Friday, February 2, 2007

Omg im a bad girl...

this morning started out ok. it was snowing again and yesterday was a snow day which was cool, but it didnt get me out of work last night. (sigh) and well hurray its friday!

oh for my A+ class i leave to go to my 4th grade class and well i started working with 3 of them (my favorite little ones) and well they were fusterating me with throwing their pencils and not doing there work and i accidently said "damn you" and i realized what i said afterwards and started freaking out and telling them that they cant tell any one what i said. and monday if i see that they didnt say anything then i told them i will give them some candy. (gah im such a bad girl) but i will not dwell on that.

ah the elf has her hair as she likes it now but i still need to get mine done too. she has the black and blue colors but i want the black and purple for my hair (mommy!?) gah i want to get rid of this nastly blonde already. though that color is faiding and my brown is making it look redish which i like. =) so then....

oh i am just loved this year arent i. because i told some of you all that i went out with Justing for 4 days and broke it off so i could go out with Bryan. but now Justing keeps writing me notes, which i dont mind about till now and well hes getting all serious on me and asked me that he loves me and everything and i told Bryan about it (and no help at all) he just said to me "well what do you feel" amd o dont know i love Bryan and well i hate being mean to guys that i want to keep as friends, because i can think of only one thing to say and well that something like "get over me" but thats too mean and i just dont know what to do. he wrote in a note this question "this guy i know (he was talking about himself i knew) is in love with this girl (he means me) and she has someone else but if he told her he loves her, will she love him back, because hes scared to ask because of this situation shes in." now what the hell am i suppose to make of that, sure i like him as a friend and he knows this but he says that he loves me and well Bryan and i are making plans together and stuff. plus everyone says that when Justin gets really depressed he goes emo and tries to kill himself. they said that he atempted to kill himself before. geez i dealt with a suicidal before but it was my friend and i stayed with her the whole day and after school she was fine, but i never dealt with this before, i mean i never had this problem with "love" and stuff before Ozzy. (keeping up Yensid) im just confused and well the elf isnt much help so grr i need help guys. what should i do??

anyways enough about that (wow my hands are shaking) so anyways i have to go now and eat lunch and so i will leave you all to Figure Out My Little/Big Problem.!.!.!.!.!

thank you all
-Tunevec

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