Friday, March 3, 2006

omfg i am having a major stress attack...or something like it...i have an essay to rewrite cuz well my teacher desided to give it back fro me to rewrite on the day she needs grades in..so of course i have to hurry up and finish my 5 page essay before the schools out for today....yeah im not going to finish it and now im going to flunk out of that class and have to take it over and i dont want that at all...*screams*...ever sence i moved here i have been worrying about homework a lot and i havent been doing good in my classes..*yeah so far im flunking 2 classes*...omfg i hate this...why do i have this problem i never used to before and now i do....its annoying and freaken hard...*screams again*...i am going to just have a heart attack or something over this and its going to be those teachers fault...i used to be a good student who didnt have such problems untill we moved here....you think its trying to tell me something...*yeah like we should of never moved away*...*sigh*...ok im just going to take a big breath and hope for the best..*which isnt much now*...if i flunk then my parents are going to kill me...well they will disown me first..blame my brother for some reason..then kill me 5 times over just for that.......yeah i hate this...*crys*....*not really though*....plus i have no money for lunch and my hands are shaking...this means that if i continue to shake then eventually i will start to get dizzy and my stomach will hurt and i will pass out...*flash back to when my dad stuffed bananas down my throat for not eating*....oh boy why me.............*gets up and leaves to go back to class from the library*...

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Thursday, March 2, 2006

hee hee this looked fun to do so here guys heres sumthing for ya to mess with.....ahh i am feeling well bored except that my heart keeps beating fast...yeah thats a bad thing.....hmmm i really dont feel like doing anything today...*sigh*.....grrr im trying to do this chart thing and its not working for me so i quite....grrr computers are being mean to me....im just going to have to be mean back...wait i did that and this is what happened...................ok no more computer hating........*sigh* what a day....i mean wow...im in my tired state again....waaa why am i so tired all the time!!!!...ok im done complaining now.....so how is everybody today huh i mean lately i have been hearing that everyones sick, injured, or has pretty much gone crazy..*like thats a bad thing..crazy ha like thats a bad thing*....yeah well i need to go now cuz i have lots of work to catch on.....cya!!! <3

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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

OMG NOW THERE ALIVE.....AHHHHHHHHHH THEY ARE FOLLOWING ME...........
ok im done now...well im suppost to be doing my accounting but i dont feel like it...its hard and i dont feel like dealing with it right now......thank god we have a sub today...*sigh*.....hmmm i feel like seeing some blood.....may be i will just watch a surgury channel or some thing....or may be some violent movie...i dont know...or maybe i will just look at this picture...

yep this pic will do fine ^_^....wow im very bored and today seemed to be going by so slow...theres a good and a bad thing for days that go by slowly...first i have longer to wait to go to work and the bad thing is that i have to stay in this school longer today....oh well...oh and i am feeling 100% better i have fully recovered...now i have the aftermath feel...as in im tired and hungry and im still trying to get back all the weight i lost from being sick....*sigh*...food...i need foooooooooooooooood......ok i think im going to go now the bells gonna ring in a minute so bu bye for now...^_^

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

say hello to my little forest friends...^_^.............oki anyways wow i have like 98% of my voice back though its just a little bit off but i have it yeah!!! man my back hurts today...maybe i have been sitting wrong or something...hmmmm....well i dont know if i want to keep my bg like this...im still looking for something...but i might just keep it with what it is....what do you guys think huh....well with this bg i can say...*hello and welcome to my big and beautiful home...all spirits are welcome....* heehee sounds like fun...yes come my little spirits come and have fun in my home....ok i think im done being weird.......or not heehee...waah i wanna go shopping i need lots of stuff and most of it doesnt include anime/manga though i do want more of that.....*sigh*ya know what i think i know why i have always been tired lately....i am sleeping to much now...cuz i sleep at least 6 or 7 hours at night and then i sleep on the bus..*since i dont drive now* and then i sleep going back home on the bus....and my bus has the longest route then the other buses so i get to sleep a lot longer.....hmmm yep thats what i think is the reason why im so tires...my dad said that even to much sleep can make you sleepy and thats not good cuz isnt to much sleep like really bad...like couldnt you get sick or something from sleeping to much...cuz then that would explain why i got sick and lost my voice....hmmm im going to go now..the bells going to ring so i will leave and think on that.....bu bye for now ^_^

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Monday, February 27, 2006

wow how is everyone today...me i still havent got my voice back though i can speak just a little bit now...but i still want to talk normal again waaaaaaaah *tear tear* any ways i want to change my backround now...lets see what should i change it to.....*thinking*.....omfg i am flunking my math class...i have a 45% for my finnal grade..though i still have time to try to make up though i dont think i can...the math we are doing doesnt make sence to me and i hate asking for help from teachers or mostly anyone....this really sucks i dont want to go to summer school or take another math class for my senior year cuz that would suck majorly.......oh hang on my watch is sufficating my wrist..........ok all better...now back to what i was saying...i dont wanna eat but i have to if i dont wanna pass out again...ill continue this later....bye for now i must go eat lunch now.........
waaaah i missed lunch..i waited to long to go and get it...oh well wouldnt be the first time though i need to eat....oh haahaa i got a candy bar though it wasnt really good for lunch...im still hungry and i am going to have to wait till i get home....*sigh*...oh yeah im gonna be home alone tonight because my parents are going bowling...they are on a league...i cant say they are good at it but their better than me...actually i think everyone bowls better than me....i live for gutter balls ^_^.....

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ATTENTION PEOPLE I FOUND AN ARM...ITS LOST AND WANTS TO FIND ITS SHOULDER...PLEASE HELP FIND THE OWNER OF THIS POOR LOST BLOODY ARM...BEFORE IT ROTTS..!!

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Friday, February 24, 2006

  

oooookkkk i feel better now..my throat is fine and well im better...though i have a cough now and i still dont have my voice back yet..*it so sucks..since i cant talk back..* *sigh*...plus i have to work tonight and from what i have been hearing from my other co-workers...the managers are getting...whats the word i should use....annoyed i guess is the right word..cuz things are going on that sum of the other employees arent coming in on time or they forget when they are suppost to come in...which really the managers may not wanna believe it but thats there freakin faults..see our schedules are made different every week and sum times the schedules aernt completly made when we come and get them...and when we call for our schedules the managers are always busy and we have to call back later...which we might do and then the lines are busy so we cant get through...what do they expect of us huh we all dont have mind powers to know when to come in...*mad dog growl*......well anyways when i get there im going to have to ask them to put me sum where that doesnt consist of talking since i cant..ill write a note and have my dad sign it or sum thing so they wont have a damn hissy fit.....*sigh*...................oh yeah thanks so much guys for caring for me....i appriciate your comments on my last post about me almost dying again and the bananas of doom..^_^..
well i better go or ill get caught on this thing.......oh wait i never get caught..*evil laugh*....or do i...oh well heres an awsome pic for all you to love..

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

  

wow im feeling a bit better guys though i still have a sore throat and i lost my voice..which sucks..and my hands are all gross and clammy >.<...oh and yesterday i was planning on coming to school but i had an accident.......first i got up to go to the bathroom and i just got done brushing my teeth when i started feeling dizzy and i was seeing black dots before my eyes...so i figured i need to go lay down but when i opened the bathroom door i losted my balance and i was trying to make my way back to my room but i was banging into the walls and then i toppled over and feel onto my hardwood floor...i couldnt move at all...i blacked out for like a minute or two..my heart rate was slow and i couldnt breath very well...what was wrong with me was that i was starved basicly since i havent eaten in 5 days...thankfully me running into the walls woke my dad up and he started shoving bananas down my throat...i counldnt do anything to make myself to eat it since i was so freakishly weak...wow he must of stuffed like 4 bananas down before i had enough strength back to get up and to my bed...yeah so i didnt go to school that day.......so kids no matter how sick or fat you think you are..you all better eat or youll all die like i felt like i was going to........anyways....how is everyone....^_^

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

  

hello everyone...today im not feeling good at all...my nose is running and my throat hurts like hell...plus every minute my nose starts bleeding....yeah it suck big...my mom says i have to go to school no matter what unless im puking...so yeah...thats been the rule for when i get sick...its just the way it is.. even though i hate it so very much..ohh and i also havent eaten anything in like 3 days and im starved..but i cant eat cuz i have no appitite and it upsets my stomach to eat when i have so much crap inside...waaaaahhh im tired to i havent slept either because of this.....grrr i hate being sick...im to...healthy to be this sick...at least i think soo..>.<

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Friday, February 17, 2006

  

hahaha yes say goodbye to the ducky.......ok i lie i wont shoot the duck but someone will....and the then the duck would be only little brain pieces....waa for the duck...anyways wow im in one of my evil killing moods..the one that scares the crap out of people..i know cuz they told me...the friend says i look about ready to wipe out a knife or sumthing and kill the next person i see...in a way that would be fun though...ive never killed sumone before but theres a time for your firsts ^_^ right..i think so...man my dad has been agitating me lately..he always teases me and im used to that its just that hes always there..thats what annoyes me..and my mom too...we both love him but jsut can be around him all the time ya know......hmmm i think i should take up kick boxing or sumthing so i can hit and be my violent self just without taking it out in school...cuz theres alot of people i would just LOve to beat to hell out of them...though i dont know there name..im not that good with name when it comes to hating them...though at first i hate all people till they...show sum promise..*oh dont worry guys i love you all....you guys are just right for the kind of people i hang around with...old and young included <3....hmmmm some body help me think of a job or place that is you sit in a cubicle and work on the computer and dont deal with people...only maybe the delivery guy and thats all...i would love to have a job/career that you sit and type and never deal with people....yep thats what i want..since now i enjoy computers...*i used to not like them cuz i didnt know how to use them and they always broke on me*....

oki Leigh i think we need some sleep and alone time from our families dont you think....i think so...our families are getting annoying for us....come lets go and kill sum people at a nice house, take a maid hostage and live in that nice house with our maid and be lazy and happy and...well what ever we want....yep that sounds just peachy to me...

oww my side hurts..i cant bend over that well....wow im so behind on my english book...i need to read on this weekend...so i guess i have to do what i usually do anyways and stay home and be lazy....i so need out...i know nothing of the world..my parents have sheltered me away for to long..*they still shelter me!!!!* HELP i need freedom...i had a small touch of it when i had my car though not THAT much but a good feel of it..now i have no car..so no freedom...and my mom thinks that she will be around me till im 30 to know what im doing but she doesnt understand that i really am planning on leaving the country for Japan...i guess she thinks im joking or sumthing..but im not...and im not going to college right away either...she doesnt think so..i bet she'll find a way to destroy my future of travel and put me in college and never see true freedom...oh well my brother has a bit of the same problem.....heehee his b-day is next month..March 31st...he'll be 19.....

oki i think i said enough for you all to read this weekend...until tuesday..cuz we dont have school monday............so long...and good, no wait..bad night...!!!!!!!!


OHH COOOL HEY GUYS TRY THIS THINGY OUT....^)^

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