Friday, June 25, 2004

just saying hi......................gh as a kite

but i knew that already.


hi again. England lost last nights match against Portugal: THANK GOD!
finally, life can return to normal.
I might go and buy a model to celebrate...

so hows all you guys? feeling good? no troubles? i hope so, Counter Glomps take up a lot of energy (and if you have no idea about what im talking about, read the last post.)

Back to work tomorrow. Poo. if you've read my guide that i posted a few days back, you'll know why im so goddamned depressed.
but hey, another day of life cant be complained at. more anime for me...

i skipped English class this morning. My excuse is that im too depressed after Englands loss at euro 2004, but thats just bullshite
i just couldnt be bothered.
everybody seems to be obsessed with poems or lyrics, so im gonna post some stuff.

this is a poem by Robert Browning

The years at the spring;
The day's at the morn;
Morning's at seven;
The hill-side's dew-pearled;
The lark's on the wing;
The snail's on the thorn:
God's in his heaven...
All's right with the world!

and heres one i made up.

I hear thunder, I hear thunder,
hark, cant you, hark cant you?
pitter patter raindrops, pitter patter raindrops,
im soaked through, why aren't you? Cunt.

and heres one that makes me happy, despite the fact im seventeen.

Row row row your boat, gently down the stream, merrily merrily merrily merrily, Life is but a dream....

how true.

and heres some lyrics I wrote.

Just Be Yourself,
Earth Angels Theme
by Darke Angel.

Come on Baby, Show me that smile.

Just be yourself,
I know it’s easier said than done,
Just be yourself,
We’ll get through these days one by one,
Just be yourself,
Cause when Im with you,
Everything’s alright.

When Im with you,
Time just seems to slow down,
When you’re with me,
Everything’s just fine,
When Im with you,
Nothing seems to go wrong,
I have to ask you,
Will you be mine?

When you’re down and you’re feeling bad,
I’ll be there, always by your side,
You make me ever so happy,
Come on baby, show me your smile!

Just be yourself,
When everything’s looking down,
Just be yourself,
Put on a smile, throwaway that frown,
Just be yourself,
And you will find,
Everything’s alright.

When the sun is,
Shining in the heavens,
Or when the rain,
Falls from way up high,
I’ll stand by you,
You and me together,
Come on baby,
No need to cry.

When the grey covers the sky,
Or when the storm threatens the blue
You will find me where I’ve always been
Standing baby, right by you.

*MUSICAL INTERLUDE*
Just be yourself,
I know it’s easier said than done,
Just be yourself,
We’ll get through these days one by one,
Just be yourself,
Cause when Im with you,
Everything’s alright.

Come fly with me,
We’ll take it through the night,
Come fly with me,
We’re a picture perfect sight,
Come fly with me,
We’ll soar up so high,
We’ll touch heaven

And when Im with you,
Everything’s alright.


Theres also a midi which i composed for the above, but i dont know how to upload and put it on this page.
Lyrics: Mista P! A.k.a Phil Weston
Music: Mista P!

and here some lyrics I wrote when I was really high but not on drugs. I hate drugs. I get high on life. Some days Im just really high, and otjhers, im really depressed. This was written on one of the high days.

High on Life.

Others take drugs to escape...
some rely on drink...
but to get the best kicks...
people just do not think...

cannabis and poppers didnt do it for me...
but i need to escape the strife...
alcohol didnt set me free...
but now im so hi~gh on life..

People say im crazy...
people say im a fool...
but its the best high you can get
and i dont care for you

Pure highs are rare
but this drug is rife,
others may not care,
but im so goddamn hi~gh on life.

BRIDGE...
its true that every high has a low,
but these wont kill you y'know,
you can get past it if you try
cuz after every low you get highhhh...

INSTRUMENTAL SOLOS

High on life

High on Life

High on Life.

Life is beautiful

its the ultimate high

just get high...on life.


Written by Phil Weston 25/03/04

so there we are. Enjoy life y'all. dont let my stupid depressed mood get to you. cuz im only gonna be high again soon. and then you will have to beware. mu-wa-ha-ha-ha!

See y'all on Monday...


Thought for the Week end:
It was just...that he was always alone. Never anyone to share the game with. But he didn't mind. he was just living in a dream world
but where do dreams end and reality begin. and in the end...isn't all the same? ARE YOU LIVING IN THE REAL WORLD.

(transcript from Cowboy Bebop: The movie, adapted to apply to myself)


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