Thursday, November 10, 2005

*yawns*
Gosh Im tired....

Jo was so friggin happy today. July gave her some Naruto stuff as for her birthday, which is next month, its 17th of December, and Jo was just.... joyful.

Man Im hungry.... Tired, hungry but yet happy. Dont know why really. Maybe Jo's mom is gonna make something good today. Like those sandwhiches she sometimes makes....

*yawn* Todays Arts Special class was boring. Yes, I had to take it. We did some wierd things with potatoes.... Lol.

"- Cursing, God, why?
Falling for every lie
Survivors' guilt
In us forevermore

15 candles
Redeemers of this world
Dwell in hypocrisy:
"How were we supposed to know"
..."

It still keeps ringin on my head. The Kinslayer... I just love Nightwish. The words so compare with me. Pity that Tarja got kicked out from Nightwish.... What is a band without solist anyway, huh?

Well well Im going to go to eat something now, soo....
I see you all around.

Bye....




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Wednesday, November 9, 2005

The Kinslayer
For whom the gun tolls
For whom the prey weeps
Bow before a war
Call it religion

Some wounds never heal
Some tears never will
Dry for the unkind
Cry for mankind

Even the dead cry
- Their only comfort
Kill your friend, I don't care
Orchid kids, blinded stare

Need to understand
No need to forgive
No truth no sense left to be followed

"Facing this unbearable fear like meeting an old friend"
"Time to die, poor mates, You made me what I am!"

"In this world of a million religions everyone prays the same way"

"Your praying is in vain It'll all be over soon"
"Father help me, save me a place by your side!"
"There is no god Our creed is but for ourselves"

"Not a hero unless you die Our species eat the wounded ones"

"Drunk with the blood of your victims
I do feel your pity-wanting pain,
Lust for fame, a deadly game"

"Run away with your impeccable kin!"

"- Good wombs hath borne bad sons..."
- Cursing, God, why?
Falling for every lie
Survivors' guilt
In us forevermore

15 candles
Redeemers of this world
Dwell in hypocrisy:
"How were we supposed to know"

The Kinslayer by Nightwish. I love Nightwishes new album, Highest Hopes. It has awesome songs in it. For excample, The Kinslayer, Sleeping Sun, Wishmaster and all kinda other great songs. God I love it!

Well well...
Christy, I know that Ive said this hell many times, but I want you here next Christmas. Its been so longs since we last time met, dear friend.
And Jo wants to see Nina too. Very much.

This is what she told me:

"Im sure there will be hell alot fighting again. I know it. Mom will hurt Nina and Miia. But you know what, Cathy? This time, I am not gonna shut up. I am not gonna be afraid that mom will hate me, I will stand by my sisters side, hug them, comfort them, so everything to make them better. If you as why, theres only one reason: Theres no-one closer to me than they are. They are even more than just best friends to me, they are my sisters. No matter if we really werent related. I love them, and thats enough. I will bite, fight, scream and cry for them. I would die for them. That is how much I love my two sisters, Nina and Miia."

Thats right, they arent even related. Im actually pretty impressed. Jo is shy and never shows her emotions. But I can tell that she will stand by their side. Just like I will, would and have stood by Christys.

Friendship and love is one great thing.

Have a nice day.



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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

Never ever

They always tried to make me and Christy christian.

I am proud that I am what I am. I accept god as long as no-ones trying to make me belive in hes power. God never helped me when I was weak, never! Ive been suffering always, and always will, and I have never been in hell yet.

I am what I am.
Just let me be me.
Christy.... As it always was, looks like we still only got each other. I love you dear friend. I hope I will see you in the christmas. *smiles*



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Monday, November 7, 2005

Hmm....

Christy....
Im sorry if I worried you.
Angel. Im sorry too.
Seems like that even tho theres only 2 that knows the truth of me, Im gonna stay. Christy has been always my best friend, and will be, we're tied up together and that wont change.

Im staying. Dont worry. I got to be here.
I got a destiny....


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Sunday, November 6, 2005

The End...
...My excisting has just been dangered...
Everyone, I am sorry, but I bet I cant go on at MyO. No-one actually knows who or what I am. Which means I dont even excist. Im only a shadow in peoples minds....

This aint my destiny, no. Its not ending here.
I will live... Somehow. No matter if theres no-one by my side. Im not letting anyone by my side.
Cedric, I am sorry. Lucifer, you too.

Angel, I saw this coming. One Last Kiss Goodbye was owed for you.

Farewell, everyone. Take care of yourselves. If you get worried aboute me, PM xSakurax. Shes a friend.

"Peoples around you make the real you, not you only by yourself"





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Thursday, November 3, 2005

Lyrics & a note
Lying by the trees
All wrapped up in leaves
I lay you down to sleep
You're so lovely

Little hands so white and pale
Blue under your nails
I wanna show how much I care
Sleeping beauty

We'll let this be our hide-away
Our secret
I'll set you free though I must stay
'cause our love can't be shared

This will be your one
Last kiss goodbye
And I wish you - and I wish you
This will be your one
Last kiss goodbye
And I wish you, and i wish well in hell

It's been years since we last met
Now it's fall and leaves are wet
I think you must have lost some weight
But you're still lovely

We'll let this be our hide-away
Our secret
I'll set you free though I must stay
'cause our love can't be shared

This will be your one
Last kiss goodbye
And I wish you - and I wish you
This will be your one
Last kiss goodbye
And I wish you, and i wish well in hell

I know you will be waiting
Sleeping in your pelt
If I couldn't have your baby
No one ever will
'cause our love can't be shared

This will be your one
Last kiss goodbye
And I wish you - and I wish you
This will be your one
Last kiss goodbye
And I wish you, and i wish well in hell (x2)


Last kiss goodbye by Lordi....

Im not gonna be online at the weekend. I got stuff to do with Cedric and Lucifer....

C ya




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