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Sunday, December 24, 2006
 I think it's a miracle I haven't started cutting my arms. I swear, sometimes I just wish I could get away from my family. It's Christmas Eve and everyone has literally gone off the deep end. I'm in my room, trying to ignore everything, but honest to God, I've never been so scared in my life. I honestly thought my dad was gonna leave us tonight. The screaming and yelling...I can't stand it. I have no one to talk to. I mean, it's Christmas Eve. Most families are being happy. I hate when this happens, but I've never cried until tonight. My brother usually instigates everything and I mean, what am I supposed to do? I hate violence and loud noises. I'm seriously AMAZED that I'm NOT emo like Sasuke or whatever. I was tempted to call my friend but I didn't want to bother her. She doesn't need to hear about my problems. I needed to vent. I'm scared, I'm sad, I'm depressed, and I'm pissed off right now. I want to yell and scream at how immature everyone's being, but I don't yell. I always get dragged into the fights too, somehow, when I'm shut up in my room half the night. I know probably none of you really give a shit what's going on in my life, but I seriously needed to write down my feelings right now. I've never cried so hard in my life. I fogged up my glasses so I had to take them off and now I'm typing this with barely any vision. Okay, it seems things have quieted down somewhat. Thank God. I guess...um...Merry Christmas =(
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