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Thursday, September 16, 2004


*adds post*
Hello again.
current status:
Location: Mus tech (again!! i should like, bring a mini bar in here or something...)
Wearing: blue shirt and etc etc..
Feeling: dunno. weird, i guess...
Listening To: nada. I do have the Shrek 2 soundtrack in my bag tho...

in response to your posts yesterday:

Tarokun: *cuts Taro's head off.*

Flukey: Not yet, my school wont allow me to acsess my email. Ill have em by Sunday by the latest and then I'll either email or PM you back with comments. ^-^

'Star-chan: Thats cool...

Memaki: I HAVE RED BULL!!!

Cee-chan: yeah, know the feeling. okay, i have had two G.Fs, but im single at the mo...

Clair-chan: thank you and have a nice day to you too.

No. 5: yes I do. why?

I decided in the end not to bother with the party. Three reasons.
1: Im working all weekend, so it would not look good to turn up bleary eyed and hungover at work on Sunday.
2: I don't do parties.
3: I dont think id really fit in with her crowd. If we were bands, she'd be like Evanescence and Im more like Weird Al Yankovic. Not quite total opposites, but you wouldn't put em in a concert together.

...It makes me think though...

Chibi image of Darke: Careful...

Darke: *shoots image* i actually have no life. really. my life consists of work, cadets, school and online. I never go out with my mates. I never go to see movies or stuff. the last tme I activley went out it was on my own, and it was to London to go and buy manga.
I dont have a GF (though im not particulary sure I want one.). Lets face it. In terms of scoial status, Im a loser.
Not that i hate being who I am. I love my Gundams and my manga and coming here and chatting with you guys. But am I really a nerd?

*thinks about this*

...
LOL!! Yeah, I am a nerd. But im a cool nerd. I obsess about cool things. not silly things like minute details of LOTR or Harry Potter, and i dont have initamte knowledge of every single Star Trek or Star Wars publication. And the people who run and visit places like Forbidden Planet and design cool games are pretty cool themselves. And I can accept that.
Just as I can accept the fact that Im probably gonna die a virgin. its cool. I dont mind. I am who I am. Identity crisis over...

*sings*
I am what I am
I am my own special creation
So come take a look
Give me the hook or the ovation
It’s my world
That I want to have a little pride in
My world
And it’s not a place I have to hide in
Life’s not worth a damn
Till you can say
I am what I am

I am what I am
I don’t want praise I don’t want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it’s noise I think it’s pretty
And so what if I love each sparkle and each bangle
Why not try to see things from a different angle
Your life is a sham
Till you can shout out
I am what I am

I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck
Sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It’s one life and there’s no return and no deposit
One life so it’s time to open up your closet
Life’s not worth a damn till you can shout out
I am what I am

I am what I am

I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It’s one life and there’s no return and no deposit
One life so it’s time to open up your closet
Life’s not worth a damn till you can shout out

I AM WHAT I AM!!!!

so stick that in your pipe and smoke it. *sticks middle finger up at the world at large and then walks off humming.*

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