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Friday, October 15, 2004
Someday…someday Ill kill them all…
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happy evil….Pic © Fallout 161
Im very depressed at the moment….
Got home late last night after tanking myself up with red bull and smirnoff Ice. I got home about 10:30 ish and mum gave me “that look”. But she didn’t say anything.
This morning I woke up a bit late. It didn’t help that everyone in the house was clattering around at 5:30 this morning. My lil bro was going to the Somme today for a school trip and my dad was going to work early, so my mum was up too and thusly I was awake at stupid o’clock this morning. Ne hoo, this morning mum woke me up rudely (again) and then at breakfast she said “you’re getting later and later coming home from cadets. You came home 10:40 on Monday, and 10:30 last night (which made me think “thats earlier isnt it?”) and I had to get you up both mornings after. This won’t do y’know.”
I was just pissed off. I know what I was doing. I had it all under control. I had a set of alarms ready so I didn’t oversleep. Part of me wants to leave home and do what I want to do, to be free. But I know I cant support myself on the money I have at the mo. And I should be more appreciative of my mum as she and dad do pay for the house and food and stuff, and treat us from time to time. I hate having a conscience.
But I was still pissed off. I’ve been suppressing anger for so long now. In my soul is a ball of anger and homocidal rage. I come off as cool on occasion and careless, but sometimes I let my anger slip through. Im so pissed with humanity and life. Im so angry, Its kinda frightening. I listened to “Welcome to the Jungle” and felt better after I heard the lines “You know where you are? You’re in the Jungle Baby. You’re gonna die!!” and after I said “Someday, Ill kill them…Ill Kill them ALL!” a few times. I know if I don’t lose this bottled up anger im going to be consumed by it, but there are very few acceptable out lets for anger. How do you guys get rid of anger?
On a lighter note…
I started reading “MegaTokyo” yesterday. Its really good. And its inspired me to write my own comic. A proper comic. I might release one once a week or once a fortnight, or whenever I have the time -_-‘
Stay tuned for it.
Im going to be on and off intermittently for the next two weeks. I have tests that I have to do next week and the week after is half term, so I wont be on as much for the next two weeks maybe. See y’all on Monday, probably. Laters y’all.
Thought for the week: Shackled by anger, I await my punishment.
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