room and he is confessing his love to Kyo. It was funny because Kyo wasn't really asleep so he heard everything so he sits up and kisses Bob ^//^ so cute!!!
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

XD
Boy was today interesting. Apparently me and Ann resolved things because we were talking like usual in the bleachers before school. =) Can't say I'm not happy. Angel came in today and holy crap! She was wearing eye shadow which she usually doesn't and red lipstick and she had a fishnet armwarmer and glove and...oh my god!!! She was hott...I mean she's always hott but come on!

In Literacy period Mrs.Ward passes out a small comic book on inflation and I was drawing a comic strip so she made me put it up. I didn't think it would take to long so I went ahead and tried to read it but the damn thing had so many big words I just thought...screw this and I looked at the pictures and went back to drawing.

Then there was good 'ol Spanish. Last week I lent my Workbook to Kayanna so some of my work would be done and I didn't have to carry it and she forgot to give it to me today so I got in trouble for that, then I didn't write some stupid vocabulary that I already know so I got in trouble for that! ...Fucking bitch.

Then band which wasn't different from any other day. Just me Jairen and Charlie goofing off like every day. In our music book there was a song called Greased Lightning and I thought was the song from Grease so I asked Mrs.V if we could play it and she said it wasn't the same one. She said she had music from that movie and I somehow managed to get her to sing the song about Sandra Dee!

Fourth was my favorite class! We had a substitute teacher and he was awesome! I asked him if he would be my best friend and he said yes! XD He talked to us all through class so we were "distracted" from our work. On the way back from rest room break I was walking down the hallway like I was James Bond, like I had my hands in the signs of a gun and I was just sneaking around corners and stuff. It was funny. At the end of class I said, "Mr. Alexander, you changed my life. I went to the bathroom a woman and came back James Bond." XDDD

Poor Angel. In fifth period she was drawing a pic of Harly Quin and the Joker having sex and Mrs. Peak caught her. Poor thing. The funny thing is she wasn't worried about it.

Sixth period as horrible as always. Angel told me why she wasn't worried. She told Mrs.Peak that a fat black girl threatened her to do it! The she drew a picture of Mrs.Peak and me her and Jairen complimenting her. Lmao what a suck up.

Well that was my very detailed day...o.o
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Monday, September 3, 2007

My weekend is lame! Friday I was semi-feeling bad and I accidently gave it to Jairen and Angel ^.^'' Everything was interesting Friday...we were in the computer lab and Jairen put gay porn on the computer's memory because we were bored. XD On my way home it was hot so I ran through the sprinkler at this random person's house...it was fun.

Saturday I didn't do anything...just talked to Chris all day like usual. Well...my best-friend decided not to be friends with me anymore because I asked her to stop messing with Chris...and I'm supposedly fake and no one likes me anymore and my bf doesn't know jack crap about me cos I'm not myself. I asked all my friends and they said they don't know what she's talking aboout. hahaha I guess wasn't really my friend now was she?

Sunday I got a phone call from Innocent Chii! =D Me her and Chris were on threeway! Awesome no? ...Wait...does anyone else notice that I'm always on the phone with Chris? lol Well, I did get to talk to Charlie and Mary-kate on threeway! Those are genuine friends right there. They like you for you and don't let some dumb shit get in the way of your friendship. Just like Chris is a genuine bf and Innocent Chii is a genuine sister! XP
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