Tuesday, June 15, 2004

one last thing:
This is a short tutorial on how to pics on your site, especially for InuYashaiscool who is still trying to work it out. Go to a site like Photobucket.com and register (its free) upload jpgs etc onto your gallery On your post, type in the following immediatley after the URL. then post. The picture should now be on your site. The code must be exact, or it won't work. Okay, ciao for now. I really gotta get going. Hope that worked InuYashaiscool. Let me know... EDIT: DAMMIT, IT WONT LET ME SHOW YOU!!! okay, I'll get it sorted soon, but I really have to go now. Im sorry, i'll sort it out tomorrow or later. bye...
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oh wait, dont go yet...
I just rememebred, I wanted to put a piccy of me and my two brothers that was taken at my Bro's Post grad party at AMDA, New York.
here it is:

From left to right, its me, my younger brother David (with the moronic hat) and my older brother Stephen, who just graduated and is nineteen, almost twenty years old. Yes, i know he's smaller than I am, but im just big. bwa-ha-ha.

come to think of it, this is the first time any of you lot has seen my face. The shades are there so you dont have to see my demonic eyes. im doing you guys a favour. be grateful.

ciao...
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ALO AGAIN!!
hiya everyone!!!

I wanted to post this yesterday, but it wouldnt work, but now it will!!! this is what I fantisize about when im sitting at the checkouts. a lil cartoon strip starring me.


so there!!!

I was going to post some more "see no evil, speak no evil," but i left the disc at home T.T

At cadets last night, I had to take drill, which is marching around. I was in charge of the recruit section, and the more senior group were just standing around and chatting. But i was making my lot work hard and some cadet was like: "why cant we chat like the others?"
so I told it to her straight: "because you're crap."
that shut her up.

anyway...-_-'

i have nothing to say. started my A2s yesterday, and they are going to be really really really hard. *sighs*


Okay, CAPTION COMPETITION
this is like my fave Eva picture, so I want you guys to think up a funny caption for it. heres the pic:

and heres some captions to get you going:

Rei was not amused when Asuka started singing a rendition of "Im a lil' Fish"

After the third hour, Rei was seriously considering chucking an N2 mine into the lake and scooping up the dead fish

When Kaji suggested a little fishing trip, this was not what he had in mind.

"It always happens," Rei sighed as she glanced down at the NERV personnel, "You find a good fishing spot and everyone moves in,"

"You would have thought," Misato was saying to Ritsuko as Rei started to reel her catch in, "That Asuka would have worked out that B-type equipment doesn't work under water."

Rei seriously doubted that the Angel Gaghiel would be stupid enough to bite her twenty-five foot long hook.

The winner of this competiton gets my full and undivided love. Well, its not like I've got any use for it...

Thought for the Week: Never leave anything in the fridge...
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Monday, June 14, 2004

brrriiiinnngggg!!!
ALRIGHT CLASS, SETTLE DOWN, WE HAVE A LOT TO GET THROUGH TODAY.

Okay, if you read my last post, you'll probably be either cacking yourself with laughter from the mini comic strip or crying from my news of a baby sibling that wont be joining us... so I WAS gonna kick things off with a bang and show you a funny cartoon strip of what I fantisize about on the checkouts at work(nothing sexual, I assure you) but the pic didnt save, so I'll have to show it to you tomorrow or later this week.

I am going to show you, however, A pic I drew a while back. Yes, Ladies and Gentlemen, my First artwork ever to be shown on the internet. Title: MIDNIGHT AT THE RAMEN STAND. drawn by yours truly.



Well? what do ya think? The chars from left to right are as follows: Rachel, bio-beast form, myself, Tsunami and Darke, Angel of Death. I always thought owning a Ramen stand would be cool, so I decided to draw myself owning one. Cool huh?

New York was cool. My brother's new appartment, which he is sharing with two other poeple is big. Its up on 207th st and Broadway, so its pretty high up. My brothers graduation went well as well. Im going to show you a pic from it when I get the chance.

I also got alotta stuff from N.Y as well. I got a Gundam Seed graphic novel (Astray) and Eva novels Vol 1 and 8, so now I have the full set, until the next one comes out. The ultimate prize was
"Die Sterne" which is an Eva art book that cost me $50. I also heard rumours about a Live Action Eva movie, which would be soooo cool!

I also magaed to watch an episode of Gundam Seed. The heart's in the right place, but its too cartoony for me. Endless Waltz and 8th Ms team are the best drawn Gundam series I've seen (okay, E.W was a movie, so they had more time to draw it better, but it still looks f*cking awesome on the visuals)

I also managed to see Inuyasha and Wolf's Rain, both are awesome animes, well recommended.

I bought four DVDs as well. Cowboy Bebop vol 3, Original Gundam vol 4 (i think), G Gundam vol 10 and Gundam 08th MS team: Millers Report...

I LOVE 08TH MS TEAM!! its the most realistic Gundam and its art is one of the best I've seen. The original Gundam, which aired back in 1979, the art for that is so cartoony!!! The story is good, but the art sucks hard. But I find it kind of endearing. But 08th MS team rocks. Its the best Gundam ever. There are no newtypes or anything "fantasy" like that. Just hard core reality of war. I think that 8th Team is the story that the original Gundam wanted to tell, a giant robot saga, where for the first time, the robots are just machines and not super special heros. There are no special machines in 8th ms team, just the monster mobile armour and almost the Ez8 Gundam, but even they're not even close. The MS get damged just like tanks and jets do, and they move realistically too, sluggish and heavy, as you'd almost expect. The story about the realities of war and the romance side of it like Romeo and Juliet are very realistic. I place this Gundam as my fav Gundam ever.

On to other things, I have updates on my recent "See no Evil, Speak no Evil," Manga. This is the first time I've tried my hand at a romance style story, and I think Im doing pretty well. But dont take my word for it, read the first chapter and find out.

See No Evil, Speak no Evil

CHAPTER 1: SUMMER STORMS

I seem to recall it was raining that day. The air smelt damp as I awoke, and as I slid back the shutters and walked out onto the veranda of my home, the sound of heavy raindrops assaulted my ears. The chime of a clock further down told me it was nine o’clock, so my brother would have already left for work. I entered the kitchen and started to fumble around for my breakfast.
My name is Seraph and im 18 years old. Im blind. I have been ever since an…accident…when I was fifteen. It pretty much screwed up my life. I was planning to head into the Japanese Self Defence Force after I left school. But now…well, it’s surprising how a body adapts. I was pretty decent at literature before I dropped out of high school. So I took up a small journalist job. Using my computer I wrote out small articles, which my brother proofreads and then takes with him. See, my brother, Cain, who’s twenty-two, is the assistant editor at the best selling Japanese newspaper. He managed to get me the job. Unfortunately it means he has to commute from our small mountain town to the city of Shimizu everyday. I tell him he should rent a small apartment nearer to the city, but he insists on coming home to look after me, although I can take care of myself. My parents were always away over-seas and never dropped home much, so their house was ours effectively.
And so it was. I had gotten used to being alone in the dark. The summer had come and with it the occasional summer storm. Normally in our town, when the storms came, they brought masses of water, with the rivers coming close to flooding and the town generally was cut off except for the train. But this year the storms brought more than flooding and damp air. For that was the year that Kida came into my life.
I was eating my breakfast, planning my article. I had had a phone call from the Editor-in-Chief about a summer festival to be held in Okinawa this year. Okinawa was always a popular summer destination, and he had given me some phone numbers to call to get details about it. I was thinking about Okinawa, and how I had enjoyed it so much when our school made a trip there the summer before the accident, when an image popped into my mind. It had been a while since I had seen it last, but it was clearly my front door. The image was slightly blurred around the edges but otherwise it was as clear as I was looking at it. But at a strange angle. Almost as if I was looking up at it. Suddenly a hand appeared from the right side of my vision. It floated uncertainly, and then fell again. I got up and started to walk to my front door. The image in my head disorientated me and I walked into several walls before I got to the door. I opened it, and in my vision, the door opened. Then the biggest shock. I saw myself look out from behind the door. It was clearly me, although older than I had last seen myself. I angled my head down and the image in my head angled down until I was looking at…myself. Then the hand appeared again. I reached my own hand out, temporarily wondering if I was going crazy, but then the image of myself touched the hand…and I felt it. I could feel this hand, weakly grasping mine. All of a sudden, a word formed in my head, as if spoken to me but without sound.
“Beautiful…”
Then the vision vanished and I was sitting in darkness again. I would have played it off as a dream, that I had fallen asleep on my breakfast. But I could still feel the slender hand in my grasp. Using this hand as guideline, I knelt down and reached out until I felt something firm, yet soft, and very well rounded beneath my palm.
“A girl...?”
She had no clothes on and was soaking wet from the rain. As far as I could tell she had no wounds, but she would catch cold if she stayed out here much longer. I picked her up and carried her back into my home. I felt more comfortable completely blind, and had no difficulties getting her to my couch. After the second person view I had received from this girl, I was a bit befuddled, but had enough sense to dry her off and make sure she was warm. As I waited for her to wake, I tried to get on with my article, but my mind kept returning to her. Why could I see through her eyes? Where had that voice in my head come from? How on earth had she got here? The roads were washed out, and there was no way they’d let her on the train naked. I briefly considered her falling from the sky, but no air routes went over this way, and besides, she’d be dead from the drop. But there wasn’t even a single wound on her.
I wondered where she had come from and why she had ended up in my house. But the main question just kept circling around and around my head until it became the all-consuming thought in my head.
“Who are you?”
* * *
It was some time later before she woke up. I had given up completely on my work and was sitting in my armchair, waiting by the couch. I heard her stir then the vision in my head started up again as, I assumed, her eyes opened.
“Where am I?” I flinched as the voice sounded in my head again. It wasn’t a nasty voice. It was soft and had a slight musical quality to it. But even so…
The girl, noticing my sudden movement, turned her head, and once again I found the image of myself in my mind. Slightly unshaven, I noted that my dark hair had turned white. Probably from the shock of the accident. My eyes were permanently shut, sealed over with scar tissue. I never covered them as I saw no reason to. My body was toned, as I worked out regularly, having nothing better to do with my spare time. I was wearing a plain white vest and baggy shorts.
“Its him…” The voice again. I was starting to get an idea of what was going on here. I must have developed psychic powers overnight.
“So you’re finally awake. How are you feeling?”
The girl continued to look at me and the voice in my head sounded again.
“He doesn’t know that Im mute. But how can I tell him? He won’t be able to see my sign language!”
“Mute huh?” The vision in my head jumped as the girl flinched.
“But how?”
“Yeah, its kinda weird for me too. I can hear all your conscience thoughts. I can also see what you see.”
“He’s crazy,”
“I can assure you, Im not crazy.”
She flinched again.
“Okay, if you can hear this put up your hand,”
I shrugged and put my hand up.
“O~Kay, and if you can see what I see, how many fingers am I holding up?”
Her hand appeared and three fingers extended, along with her thumb.
“Three fingers. And a thumb.”
“Oh my God!”
I shrugged again. Suddenly the doorbell rang. I got up.
“Stay here. Oh and don’t look at yourself.”
The vision in my head immediately looked down to give me a full view of her body, which was thinly covered by a sheet from her waist down.
She immediately covered her breasts with a small scream in my head.
“Ow. I told you not to look.” She looked at me and I saw that I was blushing. I turned and headed for the door, all the while watching my receding form. But when I got about five metres away from her, everything went black.
“Hey, are you okay?” Nothing.
I retraced my steps and suddenly everything awoke again. I saw myself, about five metres away and her voice was in my head
“What?”
My face screwed up in puzzlement. I tried a little experiment. I took a step back. Everything went black. I took a step forward and everything lit up again. I shook my head and went to answer the door.
“What’s the point in having psychic powers if they only work within a five metre radius of a person?”
I opened the door.
“Hiya Seraph.” It was the mailman. I waited for my psychic powers to kick in. But nothing happened.
“Are you going to take it?”
“Uh…sure.” I awkwardly stuck out my hand and took the mail. I said goodbye and turned and walked back to the room.
“So maybe Im not psychic.”
But yet again, once I got within five metres of the girl, the vision and voices started up again.
“I was calling you. I thought you could hear my thoughts.”
“It seems it only works within five metres of you. And only you.”
“Oh. So that explains the little dance you were doing.”
“The what?”
“The two steps forward, one step back thing.”
“Oh, that.” I tossed the mail on a near by table. Funny, I had never really seen this room for a while. It was reasonably sparse so that I didn’t walk into things. I turned to look around, but the picture in my head kept on me.
“Of course, it’s her vision, not mine.” I thought.
“Uh, do you think you could do a favour for me?”
“If you do one for me.”
“Okay, shoot.”
“Find me some clothes.”
“Sure.” I went to my bedroom and opened a closet. I rummaged around, groping in the darkness. This new constant switching between blind and second sight was going to be another thing to adapt to.
“Of course,” I thought, “That’s if she wants to stay. She might want to go home.” It would be a shame. I wanted to see so many things. But it wasn’t my decision.
I returned and when the second sight returned, I found myself looking at a girls face. She was standing in front of a mirror my brother had set up on the wall, joking that it was one of the few possessions he owned that I couldn’t use. She was about seventeen or eighteen, with long soft pink hair, done up in a high ponytail. Soft pink eyes. Very feminine features.
She turned as I entered.
“Oh, you’re already doing my favour. I wanted to get a good look at you…Um. You’re very beautiful.”
She turned away from me, forgetting I could see her expression through her eyes in the mirror. She was blushing.
“Um…it’s been a while since we had a woman around the house, so I haven’t got any girl clothes. Just these.”
She looked at the clothes. A pair of baggy jeans and a loose t-shirt.
“These are fine. Thank you.”
She went to put them on.
“Don’t peek…um… I mean…uh.”
“Don’t worry about it.”
She slipped them on whilst I stood at discreet six metres away.
When she was done, she turned to look at herself in the mirror.
I drew a bit closer. The jeans were a decent fit. But the way she wore the t-shirt…instead of wearing it like a t-shirt, she had tied around her chest so that it acted like a makeshift bra.
“That’s…different.”
She looked at me in the mirror, so that I could see her and myself simultaneously. She smiled.
“I hate leaving these unsupported.”
She laughed silently as I blushed right down to my toes.
She turned to me and bowed.
“Thank you for your hospitality and the clothes. May I ask your name?”
“It’s Seraph. Seraph Shinkai.”
“Im Kida. Kida Chihara”
“Pleased to meet you. Care for a drink?”
“Sure.”
We went over to the kitchen. I started to grab a cup, but I kept missing it.
“Uh, could you move a few metres away? I’ve been doing this blind for so long, seeing it from another persons perspective is just confusing.”
“But then we wont be able to talk.”
“Well, close your eyes then. Just for a minute.”
“Okay.”
The darkness returned. As I went through the familiar routine of making tea, I laughed.
“What?”
“I was just thinking. We’ve only met a few hours, and found out we have some weird psychic connection, yet we’re acting as if we’ve been doing this for ages. I guess I’ve been adapting to life for so long, this is just another step.”
“My mum always used to say that change is a constant in life, and we should just deal with whatever comes up.”
“Sounds like a smart person,”
“She is.”
“You can open your eyes.”
She did so and took the tea from me.
“Huh. It’s an interesting colour. It’s been a while since I’ve seen tea.”
“So how long have you been blind?”
“Since I was fifteen. About three and a half years.”
“So you’re eighteen?”
“Yes. How about you?”
“Eighteen on the 12th of July,”
“That’s about a month or so from now. So where do you live? Where did you come from?”
“A small mountain town called Yokosuka,”
“Never heard of it.”
“Its fairly remote. The roads are only open from April to October. There’s no other passage except for the rivers and they freeze in November until March.”
“A bit like this place. Apart from the train, which is pretty much open all year round. Do you want to call your parents, let them know you’re okay? I’d expect their worried about you.”
“I can’t speak, remember?”
“Oh. Right. Sorry.”
“I guess it’s easy to forget if you can hear my voice in your head.”
“Do you want me to call them then?”
“No. It’ll be alright. Besides, they don’t have a phone.”
“Oh.”
We were silent for a moment, sipping tea.
“One thing’s been bugging me.”
“The fact you can see through my eyes and I can speak into your head?”
“Apart from that. How on Earth did you get here? As you can see, the rains around here have washed the roads out.”
“I don’t know. I remember waking up late at night and having this intense need to go somewhere. I can’t explain it. I remember that I started to walk, into the night. The next thing I remember is waking up on your doorstep and seeing you. Then I woke up on your couch, which is when the really weird stuff began.”
“Hmm.” The picture in my head started to view the room as Kida looked around.
“You know, I never noticed how dark and dingy this room was until now.”
“I’m surprised you can joke about your disability.”
“I prefer to think of it as a liability rather than a disability. I can still do stuff. And like I said, Im quick to adapt. Its no big deal.”
“I lost my voice about ten years ago. I had an accident and the doctors had to remove my vocal chords. I had to learn sign language, and since then I’ve never had a proper conversation with anyone. I’ve always had to be accompanied by an interpreter or my mom. But just “speaking” with you like this…it’s nice.”
“Well, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t partially enjoying this experience. Seeing rain, my home, colours, for the first time in three years. I had wanted to go into the JSDF, but they kinda have a thing against people who can’t see. So I now do a journalist job. It’s not what I wanted to do. But maybe…maybe its what I was meant to do. Maybe this is who I should be.”
Kida just looked at me. Perhaps she was applying my thinking to her own problem. I realised I couldn’t hear her thoughts.
“Can I use your shower?”
“Um, sure. Third door on the right. “
“Thanks,” She started towards the bathroom, but just before she walked out of the zone of communication between us, she turned and looked at me.
“Oh, and Seraph?”
I turned my head until the image of myself was facing her.
“Don’t peek,” I smiled and wondered if she was smiling too.
I heard the shower start up and I let out a sigh. She was going to be here until the rains let up and the roads became usable again. So until that happens, life was going to be weird…
* * *

So thats the 1st chapter. ask if you want more. Legal bit: this story is all the work of me and me alone, except for Kida Chihara's name, which was Chie's idea. The places in this fiction are fictional except for the City of Shimizu, which is a real city in japan. Likeness of characters within this fiction to other characters, fictional or not, is purely coincidential.

FINALLY: we have Kida and Serpah bios. Here we go:
Seraph
name: Seraph Shinkai
age: 18
height: 6'0''
hair colour: white
eye colour: unknown
Likes: Ramen, working out, Kida
Dislikes: His brothers pratical jokes, being called disabled.
Other: Live's with his brother, Cain, Can see through Kida's eyes, despite being blind himself.

Kida
Name: Kida
age: 17
height: 5'7''
Hair colour: soft pink
eye colour: soft pink
Likes: Listening to people, Seraph, having active conversation with Seraph
Dislikes: Needing an interpreter, Having her breasts unsupported
Other: Is mute, but can speak into Serpah's mind. Turned up naked on Seraph's doorstep with no knowledge of how she got there.


ANd thats all for today. Sorry if this post is a bit extensive, but I've had a lot to catch up on. Gomen Masai!!!

Ciao- D.A
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Monday, June 7, 2004

   Hullo briefly...
Hi its me again. Just a quick note to say I will be back woth full updates shortly. BTW, I have some uploads to show you guys. oh, and NEW YORK WAS FRICKIN AWESOME!!!

on a bad note, I did discover my mum (40 yrs old) was pregnant!!!! about seven weeks pregnant!!!
whats so bad about that I hear you say.
well, my mum went to hospital on friday cuz she didnae feel well and they discovered that the baby had been dead for about a fortnight. so no sibling for me. though it has to be said my two bros are enuff as is. and this poor kid would have been 18 yrs younger than me....but send my mum ur love, cuz shes in a bad way at the mo.


ALso, im in the middle of exams today. I have three exams, adding up to a grand total of 8hrs of exam time!!!!!! im gonna be shattered by the end of the day.

i have this to show you. Has anyone watched Final Fantasy Unlimited? I thought this up whilst watching some sh!tty translated version that my mate had imported, so the words are a little squiff from the ADV version, but the gist of its there. What do ya think? read as a normal comic strip.
FFU NG

More manga updates coming soon...

Thought for the week: Life is a poker game and either God's a crappy dealer or the deck is stacked!!!
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Friday, May 14, 2004

A bit about myself at this time...
What is your name?: Phil Reginald Weston (tis true)
Are you named after anyone?: My middle name is from my Great Grandad.
What's your screename?: Darke Angel
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No, i want my kid to be normal.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Kayleigh.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: My name rules.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: People call me Drake or dark. ITS DARKE YOU MORONS! WITH AN E!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Nah, im fine as is.
basic
Your gender:Male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes and loving it...
If not, do you want to be?: Fu** no.
Birthdate:: Jan 6th 1987
Your age:: 17
Age you act:: depends on my mood.
Age you wish you were:: Im okay at 17.
Your height:: 6'1''
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: no, i want red eyes.
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: and white hair.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: I live in a house with my mum dad and lil bro.
Your family:: mum,dad,dad,bro(older in america)lil bro.
Have any pets?: dog
Whats your job?: I work at the checkouts in a supermarket. and it pisses me off, but I love the money.
Piercings?:God no.
Tattoos?: No but it would be cool to get one. an anime one.
Obsessions?: anime
Addictions?: anime
Do you speak another language?: i know various phrases.
Have a favorite quote?: yes: Going to church doesnt make you any more christian than standing in a garage makes you a car...
Do you have a webpage?: myotaku.com
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: peopel piss me off. they should all die.
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: occasionally.
Do you like your handwriting?: could be better.
Do you have any bad habits?: yes. but i aint telling.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: im unique. When they made me they broke the mold, tore up the blueprints and ate the designer...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Random.
What's your biggest fear?:the end of anime, and never being able to see it again.
Can you sing?: *sings* nobody knows the troubles i've seen...
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: yes, i pretend to look like me. now thats cool.
Are you a loner?:Yes, but i do have friends.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: anime, manga, trying to get the most out of life with minimum effort.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: God no.
Are you a daredevil?: not really.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate the way I always reveal to much info about myself to others.
Are you passive or agressive?: depends
Do you have a journal?: myotaku.com account
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: my easy going attitude in the face of tension and my procrastination (they're kinda similar, but ones defintley not in a good way.)
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: that's personal...
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: um...
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: a few things...
Do you think life has been good so far?: no it sucks hard, but it does have its ups.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Life sucks. deal with it.
Like most about your body?: my long legs
And least?: no comment
Do you think you are good looking?: not really, but beauty is in the eye of the beholder. get it out with Optrex...
Are you confident?: sometimes
What is the fictional character you are most like?: any chracter that experiances severe mood swings...
Are you perceived wrongly?: mostly
Do You...
Smoke?: I have done, but it is a filthy habit.
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: often
Go to church?: nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?: not by IM
Sleep with stuffed animals?:a couple..
Take walks in the rain?: yeah...
Talk to people even though you hate them?: depends how badly I hate them...
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: yes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes I like it
Hurt yourself?: *ac-HEM!*
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: don't think so
Been in love?: what is love?
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: yeah...
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: thought about it a few times
Played strip poker?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: keep pushing me and I will break one day...
Been picked on?: once or twice.
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes but not anymore
Pulled an all nighter?: Yup.
If yes, what is your record?: 36 hrs
Gone one day without food?: dont joke...
Talked on the phone all night?: no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:no
Slept all day?: until lunch.
Killed someone?: dont tempt me...
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yeah, but its cool...
Kissed the same sex?: yuck,hell no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?:my dreams are psychic projections (except that one with the super fish...)
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: yes but you probably wouldn't know them in your country
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes
On purpose?: aint saying
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes, but its cool.
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: no
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: no
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: no but it's fun to read
Magic?: no
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: sprits and angels, but not ghosts
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: unbelivable
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: umm. yes.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: half that and half my own.
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: either to heaven or hell or pugatory (which i call the celestial waiting room)
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: not that i know of
Who is your best friend?: Nick
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: me
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Aim for the Top! (Gunbuster)
Your favourite inside joke?: Say what?
Thing you're picked on most about?: being me.
Who's your longest known friend?: Nick
Newest?: no one new deserves my friendship...
Shyest?: dunno
Funniest?: Paddy
Sweetest?: aint no such thang
Closest?: Nick or Paddy
Weirdest?: me
Smartest?: combined i.q of twelve
Ditziest?: I don't really have a ditzy friend
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Pheebs
Last person you talked to online?: You guys
Who do you talk to most online?: you guys
Who are you on the phone with most?: no one
Who do you trust most?: No one
Who listens to your problems?: No one
Who do you fight most with?: Everyone
Who's the nicest?: not sure
Who's the most outgoing?: Nick
Who's the best singer?: Me
Who's on your shit-list?: The world at large
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No
Who's your second family?:NO ONE
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: mORLEY!
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: Paddys
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Theres no one i trust enough
Do your friends know you?: yes
Friend that lives farthest away:: they all do
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: yes
What do you find romantic?: butterflies.
Turn-on?: im not giving you girls any ammo.
Turn-off?: Life after it smacks me in the head again.
First kiss?: 15
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: BWA HA HA!!! ...you're kidding right?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing someone
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: ummm yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
What is best about the opposite sex?: Their different perspective on lifes lil nuances
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They're so damn annoying!
What's the last present someone gave you?: Um chocolate. or a chinese.
Are you in love?: nope
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I don't have one at the moment
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Im not haunted.
You wanted to kill?: The world at large
That you laughed at?: The world
That laughed at you?: The world
That turned you on?: I can't say
You went shopping with?: Nick
That broke your heart?: Naomi
To disappoint you?: me
To ask you out?: Chloe
To make you cry?: No one
To brighten up your day?: Chie (myotaku.com)
That you thought about?: Me...^-^
You saw a movie with?: me
You talked to on the phone?: Nick
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: dont do it.
You saw?: Paddy
You lost?: My nan. But that was years ago...
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no (thank god)
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: Suit
Body part you're touching right now:: Breasts...Oh my OWN body part...
What are you worried about right now?: My bl00dy AS exams. But what the hell can i do about it?
What book are you reading?:Tales of the Otori
What's on your mousepad?:Mouse (duh)
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Pissed off,knackered,random,sweaty, lazy
Are you bored?: yep
Are you tired?: yep
Are you talking to anyone online?: nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
Are you lonely or content?: at the moment I'm content in my lonliness
Are you listening to music?: nope




So thats all about me. by the time you have finished reading this, my three weeks will be up and I will have returned from study leave. I will try to post, but if I can't I can't I got work to do. Ciao...


ps: I will have written the first part of my new "See no Evil, Speak no Evil" manga on Word during my three weeks. CHIE: im gonna use the name you suggested for the girl. Congrats.

Later y'all. Try not to have too much fun without me...
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Thursday, May 13, 2004

i have no subject. deal with it. or die!!!!
Hi again...

tis me.

again.

I might start calling myself Random. Cuz thats how everyone describes me.
"So what do you think of *my real name*?"
"Him? He's kinda random..."

Yuh, that happens alot. Oh well.


RESULT: Male characters name: Seraph. I got some devine inspiration.. but I kinda need a surname. The name for the female is still open. stay tuned.

I go on study leave starting this weekend, so I wont be able to post for three weeks. (stupid parents, too stingy to buy broadband, so im stuck woth stupid dial up connection. its so goddamn slow!!)
I might get a couple of posts in but i'll be gone a while. On the plus side, Im going to New York during the second week to see my brother graduate from AMDA. The cool thing is that Im gonna have a lotta money and I get to visit Jim Hendley's universe on 33rd (?) street, behind the Empire State Building. All my anime needs. Plus Forbidden Planet. Sweet...
so, im gonna post tomorrow and that will be it for a while. ciao..
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

hi there y'all.
My Statistics
Total Visits 186
Popularity Ranking # 960 (out of 7,591 active sites)

Not bad. Also, I have achieved 40 guestbook entries. Not bad for the british otaku. 14 more site visits and I have 200!! The 2nd hundred went a whole lot quicker than the 1st hundred. Id especially like to thank Chie(for always being there when she already has a tonne of crap to deal with), Chained Angel(for being cute and sharing my happy place), Little Angel(say hi to your niece for me), Onokij(love the music videos and thank you so much for introducng me to Midori and Fallout), Susan Xiong(just for being there) and all my online friends for regularly visitng my site and enriching my otaku experiance. This site is dedicated to you.

Stay tuned for more E.A updates, the results on the "See no Evil, Speak no Evil" name competition and just general Dark craziness mixed with a tad of caffine. ^-^
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004

also...
for all those who want to know because its driving them crazy...

GLOMP (adjective) (glom-puh): a giant, squeeze-the-air-out-of-your-lungs bear hug


so if you ever wanted to know what a glomp is, heres the definition.
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okay, i need help...
Right, im gonna start writing me new Manga (on a word document, no actual manga yet) and I need ideas for names. Its up to you, the avid vistors of my site, to think of some names. I was thinking of Theresa as the girls name, but im wanna have more japanesey type names. Read yesterdays post for details of the manga. Winner of this lil comp gets their name mentioned in the disclaimer/credits. Okay, thank you...
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