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Birthday
• 1988-05-14
Gender
• Female
Location
• MA, USA
Member Since
• 2005-05-24
Occupation
• college student
Real Name
• Natalie

Personal

Achievements
• I went to Spain last year! ^-^
Anime Fan Since
• I can't remember...I think it was the start of 8th grade or something.
Favorite Anime
• don't ask me this, lol my first anime was Yu-Gi-Oh...so I guess that's my fave. I do love Naruto, OHSHC, Bleach, Prince of Tennis, and FMA more though ^__^
Goals
• to travel through Europe and maybe someday become an illustrator (or manga artist)
Hobbies
• drawing, writing, reading
Talents
• drawing and writing

myOtaku.com: Darkfire75

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Guys, I had a really bad nightmare last night. Really. I started to cry because of it. It was one I'd never had before and I hope I never have it again. I dreamed that my cousin Emily (who lives in North Carolina and is married) died. I don't even know WHY I dreamed this because Emily is like a big sister to me. I don't get to see her that often and the last time I saw her was...well, I think our Pepere's birthday in May. And I think she's gonna be coming up from NC this weekend since her brother is bringing his fiance up from NC so that we can meet her. But anyway, I was so scared when I woke up this morning. I couldn't believe I'd dream something like that. I honest to God had tears falling down my cheeks.

Well, here's a small analysis from the Dream Interpretation site:

To see your cousin in your dream, represents something or some aspect of your character that is somewhat familiar. Perhaps you need to spend more time in cultivating and developing some emerging ability or character.

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

You guys have no idea just how freaking accurate those things are. Emily is married and has been for a long time and I guess I kinda envy her for that. She's really beautiful too and fun to hang around. I guess she represents the part of me that wishes for a loving relationship someday. That's really weird. I had to dream of her dying just to figure that out? What the?

My right shoulder really hurts now =( I don't know what I did to it, but it hurts so much all of a sudden. I probably shouldn't be on the comp. Anyway, I think I'm gonna go on AIM for a bit. You guys are welcome to message me if you want.

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