Wednesday, November 3, 2004

tooo much politics yesterday...
so, today im gonna show you the stuff from my 2005 calander im making.

so, here we go. bare in mind its not complete. still got four months to do...


meh...


Kira from "Stacked Deck"


from Gundam Scroll, an original Gundam Fic i was writing nce upon a time...


Luna and Laura...(a.k.a my bike and my guardian angel respectively)


the ever popular "See no Evil"


A S.I Evangelion fanfic i wrote. its really crap, but the visuals i drew were pretty good...


Kayleigh. who can remeber who she is?


Darke, Angel of Death, from my extensive "Earth Angels" fics. please note that Darke, Angel of Death and I, Darke Angel are not the same person...

and thats it so far. just got February, August, November and December to do.

otherwise, nothing going on in my life. just waiting for my online order to come through.

Later y'all...
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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

PI-I34R I\/IY I\I33D +0 5P34K M0R3 L33T!!
i was so freakin bored in class yesterday that i started to take notes in L33T speak. so now i have
3ngl15h notes and <0mmun1<4t10n 5TUD135 notes. PH34R MY L33T N3K1D 5K1LLZ!!!

Cadets was really boring last night. i have to get our band of drums ready for Rememberance day Parade, which is on Sunday 14th. This is the first year im leading the band, and its bl00dy hard work...

Also, am i to believe that today is election day in america? vote wisely (if you can vote). personally im staying neutral. dont think much of either Kelley or Bush. Tony Blairs gonna lick either ones a55 so it dont really matter to me...

so, to commemorate a key point in American History (well, sort of...)
heres some lyrics...

A long, long time ago I can still remember how that music used to make me smile and I knew if I had my chance that I could make those people dance and maybe they'd be happy for a while but February made me shiver with every paper I delivered, bad news on the door step, I couldn't take one more step, I can't remember if I cried when I read about his widowed bride but something touched me deep inside, the day, the music, died. So...
CHORUS
Bye, bye Miss American Pie drove my Chevy to the levy but the levy was dry an them good ol' boys were drinkin whiskey and rye singin this will be the day that I die, this will be the day that I die.

Did you write the book of love and do you have faith in God above, if the bible tells you so, and do you believe in rock n' roll, can music save your mortal soul and can you teach me how to dance real slow? Well I know that you're in love with him cuz I saw you dancin in the gym you both kicked off your shoes and I dig those rhythm and blues. I was a lonely teenage bronkin buck with a pink carnation and a pick up truck but I knew I was out of luck, the day, the music, died. I started singin...

Chorus

Now for ten years we've been on our own and moss grows fat on a rollin stone but that's not how it used to be, when the jester sang for the king and queen in a coat he borrowed from James Dean and a voice that came from you and me, oh and while the king was looking down, the jester stole his thorny crown the courtroom was adjourned, no verdict was returned, and while Lenin read a book on Marx, the quartet practiced in the park and we sang dirges in the dark, the day, the music, died. We were singin...

Chorus

Helter Skelter in a summer swelter the birds flew off with a fallout shelter, eight miles high and fallin fast, its the land that falled on the grass the players tried for a forward pass with the jester on the sidelines in a cast, now the half-time air was sweet perfume while the sergeants played a marching tune we all got up to dance oh but we never got the chance oh as the players tried to take the field the marching band refused to yield do you recall what was revealed, the day, the music, died. We started singin...

Chorus

Oh and there we were all in one place, a generation lost in space with no time left to start again, so come on, Jack be nimble, Jack be quick, Jack Flash sat on a candle stick because fire is the devils only friend, oh and as I watched him on the stage, my hands were clinched in fists of rage, no angel born in hell could break that satan's spell and as the planes climbed high into the night to light the sacrificial right I saw satan laughing with delight, the day, the music, died. He was singin...

Chorus

I met a girl who sang the blues and I asked her for some happy news but she just smiled and turned away, I went down to the sacred store where I'd heard the music years before but the man there said the music wouldn't play and in the streets the children screamed, the lovers cried, and the poets dreamed but not a word was spoken, the church bells all were broken and the three men I admire most, the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost, they caught the last train for the coast, the day, the music, died, and they were singin...

Chorus

They were singin... Bye, bye Miss American Pie drove my Chevy to the levy but the levy was dry an them good ol' boys were drinkin whiskey and rye singin this will be the day that I die.

"American Pie" by Don McLean.

and heres some more lyrics...

NYA NYA NYA NYA NYA...

Day after day your home life's a wreck
The powers that be just
Breathe down your neck
You get no respect
You get no relief
You gotta speak up
And yell out your piece

So back off your rules
Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living
To stay alive
Leave me alone
I'm not asking a lot
I just don't want to be controlled
That's all I want
All I want

How many times is it gonna take
Till someone around you hears what you say
You've tried being cool
You feel like a lie
You've played by their rules
Now it's their turn to try

So back off your rules
Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living
To stay alive
Leave me alone
I'm not asking a lot
I just don't want to be controlled
That's all I want
All I want

I said it before
I'll say it again
If you could just listen
Then it might make sense

So back off your rules
Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living
To stay alive
Leave me alone
I'm not asking a lot
I just don't want to be controlled
That's all I want
All I want

NYA NYA NYA NYA NYA!

"All I want" The Offspring. i think that shows how i feel about stupid people in authority at the mo...

okay, ummmm...random questions...

Blue Square or Red Circle?
Cheese or Tomato?
Bush or Kelley?
Care or couldnt give a flying rats a55?

Thought for the week: "Its strange, isnt it? You go "AAAARRRGGGHHH!!!!" in a library and everyone just stares at you strangely. But if you do the same thing on an aeroplane, and everyone joins in..."
Tommy Cooper, British Comedian (deseased)
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Monday, November 1, 2004

IM ALIVE...!! well, no, im not, but i do exist....
hiya y'all. thanks for stopping by and stuff. apologies to those who signed my GB and i only just got back to. how is everyone???

my half-term was boring...

I ordered my brothers B-day stuff from amazon.co.uk. I also ordered a buncha other stuff so that I could get free delivery ^^. so i should be getting a lot of manga through the door soonish...

we got new doors for out porch. they're big and wooden. they look kinda cool.

I did nothing all week. I didnt get ANY "see no evil" done. im really kinda pissed off about that. but my mum was home all week and she was hassling me to do stuff. like, go out and stuff. I dont do that. its a holiday. im meant to be resting. I did get some school work done that needed to be doing tho...
I did mangae to get two thirds of my personal calander done however. I will be posting it up soonish, just as soon as I get access to a scanner for a significant amount of time.

I also went to Forbidden Planet on friday ^^ heres my list of stuff i got...
Evangelion DVDs vol 1+2
Chobits Manga vol 1+2 (Chi is soo freakin cute.)
cheap ass lil model of Strike Gundam. more about that in a sec.
WELL COOL model of Evangelion Unit Zero. you wind it up and when you press the button, it looks and sounds like its firing its gun. its well cool.
simple things please simple minds...^^
Regarding the Strike Gundam model, I wanted to get it because I haven't got any SEED models. however, this model is really lame. There is a total of five joints. the shoulders, the hips and the head. and the feet as well i guess, but thats very limited. There are no knee joints, no elbow joints, no armour joints. its crap really. it makes a nice little stand alone model tho, as long as i can paint it good. I shoulda got the High Grade Alex Gundam instead tho...*sigh*

i've been reading the two vols of Chobits over and over. Chi is really cute...^^ i cant wait until i get the other vols...

and thats my half term, pretty much. sucks didnt it? if you are actually reading this part, having read the rest, you are a very sopecial person, and you can have a hug and a cookie. not necessarily in that order...

Ima going to go and catch up with all the stuff i let slide over the half term now. i will get some more "See No Evil" soon. i promise. im going to try and get it finished by Christmas...

to finish off, heres some Jethro Tull Lyrics. I've been listening to this band over and over recently. they're a really good progressive rock band.



From early days of infancy, through trembling years
Of youth, long murky middle - age and final hours
Long in the tooth, he is the hundred names of terror -
Creature you love the least. Picture his name before
You and exorcise the beast.

He roved up and down through history - spectre
With tales to tell. In the darkness when the
Campfire's dead - to each his private hell. If you look
Behind your shoulder as you feel his eyes to feast, you
Can witness now the everchanging nature of the beast.

Beastie

If you wear a warmer sporran, you can keep the foe at
Bay. You can pop those pills and visit some
Psychiatrist who'll say - There's nothing I can do
For you, everywhere's a danger zone. I'd love to help
Get rid of it, but I've got one of my own.

There's a beast upon my shoulder and a fiend upon
My back. Feel his burning breath a heaving, smoke
Oozing from his stack. And he moves beneath the
Covers or he lies below the bed. He's the beast upon
Your shoulder. He's the price upon your head.

He's
The lonely fear of dying, and for some, of living too.
He's your private nightmare pricking. He'd just love
To turn the screw. So stand as one defiant - yes, and
Let your voices swell. Stare that beastie in the face
And really give him hell.

"beastie" by Jethro Tull

laters y'all.
^^
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

*during a lull in 3v1L cosplayers, Darke sneaks in and sticks up a short message...*
MESSAGE READS:

Hiya y'all. cant stick around long. full details of my half term coming tomorrow.

Halloween. w00t. they made me wear a cheap tacky halloween hat at work today. peh.

Check out my halloween artwork at Deviantart.com (link up top) ^^

Random Question to keep ya satiated until i properly return tomorrow:

If you were a fruit, what would you be?

I would be a pineapple. Spikey on top, tasteless exterior, tangy interior and good in fruit salads^^

laters...

END MESSAGE.


WARNING. THIS MESSAGE WILL SELF DESTRUCT WHEN SOMEBODY TIES A DETONATION DEVICE TO IT AND ACTIVATES IT...
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

Hullo...
just stopping by briefly, probably wont be back for a while after this one.

Heres my list of things to do during half-term.
1: Finish "See No Evil" (or at least get well on the way
2: Make a 2005 manga calander. I made a 2004 one last year with all my Earth Angels on it. This year I might put Some "See No Evil" stuff on it.
3: Go to Forbidden Planet ^^
4: Catch up on sleep...

Had a person complain about me again yesterday. Complaining I dont smile enough yadda yadda yadda... prick. get a life...


And today I realised what the scariest thing about Halloween was...it gives Cos-players an excuse to go out in public...very VERY VERY scary...

I've moved the PS2 into my room. yay.

*reads comments* wow. lotsa comments... long ones too.
*reads Clair-chan's comment (very long)*
aww. care for an online dance?

*claps hands. music starts to play*

Kyrie eleison - Kyrie eleison - Kyrie eleis -

The wind blows hard against this mountainsiae
Across the sea into my soul.
It reaches into where I cannot hide

Setting my feet upon the road.
My heart is old it holds my memories

My body burns a gemlike flame.
Somewhere between the soul and soft machine
Is where I find myself again.

Kyrie eleison - down the road that I must travel

Kyrie eleison - through the darkness of the night

Kyrie eleison - where I'm going will you follow

Kyrie eleison - on a highway in the light.

When I was young I thought of growing old

Of what my life would mean to me.
Would I have followed down my chosen road

Or only wished what I could be?

Kyrie eleison - down the road that I must travel

Kyrie eleison - through the darkness of the night

Kyrie eleison - where I'm going will you follow

Kyrie eleison - on a highway in the light.
(repeat and fade)

Mr.Mister: Kyrie Eleison

(btw, Kyrie Eleison means "Lord have mercy"...)

and another..

Baby
don't understand why we can't just hold on
to each other's hands
This time might be the last if fear unless
I make it all too clear

I need you so.

Take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
learn to live so free.
And when we hear the voices sing

The book of love will open up and let us in.

Take these broken wings -
Baby
I think tonight we can take
what was wrong and make it right.
Baby
it's all I know
that you're half of the flesh @c
And blood that makes me whole
need you so.
So take these broken wings . . .

Let us in - let us in -
Baby
it's all I know

That you're half of the flesh
And blood that makes me whole

Yeah
yeah
yeah
yeah
yeah!
So take these broken wings . . .
Take these broken wings . . .

"Broken Wings" also by Mr. Mister


so until i see you again, have fun ciao and au revoir...

Thought for Half term: "Before you judge a man, walk a mile in his shoes. After that, who cares? He's a mile away and you've got his shoes..."

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Thursday, October 21, 2004

*cartwheels in* weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
hiya!!
hows it all goin?

The Matrix was on tv last night. the first one. Me and my mate was watching it, and there was this bit where Neo is visiting the Oracle, and he laughs, and she says "what?" and Neo replies: "Morpheus..." and then my mate yelled out in a Neo type voice: "HE HAS NO HAIR!"
We just cracked up. the original was way better than the sequals...

This is gonna be my last post for a week or two. Its half term next week and we break up today, so i get to lie in tomorrow!! yay!! But it means I wont be able to visit for a while. maybe on sundays. I wont be back until 1 November, so everyone have a great halloween okay. Remember that the Darke Angel is out there (with a squirt gun ready to punish any lil feckers that come trickin and a treatin')
Im also planning to go up to Forbidden Planet with my mate, so expect me to come back poorer and several manga and animes better off.^^

I hope you like my new piccy up top. decided to change it from the old one. Remember when i told you guys about the anger within me? I decided to draw my state of being. I know, im kinda ripping off Dizzy from Guilty Gear X here but its truly how I feel. Shadow is on my right hand side. He's all the hatred and anger within me. Rose, on my left side, is all thats good within me. and then theres moi in the middle, trying to balance the two out. result: me. one f*cked up individual. ^^

Thanks for the comments on yesterdays post. im not really looking for love now, but if i find "her", who knows...

So, until I get back, heres a lil comic i drew last night. Its based on something that happens in episode two of Gundam SEED. it just goes to show how screwed my mind is...


^^

and some more definitions.

Definition of Mean: walking into an orphanage singing "we are family" by Sister Sledge ^^

Definition of cruel: Putting dynamite under a disabled persons wheelchair and telling them to leg it. ^^

Definition of Pain: sliding naked down a slide made of sand paper and nails to end up in a sand pit full of salt.

Definition of Sod's Law: a one handed man hanging dearly for his life on a branch sticking out of a cliff above sharp pointy rocks and he gets an itchy butt.

and to finish off:
Q: How do you get a one handed idiot down from monkey bars?
A: Wave to him.

ciao for now...

Thought for the next week or two: "Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go." -Oscar Wilde
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

THE ANSWER WAS INDEED...LUNA!!
you special people. *hugs you all*

yes, my baby is very special to me. ^^

*a space-time rift opens*
*Darke jumps out of space time rift. There are now two Darkes*

New Darke: Oh sh!t I seemed to have jumped from the very end of my post to here. wrong way. *jumps back into rift and disappears*

1st Darke: 0.o;

Bought Full Metal Panic vol 7 and Azumanga Daioh vol 2 DVDs last night. brilliant. i really liked the end to FMP, but i aint gonna spoil it for you.
I also went and bought Dai-Guard vol 1 on DVD. so sue me, im a giant robot fan. it was pretty good. its like saving the world on a shoestring budget. ^^

and yes, you are a special person Lil Sister Clair-chan ^^ *hugs*

speaking on the subjects of soulmates, im almost certain I have one, but almost equally certain I wont find her (or him even. who knows? ick...)
6.4 Billion people is a lot of people. im fairly certain i wont find my soulmate even if i started looking now. and thats considering that the world population doesn't grow whilst im looking. all you poeple who have found their soulmate: you lucky bastards...

nehoo, i guess thats all from me for today. finish off with some Corrs Lyrics, which kinda talk about soulmates...

For what it's worth
I think there's nobody like you
You've got grace, got a heart beating and despite
you're fun
As I grew up I was terrified of darkness
Now you're around
I've no reason to be frightened

'Cause even if the sun came tumbling down
You light the ground I walk on
Even if the moon fell out of the sky
You light the ground I walk on

Now that you're mine
I can't picture life without you
You're my friend, you're my lover,
wanna bite you

'Cause even if the sun came tumbling down
You light the ground I walk on
Even if the moon fell out of the sky
You light the ground I walk on

The world goes on spinning and I can't retrace
My heady footsteps to this place
I'm in heaven right now
and I don't want to come down

'Cause even if the sun came tumbling down
You light the ground I walk on
Even if the moon fell out of the sky
You light the ground I walk on

Now we're alone gonna show
how much I need you
Kiss you so you won't ever wanna leave me

'Cause even if the sun came tumbling down
You light the ground I walk on
Even if the moon fell out of the sky
You light the ground I walk on

'Cause even if the sun came tumbling down
You light the ground I walk on
Even if the moon fell out of the sky
You light the ground I walk on


The Corrs. "Even If"

laters.
*opens a rift in space-time and jumps through it...*
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

felt a bit meah yesterday. prompted me to write this...
I glance outside. The world is constantly changing. The wind is blowing, people are driving by. Music is playing in my ears. The day echoes in my memory. A whole day. I’ve skipped lessons before. But a whole day? Its so unlike me. The skies are grey. Possible rainstorm. Cadets later. Might wear my jacket. Gotta get petrol tomorrow. New DVDs come out. Must find time to draw pictures. Megatokyo was worth skipping school for. Thoughts cascading through my brain.
All around the world somebody is falling asleep. Somebody’s waking up. Someone’s laughing, someone’s crying. Someone’s living, someone’s dying. Someone is being born. Somebody is having a birthday party. Somebody is reading a novel. Somebody is watching a film. Somebody is drawing manga. Somebody is playing music. Somebody comes up with an idea. Somebody forgets their name. Somebody’s heart is being broken, whilst someone else’s is being granted their deepest desire. Somebody is working. Somebody is playing. Somebody is resting. All simultaneously. As I glance out the window, I wonder… Is there someone else out there doing what im doing? Is there a soul mate out there for me? Glancing out her window realising that somewhere a crime is being committed, a business deal is being made, someone is eating a hotdog, millions are dying of starvation? It’s possible. Does she think so too?
An actor takes a bow to a standing ovation, a busker performs with a lonely cast of one. Someone gets on a bus, somebody gets off a plane. Somebody worships a deity, somebody wonders why they were born, somebody drops a coin. Somebody sneezes. Somebody else says “bless you.”
6.4 Billion People. 6.4 Billion Heartbeats. All beating to the rhythm of life.
The world we live on continues to revolve on its axis, coasting along on its annual journey through space around the sun.
Why? Why, out of all the planets in all the systems in the entire universe, did life occur here?
Words continue to be written.
Pictures continue to be drawn.
Music continues to play.
People continue to live and die.
Life continues on.


And…


…I…


…don’t…



…Care…



* * *


however, i do care about a few things admittedly. One is my anime and manga. two is being here. If you can guess the third, you are a spqecial person. I'll give you a hint. She reached 2000 miles yesterday (im so proud), shes due for a service within the next 600 miles or three weeks, whichever is closer, and she needs to be tanked up today. answers in the comments...


*sighs* gonna go and get meh DVDs later. ciao...

EDIT: hey, you can PM yourself. weird...i am soo lame...
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Monday, October 18, 2004

PI-I34R I \/IY I\I33D +0 $P34I< L33T!!!
yes, megatokyo has got to me.

b33r^^

im feeling better now. i walked about in the rain for a bit and then pounded a few lengths in the pool. im calm...until next time...

replies:
no.5: ok...

joeyw23: thanks

Onee-sama (sailor firestar): my weekend sucked because i was working all weekned. T.T
and yeah, that commment did make you sound old. but thanks for the advice. its nice to know someone else has gone through it and survived. ^^*hugs*

Philfoula: cheers...

Flueky: Yay! *hugs* Muffins and upside down toast! thanks a billion. *is feeling better*

watasefan: same here...the drawing, not the not-reading of MT.

Chainedangel: *hugs back* yeah. something in the water...

Demonmessiah: its someone elses drawing, although I have done one like it. *stares at blood on his hands* I know you meant a game, but my PS2 is down, soo...

Ceekari:...yeah...a bit disturbing...but i dont care, you're my friend. *hugs*

Chocobo Gene: MT rocks ^^

Princess Ookumae: hi, havent seen you in a while... *joins in the chaos*

Lintu: guilty conscience? 0.o; hmm..

As for my comic, im not sure if i will do a proper one or not. i dont have the time, skills or effective story line to carry. here is some stuff i was playing about with tho...

A character sheet (uncleaned)



This one didn't come out too good. based on something that happened last week...


and something i did for fun...


^^

also got some more fanart to post up, so ill do that in a sec. I've recently had some ideas for Earth Angel piccies. If you don't know, or can't remember, Earth Angels was the first idea that i had for a manga. I dont write the stories that often anymore, but i still get ideas for cool piccies, so im gonna do a few of them over the next few weeks.
Next week is half term, so im gonna get "See No Evil" a bit further along, if not finished.

Tomorrow im going to see if I can get FMP vol 7 (final vol) and Azumanga Daioh vol 2. ^^

so until next time...

Thought for the week: "Those Unforgettable Days...for them I live..."

EDIT: wooo!!! what a rush!! oh man...i have just finished reading ALL of MegaTokyo. it took me the best part of three days to read up to and including the latest page (623). i even skipped school today just to keep reading. I've skipped English and Comms. im sooo gonna die....but it was worth it to keep reading Mega Tokyo. it rocks so hard...and I've read it all (well, up to todays part ne hoo). Man-oh-man. I am obsessed...
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Friday, October 15, 2004

Someday…someday Ill kill them all…
Click here

happy evil….Pic © Fallout 161


Im very depressed at the moment….

Got home late last night after tanking myself up with red bull and smirnoff Ice. I got home about 10:30 ish and mum gave me “that look”. But she didn’t say anything.
This morning I woke up a bit late. It didn’t help that everyone in the house was clattering around at 5:30 this morning. My lil bro was going to the Somme today for a school trip and my dad was going to work early, so my mum was up too and thusly I was awake at stupid o’clock this morning. Ne hoo, this morning mum woke me up rudely (again) and then at breakfast she said “you’re getting later and later coming home from cadets. You came home 10:40 on Monday, and 10:30 last night (which made me think “thats earlier isnt it?”) and I had to get you up both mornings after. This won’t do y’know.”
I was just pissed off. I know what I was doing. I had it all under control. I had a set of alarms ready so I didn’t oversleep. Part of me wants to leave home and do what I want to do, to be free. But I know I cant support myself on the money I have at the mo. And I should be more appreciative of my mum as she and dad do pay for the house and food and stuff, and treat us from time to time. I hate having a conscience.
But I was still pissed off. I’ve been suppressing anger for so long now. In my soul is a ball of anger and homocidal rage. I come off as cool on occasion and careless, but sometimes I let my anger slip through. Im so pissed with humanity and life. Im so angry, Its kinda frightening. I listened to “Welcome to the Jungle” and felt better after I heard the lines “You know where you are? You’re in the Jungle Baby. You’re gonna die!!” and after I said “Someday, Ill kill them…Ill Kill them ALL!” a few times. I know if I don’t lose this bottled up anger im going to be consumed by it, but there are very few acceptable out lets for anger. How do you guys get rid of anger?

On a lighter note…

I started reading “MegaTokyo” yesterday. Its really good. And its inspired me to write my own comic. A proper comic. I might release one once a week or once a fortnight, or whenever I have the time -_-‘
Stay tuned for it.

Im going to be on and off intermittently for the next two weeks. I have tests that I have to do next week and the week after is half term, so I wont be on as much for the next two weeks maybe. See y’all on Monday, probably. Laters y’all.

Thought for the week: Shackled by anger, I await my punishment.

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