Tuesday, November 16, 2004

   *yawn*
so tired.... ~_~


so freakin bored. got a tonne of stuff to do and no real desire to do any of it.


had a weird dream this morning. I had a dream i was playing poker with my mates and i had an excellent hand. i cant play poker, but i just knew that this hand was the best hand you can get. The stakes were rising and I was just about to play my hand when the FUCKING ALARM WENT OFF!!! i never saw how it turned out. T.T
not that i would have mattered, but its annoying knowing you're going to win, and then get the chance swiped from you.

*sigh*

I've managed to get all of vol.1 of See No Evil onto fictionpress.com. huzzah! Just got vol.2 (chaps 5-7 and the not yet existant chap8 and epliogue) to go. After i finish, Im thinking of doing a little Omake. just for a laugh.

Yesterday we were told by our english/comms teacher that he wants to have our work folders in by the end of the week so he can check our work and get it ready for a Parent-Teacher evening. My work is covered, and i mean COVERED with doodles. its not finding the doodles in the work, its finding the work in amongst the doodles. i might have "not tell" my mum about the evening. ^^;

We have a cadet talent show coming up soon. i might sing in it or something. i dunno.

here, as promised is the results form the handwriting test i did. Its pretty accurate actually. if you dont wanna read it, skip to the bottom.

Here is your analysis.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Phil has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Phil fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Phil has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Phil is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Phil would like to leave the past behind and move on.

Phil has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Phil's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Phil has regarding sex and physical things. So, his lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Phil is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

Phil is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.


Phil has a temper. He uses this as a defense mechanism when he doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around him.


Phil is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Phil basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Phil's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Phil slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project. He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Phil can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Diplomacy is one of Phil's best attributes. He has the ability to say what others want to hear. He can have tact with others. He has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Phil can disagree without being disagreeable.

Phil will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!


Phil uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Phil does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest.
All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise. Phil will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone.

He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally. Phil is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially.
According to the data input, Phil doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.


if you read all of that, have a cookie.

congratulations.

I cant be bothered to think up a random question or interesting thought. so, taking a leaf from Flueky's scrapbook, i want you guys to ask me a question. anything at all.
or tell me something interesting. anything at all. be free of your inhibitons. ^^

laters y'all



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