Friday, March 24, 2006

wow i love this game sooooo much though i cant play it cuz my brother took it with him...*evil brother*!!!!!
grrr i have geometry homework again and well....im confused and its hard...*tear tear* and i have to work again tonight....and and and...gah i dont know *quiet and you could hear my brain burning*...i doubt my dad can remember geometry when he did it cuz he learned it when he was in the army....grrr....you would never see me in an army..*unless i was the ruler of one ^_^*...even though all army related people want me to except their invitation to join...oh and a lot of collages are inviting me too...though i dont plan on going to any collage yet...i actually want to do stuff with my life first before i settle and go to collage...anyways...
Uncle Bunraku...if you still havent got my email or pm then: me and elf are just friends at school though i call her sister cuz like you and yensid i adopted her into my family...*since i dont have any sisters*..ok you got it now...and if not then Aunt Yensid could you tell him for me cuz he might actually go insane if he hasnt already ^_^...thank you
ok now where was i....oh yeah....hungry again...but thats just me...the non eater...and dont worry i will try to eat regulary...though i have to say if i could...i would forget eating entirely..cuz i hate eating....*sign*....this sucks...its a day before the weekend and i could care less...i hate not having a life...but i think i can blame my parents for that.... they have this weird thing were they want me to go and do stuff but when the time comes that i can...they wont let me go....grrrr....ok i had lunch now and really it was health...*yeah right*..i had mini chocolate brownies...yep and they were yummie...yeah *blinks* well i think im going to go now...*laughs at everyone wanting my machanical hugs*...so now what you all been waiting for...my machanical hugs!!!!...*machine noises sound and stiff metal arms wrap aroung you all...ouch watch the claws!! ^_^

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

what the hell is wrong with this school!!!!!...oh sorry theres something going on with things i dont know very much about...i heard it from my friend and i thing darkelf knows whats up...*i just didnt go see so i could know whats up yet*...anyways todays early release and i have to work tonight...i better not be working with that @#$*&% manager...though i think shes getting better with her attitude problem...or shes just doing a nice version of ignoring me...*shrugs*..oh well i dont care as long as i get paid.....anyways i had lunch money today but not any time to eat...so i got into our snack machines and got a cinnimon roll to share with darkelf...it was yummy and creamy and...crap im hungry still...well i think we only havean hour and a half left for today..*its 10:35 right now*...oh my background can resemble me a bit...with my red hair and her red hair..though my hair is shorter...and the dark black clothes....and pale skin...yeah plus the blood i like to bring forth from my victims...*ahh i dont wanna be in my violent mood today..(hits head) grr just stay happy just long enough till i work or sumthing*....ok sorry about that guys....now what was i saying...oh ummm...i htink im going to go now oki..^_^..peace out everyone...*machanical hugs for everybody*

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hey guys im hungry and well....yeah im just hungry...but i have no money for lunch so i have to wait till i get home....heehee then i can watch my recorded shows *inuyasha and trigun*...oh boy i colored my hair red last night...*RED HEADS ROCK*...i dont know why but i just wish i was a natural red head...you dont see a lot of red heads that much...anyways...in english im reading a book called Lord of the Flies...yeah its interesting..its about a group of young boys...the oldest is 12...and they were on a plane that was taking them away from a war that was going on but the plane got hit and now they have to survive on their own...yeah the characters are a bit shady..if you know what i mean...so who all liked my stick people fight huh...i thought it was funny so i put it on my post for you guys...*quickly thanks the maker of this stick fight*...
LEIGH!!!!!! could you help me with sum thing....could you get a pic of me on my site liek you did before...cuz i want to show everyone my cute and evil violent face..heehee
anyways...omfg im in trouble with my dad when i get home...cuz i forgot to wash the eggs like he told me to....*tear tear*...oh sorry let me explain...I HAVE CHICKENS...and we take there eggs and-clean them of course-and then we eat them...or my mom sells them for a dollar or sumthing...let me tell ya guys..chicken eggs fresh from the rear.*ok that sounded gross* is better than store bought....grrr now im making myself hungrier....*sigh*...hey i just realized sumthing...poeple seem to TRUST strangers than the people they know...cuz people tell strangers things like their life or what they think about and then they keep secrets with people like their friends and family....hmmm why are we like that.......hmmm *thinking*

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

yay i finished my essay woo hoo...now i have geometry homework to do...yes yes i know why am i in geometry if im a junior..well not every one can be good in math stuff..cuz im not..wow am i not..cuz i flunked that class with only a 40% for this quarter *tear tear*...my parents are going to kill me when they see my report card when we get it...well at least my dad will for sure since lately hes been acting all....*thinking of a good word..* crazy-like cuz he usually teases me and stuff and doesnt really have authority in the house hold...that is until he got an attitude now...cuz lately everything i do is wrong and stupid and he gets angry at all of it...well except me going to work...its just not right...even my mom has noticed and that gets her agrivated at him and things get deadly quiet and well at least i have my mom on my side this time cuz i never do lik eit when she gets mad..*shakes head: no sir ree*...anyways my brother visited me last night it was awsome...he lost a bit of weight i think...and plus it was raining hard so he spent the night on the couch...yay we watched princess mononoke together...and then my parents got back from bowling and my dad took over the tv...grrr...and then i went to bed...i wonder if hes still there...well probibly not...his girlfriends g-ma is in the hospital so hes probibly with her now....yep....

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Monday, March 20, 2006

hey guys im back and guess what.....i dont wanna be back...well at school that is....plus i need to do my essay thats due tomarrow......oh saturday night me and my parents went and watched V for Vendetta...yeah that was an interesting movie...it reminded me of the movie..the Phantom of the Opera....yeah...i wanted to do sum shopping but nooooo my mommy didnt let me....oh i talked my dad into letting me drive his truck to work...though his truck scares me cuz its so big....*dum dum dum dummmmmm*.....i need a new job...i have been working in the same place for lets see....9 months now...yeah thats sad.......oh wow my mommy painted my walls and shes letting me use one of my walls to draw on....yes im going to draw my anime stuff on it....yep my room now looks like a teen actually lives in it...*big smile*....wow i feel odd....this usually is what people call being happy...*aww im smiling..now the world will explode*....jk...anyways darn it i missed lunch again.....oh well wow i feel happy oh so happy...it scares me..amd everyone else..heehee...oh i get to color my hair red again..yeah wooppy!!!......wow full metal alchemist is over...waaaahh....ed has gone on the other side to london...envy is gone to...well i dont know but hes gone...and al is all well kid like and cute and he still loves his brother...awww...*tear tear*...i think they should continue fma sence so many people love it...and naruto and other shows are being taken over by the Myazaki *i didnt spell that right i know* movies...ya know like spirited away and princess mononoke and stuff...though i do like those shows i still want naruto....*sigh*....

FULL METAL ALCHEMIST...THE END...WAAAHHH!!!!!

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Friday, March 10, 2006

  

yeah it stoped raining now...woo hoo...and i have to go to work again today...and then sunday...yeah i dont want to go....but i have to...*sigh*...i wont say i hate go to work really bad..its jsut the people..*the evil manager* there...i dont like dealing with the customers....hmmm i want a job that has me only sitting at a computer all day and thats it...not dealing with people..just sitting and typing or sumthing....anyways..now its time for my accounting class...yep...dont ever take an accounting class unless your smart in numbers..........oh this morning i had to get this grade check paper signed by my mom and i made sure she didnt know that it was my grade for this quarter...i said that if she signed it then i would getr extra credit for that class and plus she was in a rush to leave for work so she didnt see that very bad grade i had...woo hoo im safe....for now that is...>.<....yay i got done with my accounting test...now i have computer time...well i havent finished my accounting homework but i dont think im going to finish it...i know i know thats now a good idea but well it would all be wrong anyway cuz this stuff is so hard for me...i dont know why i even took this class...oh wait yes i do...leigh made me take this class...doom on you girly...ok jk sissy poo !! *aahh dont hit me!*....man i have my english essay to work on this spring break...and i have to do good on this one or i wont be able to get my grade up at all...its hopeless...and this time im not going to wait till the last minute to do it like i always do..........wow i wont be able to get back on here till like the 20th after spring break.....waaaaaah i wont be able to talk to you guys...*tear tear*...may you all have a good week with out poor little me.......*leigh dont say anything*.....sooooo.....happy happy joy joy...ahh i hve to use the porsaline express..if you know what i mean...heehee i am going to be bored out of my mind over spring break....ill just be able to sit there and watch tv and eat....no computer..or friends that live near by....all my friends live like almost an hour away and leigh lives...well just long enough away to drive my parents crazy....*sigh*....as much peoplephobic that i am i need people near me to play with....yes guys im peoplephobic..well i dont think its called that but thats what i call it...it means i dont like being surrouded by people or crowds or people touching me...well i let my close buddies like hug me and stuff but other than that i hate people touching me....i never give hugs....*well i just tell you i am and then use my torchering machine that moves my arms into a hug..lol*....hmmmmm i only got 4 hours of sleep last night cuz since i worked last night..i stayed longer and i got home at 11-ish and got into bed at 1...yeah i couldnt fall asleep till then...............anime....i need anime..and manga heehee.....ok i think im going to go now and look for sum pics or sumthing....well guys ill miss you till the 20th...have fun *not too much though*....looks around at you guys..*now now guys you can have fun with out alcohol and stuff...be good and have fun being good*...hee hee love you guys..see ya all laters!!!
~PEACE FOR THE WEEK~ <3

AHH I LOVE THIS PIC!!!

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Thursday, March 9, 2006

   RAIN RAIN...COME AND MAKE ME DROWN ..OR SWIM ^_^

*yawn*....its raining again and well rain can make me sleepy feeling....oh well i just finished my outline on ninjas...yes im doing an essay on ninjas....its neato...oh and i have an essay due after spring break about this book my english class read...yeah that sucks....oh and guess what...my parents arent letting me go to Michigan for spring break next week...*tear tear* and i really wanted to go......*sigh* oh well im not going to dwell....man i wanna go out side and play in the rain...but i have to work tonight...grr i dont want to work tonight....well i hope im not working with that mean...*silently says a bad word*...manager...ugg i hate that woman....i swear she thinks shes god or sumthing....i really need a new and different job.......oh i just remembered that i need to call my brother so he can come home and get his mail...and bring back one of my dnangel movies...and i need to watch my recorded show..trigun..yep yep...anywho...last night me and my mom went shopping and i finally got this months Newtype USA magizine...yeah i love that mag.

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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

*sigh*...ok im not going to freak out today...today is a good day....others have problems to...i just need to breath...*calmed*...today in all my classes it seemed that the teachers wanted a break to cuz in all of my classes we just sat there basicly...well i watched a mivie, did one worksheet in math and well its just been an easy day...oh plus it was storming out side in the morning...yep the thunder was making all the car alarms go off...it was funny ^_^ ....you want ot know sumthing strange...when it was raining really hard...everyone around me was getting soaked but me...it was like the rain didnt want to touch me...cuz i was like the only person *besides the people who used unbrellas...which were like 3*...that came inside the school completely dry....*its the twilight zone..do do do doo do do doo*....anyways my mom kept calling me her little worm yesterday night when we were watching american idol..i dont know why...i dont think im a worm...normally she calls me her little brat...i guess she wanted sumthing different that day....*shes a bus driver*....she sees me every morning when i get off the bus...i think she noticed that i didnt get wet today.....anyways im going to look for a different bg now...and then finish working on my documents for this class im in now....so bu bye for now.....^_^ *big smile*..no really im happy today...
........P.S. im not depressed just stessed out like hell and yes im going to blame my brother because i feel better when i do...besides hes used to me blaming him for everything i do...its our brother-sister thing we have...now he just needs to take me with him so we can play video games..*oh how i miss video games...sigh*

hey why cant we have clothes this cool...why are anime clothing so cool...waah i want their clothing..

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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

  

omfg you know what this month might just be against everyone..*or just me*..or sumthing cuz i just found out that i now have 2 Fs and a D for my grade...this sucks, im failing 2 classes and just doing bad in another....*waaaah mommy take me away from this scary place*...no dont really ill leave myself...if my parents get really mad then i doubt that i will be able to go to Michigan at all for spring break...*sigh*...i seem to be walking in my brothers footsteps..cuz he started doing bad when he was a junior to...but he did bad on account of his satanist girlfriend...which he has no contact with anymore because we moved....but i still think it has to do with him...*sigh*...and my mom wonders why i get angry at people so much and stuff....im like depressed or sumthing....and i cant do anything to help get my grades up cuz i did all the work i just didnt do it right or sumthing..........my brain just isnt in focus this year......waaaahh....why do i have to grow up..i wanna stay a kid forever.......may be i should go to a party and get drunk....naa i dont drink anyways.........
ok i had to take a break from this..now im back..i just had to finish these documents i had to type up...now the teacher is giving more stuff for us...man give us a break dude...*gives evil look at teacher*...ok im going to stop with this bad mood thing...*everyone is having problems with something these days...well exept my lovely aunt yensid..yay!! woo hoo!! *big smile*....ok i leave you all now untill tomarrow children...
ok i love bu bye!!

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Monday, March 6, 2006

*sigh*...i feel heavy..*no i didnt pig out on food or anything*...i just feel lazy and i dont wanna be....plus darkelf left me...she was at school this morning and i havent seen her afterwords...i guess she went home or something..*this isnt unusual..she does this alot* though it doesnt mean i like it cuz according to everyone...when leigh..(darkelf) isnt here i get in one of my "dark moods" which freaks out people cuz i look like im about to pull out a knife or something out and kill someone....even the teachers get freaked out by me...and usually thats a bit hard to do with teachers...plus when i "sneak up" on people...*which i dont mean to*...people get all jumpy around me...that is if they see me first....anyways...my weekend was well not what i call fun...i just had to work all weekend...and we were busy all day..and the day after that and now monday....no work but i have another essay to do and thankfuly its not due till after spring break..*i would like to thank god for this wonderful opportunity*..lol..yeah....oh good news i am eating better now..i have my eating habits back though for how long...no one knows..*dum dum dummmmmmm*...
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look i made a flower...isnt it pretty...*not*....yeah im bored...and when im bored i eat..yay eating...but really if i could i would never eat if i could live without it....i hate eating really but i will eat for my sake....anyways...........for spring break my dad is going to try to talk my mom into leting my go to my birth place...Michigan...to visit my dads side of the family..yep and if i do go then i could talk my g-ma or aunt to buy me stuff...cuz i know they want to..*evil laugh*.....oki my little children *and my new adopted aunt yensid*..aww come on yensid you know you want me as a niece..LOL...anyways everyone gets hugs from me today...*machines are conected to my arms to make me hug you guys...since im to lazy to move*...bu bye for today!!!

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