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Female Location • MA, USA Member Since • 2005-05-24 Occupation • college student Real Name • Natalie
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Achievements • I went to Spain last year! ^-^ Anime Fan Since • I can't remember...I think it was the start of 8th grade or something. Favorite Anime • don't ask me this, lol my first anime was Yu-Gi-Oh...so I guess that's my fave. I do love Naruto, OHSHC, Bleach, Prince of Tennis, and FMA more though ^__^ Goals • to travel through Europe and maybe someday become an illustrator (or manga artist) Hobbies • drawing, writing, reading Talents • drawing and writing
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It was a bit of a sad week here. Two deaths in two days. A teacher from my old high school was killed last Saturday. I didn't know her that well, but I did know her. And then last Sunday, on the street right next to mine, a 9 yr old boy riding his bike was killed by a tractor trailer truck. It's depressing, because I drive by that street everyday to get back to my house and now there's this big memorial there. I didn't know the kid, but still, it's very sad. I'm now extremely afraid of tractor trailers. I don't even know by...but I just don't trust them.
Anyway, enough of the sad talk. HAPPY EARLY HALLOWEEN! I have to start watching all the ghost shows on TV...that's like a tradition with me and my bro around Halloween =D I LOVE watching Scariest Places on Earth. OMG! And there's that other one...Most Haunted or something that I used to really love watching. It was on the Travel Channel I think. I'm really excited cuz I had drawn this really weird psycho character in my sketchbook the other week and I hadn't named him or given him a background story. He was just drawn. But now I've gotten his look down, his profile written, and I've got an entire story I plan to write revolving around him and other characters. I think I was heavily influenced by the awesome pics of *rannsama at DeviantArt and THIS pic in particular: http://rannsama.deviantart.com/art/Relic-Cadaveric-67820300 It's just so morbidly awesome. Now I'm obsessed with it.
So, I have the story all planned out...but I don't know how to start it. I have my main character Keel, or as he's called at the Asylum "#7". He's the most psychotic character I've EVER created. And I LOVE HIM! He carries around an axe and he likes blood. When he got out of the Asylum, he killed all the doctors and now keeps their heads in a plastic bag. He carries that with him like it's his purse. Yeah, I had too much fun designing him. At first he was just gonna be a little kid, but now I've decided he's gonna be about 17-ish. He's technically a bad guy...but...he's still the main character. Omg, why do I like all this morbid shit now? I'm gonna start looking through the macabre and horror section pretty soon. It's weird, cuz I hate blood in real life...I'm disturbed by it, which is why I will never be in a medical field. And yet...looking at that pic by *rannsama just...inspired me. I'm a sick person =P
Weee...I just finished Saiyuki Reload ^-^ Omg, I love it. Now I need to go see Saiyuki Reload Gunlock. Omg, the "Urasai" clips at the end of the eps are sooooo funny. I'll post my favorites, hehe ^-^ YOU'LL LAUGH OUT LOUD, SERIOUSLY!
hehe, omg, I laughed so hard tears came out of my eyes XD They're such goofs. Comments (0) |
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Monday, October 15, 2007
I've still got pics to scan and color! And they're really good ones too. For some reason, when I got my new sketchbook last Monday, it seemed my drawing abilities improved. Weird, but true. Oh yeah, and it's like halfway done already. There's 50 sheets in it O.o I'm a fast drawer...sketcher...artist person. I found scanlations of manga I've been wanting to read for soooo long. I've downloaded Saiyuki Gaiden and some of Saiyuki Reload. I FUCKING LOVE SANZO!!! There. I said it ^-^ His english VA (David Matranga) is a sex god (not really, but I love him anyway). If I could meet him in person...zomg...I'd be like: "could you do a Sanzo quote???" tehehe. I also found all the volumes and chapters of Hana Kimi online. I'm currently reading volume 7. I adore Nanba, Sano, Mizuki (of course), and Umeda-sensei. OMG DO I LOVE UMEDA!! I don't care if he's gay, he's the smexiest doctor EVER. I want to molest him =D But he'd be revolted...so yeah. He's not fond of women...although he's got a soft spot for Mizuki. Awwww. And yeah...here's what's in my sketchbook now, waiting to be scanned and colored.
- pic of Oshitari, Atobe, and Tezuka for October Birthdays (I'm a little late now =P)
- Sasuke grown up with his son Akio on his shoulders
- Gaara, Lee, and Sasuke in a...circle thing
- sketches of my bro being horrified by yaoi pics and a funny sketch of me drooling over my fave couples
- pic of Sakura-chan ^-^
- funny pic of Sasuke going: "Sex? What?"
- pic of Kato Yue from Angel Sanctuary
- pic of Deidara and my friend Tamarie (was a thank you pic becuz she drew me Hidan ^-^)
- some random dude holding a picnic basket
- my naga Kuro and my dragon boy Shen-Long in an intimate pose. They were not gay until this picture XD
- pic of Sanzo ^-^
- cute pic of my character Todd (he looks so sad)
- pic of Kiba my friend asked me to draw. He loves Kiba =D
- pics of some psycho boy I made up...he carries around an axe
- chibi pics of Shen-Long and Kuro
- veeeeeery x-rated pic of Shen and Kuro, mehehe. I wanted to draw porn, stfu >.<
- pic of Itachi, Deidara, and Hidan doing Sexy Jutsu. It was totally an excuse to draw boobies ^-^
- I drew some bird...thing...it was supposed to be a phoenix, but it just looks like a peacock.
- and some sketch of a sexy visual kei dude in mid-strip
Yeah, I love drawing the male form. I know I PROBABLY shouldn't like announce this or whatever, but most of you already know that I'm a pervert. Like, seriously. I feel so dirty looking up hardcore yaoi online, but dammit, I need my porn >.< It's like a drug only better =D Why kill your lungs when you can watch guys fucking for free? muhahahahahahaha. Yes, I know I'm bad. Blame uh...my hormones? That's what no sex will do to a girl. I'm all horny and shit XD Man, I talk like a guy sometimes. No wonder some of my online friends think I'm a dude. I feel like scanning those pics now...blah.
zomg, videos!!!
why does this song remind me of the Beatles? MEGANES LOVE!!!
SQUEEE!!! EIJI IS SOOOO CUTE!!! Inui made some videos of him waking up the team...so funny
TEZUKA! *molests*
and Inui himself...mmm...I wuv the data man ^-^
DOES HE NOT REMIND YOU OF JOHNNY DEPP??? I love Kato Kazuki...*melts away*
Okay, and this dude is FUCKING AWESOME!!! He's awesomer than...um...awesome!! XD
FUCK! I totally failed my Vertebrate Field Bio exam today. I didn't study much...but dammit there was so much stuff to remember! I cannot remember family names and orders and classes. Ugh. I knew most of the first pages and then I got to the middle and drew a complete blank. I just stared at the paper for awhile and wrote random shit that sounded like it could be the answer. Damn. And I get my art history test back tomorrow. I probably failed that too. But I actually studied for that one =(
I finished Outlaw Star finally ^-^ Why is it that no matter if there is a canon het couple, I always go for the possible yaoi couple instead? I'm a Gene/Fred shipper...and I read some hot fanfics with those two. Oh yeah, and I liked the large amount of female fanservice. BOOBIES GALORE!! XD Made me all sad cuz I can't draw boobs.
I've been writing a lot of stuff with my fanfics. I've been reading the Prince of Tennis manga online and omg, what the heck is up with Ryoma? AMNESIA??? How random is that? He acts so cute though. He's like: "wow, they can hit the really small ball so well." XD Atobe's hair grew out back to normal (yay!) and Oshitari was as sexy as ever. And oh yeah, I LOVED the Tezuka vs. Sanada match. It was soooo emotional. It made me love Tezuka so much more *hugs the smexy buchou* I love how Atobe has his own helicopter. It's so random and how he drags Oshitari along. Hyotei rox my sox ^-^
Oh yeah, and I started a Gaara/Sasuke fanfic. It's based off this cute pic I drew of Gaara and Sasuke in winter clothes and look shyly at each other...which I will color and post here eventually. I don't know if it'll just be shonen-ai or yaoi. I like the idea of smexy buttsecks, hehe. It's AU, so I don't have to keep them completely in character. Yay. I'm not good writing Gaara's personality, so I'm given certain liberties with an AU. Blah...I guess I'm done for now. Bye peeps! Comments (0) |
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Sunday, October 7, 2007
I just saw the rest of Hana Kimi Japan...OMG best drama EVER. I actually CRIED. It's so funny and well, dramatic, but still amazing. Seriously, go watch it on crunchyroll.com. It's under CR Dramas I think. I've never been one for live-action dramas, but...well...there's just something about it that was fun. I wanna read the manga now =P I'm downloading some PoT songs now...cuz I'm bored XD Blah...
haha, I'm listening to the Meganes Talk. All I know is that the guys are being very...perverted. Tezuka and Oshitari, particularly. Tezuka called Oshitari a hentai XD And Tezuka keeps going: "YES!!!!" in English. He sounds so retarded. OMG: "yes! YES YES YEEEEEEES!!" that's all he keeps saying. Okiayu-san is such a goofball. Oh yeah, and in that Hana Kimi, all the guys dressed up as girls in the last episode! I DIED! Shirota Yuu dressed up and he was all: "why did I have to do this?" He looked so cute in a dress.
GASP!! I found Kazuki Kato's albums for download!!! *downloads all* and I found Suwabe Junichi's album...omg...I'm in heaven right now...I have an art project I REALLY should be doing...but dammit, my music is more important ^-^ And I can do it tomorrow since there's no school.
Let's see um...anything new with me? I've got pics I will post here and pics I will scan and color. I'm just lazy. Oh yeah, and has anyone been given the "you're a beautiful and nice girl and when you find that special someone you'll know" talk from your grandmother? I have. Many times. I love my grandma very much and I love listening about how she and my grandpa met. But...well...it's like...I'll be 20 in May and I have NEVER been kissed, been on a date, or had a boyfriend (or girlfriend). I'm honestly not picky. Either gender is fine with me. I guess it doesn't help that I'm not particularly affectionate. I take after my grandpa a lot, I'm told. He was shy and had a hard time expressing his true feelings. Ah well. I guess it'll happen someday. I'll just know.
Tehehe, my friend's fiance gave me this Itachi poster he had in this game magazine. I was such a fangirl when he showed it to me. Now it's on my wall, behind my comp so that I can stare at it forever =D Itachi looks like he's smiling too. We have a Halloween dance thing at the college coming up and my friend Tamarie and I were gonna go as Itachi and Sasuke. I'm gonna have to fix my sandal though...cuz it broke. I'll bring my camera also. There's gonna be drunk people all around...and who knows? Maybe I'll join in XD I don't know what my alcohol tolerence is yet.
squee! found some cute vids of Hana Kimi Japan ^-^
Well, I've got some good news ^-^ I've been drawing a lot lately and have a few things I'd like to scan and color. Once I have time. I've got like...two tests this week plus an art project to finish. Blah. I finished watching Avatar: The Last Airbender. I LOVE it. Seriously. I can't decide what character I like more, cuz they're all so likeable. Katara and Toph are the best girls. Oh yeah, and I'm a full-fledged Zutarian ^-^ Zuko is adorable and so is Sokka and Aang. I love Aang. He's like...the little brother I wish mine was XD I'm watching Devil May Cry now cuz I missed Dante. =D He's a smexy bitch.
My friends Erica and Josh are engaged ^-^ I guess he proposed to her Monday at 2 in the morning XD I told them I better be invited to the wedding. I saw the ring on Erica's finger when she showed me and I was like: "ooh, pretty." and didn't even occur to me that it was an engagement ring until both of them started smiling like 'yaaaaaay' and I was all: "oh! Oh my god! hahaha!" Gimme a break, I don't expect my friends to get engaged at 20. I think Erica's 20...maybe she's still 19...I forget. Either way the two are seriously in love. They are such a cute couple, so I'm really happy for them. makes me feel all left out now though cuz in the lounge today there was like this 'couples corner' thing. If that don't make you envious, nothing will. I TRY not to be obvious, but dammit, when they're 3 couples kissing and stuff, it's kinda like: "shit...I'm missing out."
I was having a long talk last Friday with this guy in the RPG club ^-^ Honestly, we never talked that much last year, but this year, we've been seeing each other and finding time to just sit and talk about various stuff (mostly anime) and it's awesome that he actually knows what Prince of Tennis is and he LIKES it too. That is like...the best thing ever. We talked about Naruto and Bleach and other stuff and our fave charactes and how we don't care if an anime is subbed or dubbed. He was gonna let me borrow Outlaw Star this week cuz I never got to see it and I've been wanting to =D Hopefully he brings it tomorrow.
Oh yeah, and I have absolutely no idea what my sexuality is. I say things like: "if I was a man, I'd be so gay." and yet I still really like girls...DAMMIT!!! I guess I prefer a man over a woman, but I'm willing to experiment. My friend Bridget and I shamelessly flirt with each other all the time anyway >D I love talking about yaoi with guys too...that is awesome. Especially when they actually have pics on their comp. One of my friends, he's got a pic of Dante from DMC and another video game character making out and I was like: "hottness...." and he goes: "mmm...I know." And squee, tomorrow's anime club! The club coordinator is gonna have us watch this cosplay video thing that has some of the best cosplays ever. I'm so excited ^-^
On a more interesting note, for my field bio lab today we went up to Mt. Tom, which is a mountain about 15 minutes from where we go to school and we were looking for herps mostly. We found frogs and salamanders and newts. I wanted to find a snake dammit! The guys in my class were like...destroying the forest just to find a snake and they never did XD Oh yeah, and I got pelted with a huge acorn today. It fell from this HUGEASS oak tree and landed on my left shoulder and I screamed cuz it felt like a rock had landed on me. I thought someone had thrown it. Nope, it had just fallen. Ouch. Oh yeah, and we picked up a dead shrew and dead chimpmunk for study skins *shudder* One guy kept touching the chimpmunk. Yuck. He was all: "if I keep touching him, I wonder if he'll wake up." Yeah, my classmates are odd. Please rememeber that these people are 20 and over =D
I drew a humanized pic of my computer, Gateway. He's such an emo computer. I imagine he's beyond pissed at me for downloading stuff all the time...so yeah. He's a hot computer though, hehe *strokes Gateway* He's my baby ^-^ I know it doesn't really have feelings, but dammit, sometimes it feels like it does. Of course he's stubborn as all hell too.
Blah...this post is long and if you've been reading up til now, HORRAY! YOU GET A COOKIE!! ...if I had a cookie XD Oh yeah, and you guys wouldn't believe how many page views I've got a deviantArt. I have 8,750!! O.o I can't believe that many people look at my DA page. It's nuts. It's not like I'm striving to be popular or anything, but damn.
Lookie! Dante!
BONDAGE!!! mehehe...why am I reminded of Hidan here? XD
Yeah...I like Dante a lot ^-^ Oh yeah, and because I'm feeling happy...
bwahaha! sokka!
...is it just me or is Sokka like Shikamaru?
You guys cannot imagine how happy I was when I found all these sites that had GrimmIchi and ByakuyaIchigo pics *drool*
SEXY! *dies from nosebleed*
http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i295/xXxAddictedToPillsxXx/
Bleach/GrimmIchiWatercolor6575468.jpg
And this is the CUTEST GrimmIchi pic EVER...seriously. Seeing Grimmy so happy and loving makes me a squealing fangirl ^-^
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w98/Mrs_Uryuu_Ishida/
Bleach/image_i11_4.jpg
Byakuya and Ichigo is a freaking sexy pairing...you know you like it =D
http://i225.photobucket.com/albums/dd239/YouLackHate/
IchigoandByakuyasmexy.O_o.jpg
haha, Byakuya's expression is like: "Sex. Now. Bitch."
haha...poor Grimmjow, having to watch that...(can't post the pic here cuz it's um...slightly naughty): http://i225.photobucket.com/albums/dd239/YouLackHate/
IchigohavingsexwithByakuyaasGrimmjo.jpg
So uh...yeah, I updated XD And I've still got lots more to scan and color. I'm taking a bit of a break now though cuz I just recently got into Avatar and omg, I love it. I knew I'd like Zuko and Katara, even before I watched the show. I've seen fanart and stuff on DA and I felt like I was missing something. I'm glad I decided to join the fandom ^-^ I drew some random HiDei and ItaSasu pen sketches in my notebook today. They're sooooo messy, but hey, messy pen sketches are sexy =P
I finally unlocked all the characters to Naruto Ultimate Ninja 2 =D I cheated and found cheat codes, hehe. I knew I wouldn't defeat Kabuto anytime soon, so I just unlocked all the characters with the codes. I like playing as Itachi. He's so freaking awesome (I'm not being biased - my brother even agrees that he's like the best character to play as). I created a batch of new characters during my field bio lecture class. WHY??? I have too many original characters (and they're all guys! wtf???). I haven't made a female character in so long...blah. So anyway, these four guys have no names yet, but I know the basic story that I will eventual write for them. Basically, there's this Japanese student (my main character) and he's transferring into this all boys school in America and meets these two guys. Yeah...I know it sounds boring so far. I have to do a LOT of research. I need to study Japanese in order to be able to write stuff that my Japanese charry will be writing. I'm thinking of making the school in the story located in Massachusetts...since it's my home and I kinda know it better than any other state. Plus I just don't want to have to do more research =P I've drawn mostly pen sketches of the characters so far, as well as one of the teachers. He's pretty ^-^
I'll go searching for possible names for them and stuff. I need to draw more Todd and Jake too. I love those guys (not as much as I love Mitch and Ru though XD ). I've been thinking lately that I really really would like to commission someone, BUT, I do not have paypal and I'm kinda saving my money for Anime Boston. Poo. I'll find someone to commission there...maybe. I'm gonna seriously bring like...300 bucks or something. Screw food, I need anime merchandise! hehe I can survive three days with chocolate and instant ramen again. I think I lost weight on that diet XD
I've been thinking of maybe starting some kind of community or club either at livejournal or at DA for HiDeiTachi. There are surprisingly a lot of fans of them as individual characters, and as lovers, so I thought about it. BUT, I'm no good with being a leader and running a club. Maybe someone would like to help me? I dunno. I just thought that fans of them should have a club and who better to start it then me? I AM the no.1 HiDeiTachi supporter after all =D We'll see. So I guess that's it for this post. Yikes. It's long. Sorry about that.
Weeee! I still haven't scanned pics...don't hurt me :3 I will today...hopefully. There's just so many and it's gonna take a long time. I took pics at the club fair but they're too big to post here...so I'll give you guys a link to my photobucket page where they're posted: http://s185.photobucket.com/albums/x152/CrimsonAlchemist75/
I made a new friend too ^-^ Her name's Tamarie and she's also an Uchiha fan as well as an Akatsuki fan =D Yay! We were bonding over Sasuke on Wednesday. We were both rebels and skipped our 12:30 classes XD Oh yeah, and I found all these songs by the Kyou Kara Maou characters at imeem. If you guys wanna hear Sasori sing, go look for Yuuri Shibuya on imeem ^-^ His voice actor's the same as Sasori's (and Kanda Yuu in D.Gray-Man). And I found some awesome songs by Itachi's voice actor and Kimimaro's voice actor (he plays Conrad in KKM).
Hmmm....something weird is going on with my internet...I can't type stuff into the toolbar anymore...if I do my comp just freezes =( I don't know what's wrong. Damn yahoo >.< So um...yeah. I'll try and scan some pics today. Comments (1) |
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Hiya peeps! Tomorrow's my college's club fair and I am going as an Uchiha fangirl XD I will take pictures. Oh yes, I will >D I also convinced my friend Sam to cosplay as Misa Amane (Death Note). She's so cute as Misa.
Good news also: I've been commissioned! My friend is getting married soon (not sure when exactly) and she asked me if I could draw these chibis of her and her fiance for the invitation cards and I agreed. I'll get like 10 bucks, but hey, it's my first commish ^-^ If I knew how to sell prints of stuff, I'd start broadcasting for commissions, but...I don't own a paypal thing...and I don't just want to take people's cash directly. So yeah.
Oh yeah, and I am seriously obsessed with Conrad from Kyou Kara Maou. It's not a healthy obsession but it's not like my Uchiha obsession either =P
We went fishing today for my Field bio lab. We caught some fish but a few died when we put them in the tank back at the school =( And it was freezing today but people still went swimming in the water to get the nets out O.o I liked staying on shore, thank you. Bah...I think that's all for now. Hopefully I'll get some interesting pictures tomorrow ^-^ Comments (0) |
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
Duuuudes. I love not having artist block anymore ^-^ I drew some Kyou Kara Maou fanart yesterday and omg, squee! I now have a bunch of pics to scan and color. Oh yeah and I colored the lineart of this pic someone did at deviantart. I might post it here. So uh...yeah, here's what I have to scan:
-pen sketch of Sasuke
-pen sketch of Jake and Todd
-lineart of Tezuka
-pen sketch of HiSasu (it's a hot crack pairing stfu)
-pen sketch of Shirota Yuu (anime style XD)
-sketch of Suwabe Junichi (anime style)
-sketch of Conrad and Yuuri (KKM)
-sketch of Sasuke and his son Akio
-sketch of Gunter and Gwendal (KKM)
-sketch of Murata and Yozak (KKM)
-sketch of Todd
-sketch of Ruita Aoyagi (anime-ish style)
-sketch of Gakuto and Oshitari (Tenimyu Dream Live 3rd style)
-sketch of Siegfried (YGO)
-Tobi chibi
-Hidan, Deidara, Itachi chibis
-a "nya~" pic of Jake
-cute sketch of Jake and Todd
-pen sketch of Hidan
-sketch of Oshitari and Atobe
-sketch of chibi neko Todd
-sketch of Jake glomping Todd
Naruto/PoT series:
-Shino/Inui
-Deidara/Gakuto and Sasori/Hiyoshi
-Shikamaru/Jiroh
-Rock Lee/Kawamura
-Tobi/Ootori
-Juugo/Kaidoh
-Kisame/Shishido
-Karin/Hanamura (the only female I'm doing)
-Kimimaro/Yukimura
-Neji/Ryou Kisarazu
-Naruto/Eiji and Iruka/Oishi
-Haku/Terry Griffey
Yeah...my hand rested long enough so now it's been drawing like crazy XD I'm not complaining though. I love the Kyou Kara Maou pics I drew. It was my first time drawing the characters and they actually look like the characters, hehe. Gah...I finished all 50 drawings for my art project, finally. They're due tomorrow. I was like choking half the time cuz I was using nailpolish and other smelly stuff and I can't stand the smell of those things. I honestly can't breathe it in. But anyway...I'm gonna try and post that pic I colored. If it doesn't work...blah. Comments (0) |
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