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Thursday, December 6, 2007


^^

Well I changed my site, I forgot when though lol I like my site now. I did a big u turn on the feel of my site lol It was dark and sad before, now it is like happy and light. I have my concert tonight! I cant wait! Soon Im going to take a shower for the concert! I read a whole lot today! I have read over 400 pages today. I got bored so I started reading lol Well I dont know if I will get to EVERYONE'S site, but I shall try to get to as many as I can. I shall post a page of my story on sundays, since on sundays I really have nothing to say! Well I hope you guys enjoy what I have done to my site! I enjoy this site! Well back to working on my homework and practicing a little ^^ I finished most of my homework, the rest is just research online. This is the easy homework! I already did most of the research for math, now onto social studies! Talk to you all later!

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007


I didnt post yesterday ^^'

Well I didnt post yesterday. Sorry! YEsterday I didnt have school!!! But I dont conection to the internet until 3 -_- When it past 3 I didnt notice...I was reading all day yesterday and finished my book which is over 700 pages long. I am going to post my story tomorrow...TOMORROW I GET TO PLAY IN FRONT OF THE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its the christmas concert!!! I get to annouce one of the songs!!!!! YAY ME!!! The concert for the parents is thursday! Well I should get to my homework now!!! Ill get to sites later tonight!!! After I finish all my homework...well talk to you all later!

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Friday, November 30, 2007


more of my story! ^^

So sorry for not going to any sites or posting wedsneday! My laptop wouldnt let me get onto the interenet!! T.T I couldnt get onto the interent yesterday either T.T I just got on now! I just got back from my jazz improv class! It was so much fun!!! Its almost every friday 2:45-4:15!!!! It was awesome! I am just writing on my story right now lol I got a whole lot...about 14 pages! Only 2 chapters so far lol I shall get to sites later tonight! well page 2 now! Hope you enjoy! still no title! lol Well enjoy ^^
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I began to cry again at his words. I was confused…boys usually were nicer to me…well Tom was at least. “What’s wrong with her?” Jakob asked.
“Nothing is wrong with her, she is just frightened. You are yelling questions at her…she may not comprehend.” His dad explained. “I want Tom!!!!” I screamed. “Who?” Jakob asked. “I want Tom!!! I want Tom…” I began to cry again…I wanted to be with Tom, the only person who was nice to me. “What’s wrong now?” Jakob questioned. “I think this Tom person is someone close to her…do you know where your parents are?” his dad asked. “Dead.” I cried some more…I was remembering about the night my parents died. It’s sad to think that I am all alone in this world. The only person who actually cares for me is at the place I hate the most. I wish that he came with me.
“Dead?” he questioned. I nodded silently. His dad hugged me. “Oh, I am so sorry!” Jakob’s dad began to cry. Why was this old man crying for? He didn’t know my parents. He didn’t even know how they died or when. “How old were you when they died?” he asked. “3…or 3 ½…” I was still crying. “That young?” Jakob asked. He couldn’t believe how young. I nodded silently. “How old are you?” his dad asked. “11 ½…” I told him.
“That’s a long time being alone…do you have any relatives?” he asked. “No…everyone dead but me.” I told him. Why not just tell him about my sad and lonely life. “That is so sad!” his dad hugged me. How many times is this weird old man going to hug me? “Dad can we go home now?” Jakob asked. “Yes…but we are going to take her with us!” his dad picked me up. What was he doing? How dare he do this to me! I kicked and screamed all the way there.
An old woman came out and hugged the boy named Jakob. “My little boy!!” She exclaimed. I think she is his mom…she is very odd. “Oh look at the little girl! She is so cute!!! She looks like a little angel!” she ran up to me and hugged me. I looked like an angel? Weird…I don’t think they know that my name is Ange yet…oh yeah I haven’t told any of them my name, yet they still take me in. They are odd people.
The next morning I awoke in a big pink room. Horrible room! I hate the color pink! Always have! Damn these people for putting me in a pink room! I looked to the other bed in the room…it was a girl…probably 14 or 15 years old. Who is she? “Excuse me…who are you?” I asked. “Oh, your awake finally. I am Sarah! I am 14 years old.” She explained. Oh…so her name is Sarah. So I was about right with the age…that’s good to know. “Who are you little girl?” She asked me. “Ange…” I told her. “What a pretty name!” She yelled. She ran up to me and hugged me. “You are so cute! I wish you were my sister! You would be better than my brother!” She yelled. This whole family likes giving hugs…man they all are odd.
To be continued...

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Monday, November 26, 2007


sorry for not going or being on!

Hey all, I have been very busy lately! -_- Well anyhow. I shall post on monday, wedsneday, friday and sometimes sundays! I hope you all can handle this change! I will also comment on those days if I can! Im sorry about not being a good friend and not going to sites or comenting!!! I have so much homework right now I really shouldnt be on, but I just had to post! So, I shall leave you guys with the story I am currently writing! I will get to sites as soon as I can tonight! If you dont post when I am on Im sorry. But I truly am trying to cut back on how much time I am on the laptop!! Well here you go! I dont have a title yet! It is only the first page that I am posting! On wedsneday I will post the next page if you would like! I hope you guys enjoy! Tell me what I need to fix and improve please!! Have a good day!
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One snowy afternoon I was walking with my mom and dad. We were so happy…until a tall big man came into view. He had a gun pointed right at my dad. He shot both of my parents, leaving me alone on that street. I was alone…for the rest of eternity. After that my whole life changed…
“No!” I screamed. I finally awoke from that gruesome nightmare. I was sweating and panting. It was the same dream again…the one of when my parents died. I am Ange…in English it means Angel…so just call me Angel. I am only 11 ½ right now. I am an orphan…all alone in this world. All my family is dead…I am living in this orphanage…for now. I am planning my escape tonight!
“Ange!!! Ange!!!” a boy yelled. It’s Tom…he loves me…and I love him like a brother. He is 12 years old. “Ange, there you are!” Tom said. He looked relieved to of found me. “Yep, I am here.” I smiled. I am only 11 ½. “Ange, don’t let me lose you again!” Tom yelled. He is very nice to me…but I must leave this place…I hate it here.
“Yes, I understand. Tom, I am going to run away from here! Don’t try looking for me! One day, you will find me…I will be happy when I am away from here…I will write one day and tell you where I am…than you can come find me!” I explained. I hope he doesn’t disapprove. “Okay Ange, you can run away, if you tell me where you are so one day I can find you!” Tom was on the verge to cry, but instead he hugged me tight. “I love you Tom!” I hugged him back. “I know you only love me as a brother…but I love you too…please don’t forget me.” Tom whispered. He looked so sad. “I won’t forget you!” I yelled.
That night I got all my things…I opened the door and ran outside. I didn’t have many things so it wasn’t so hard to get away. Tom was asleep…so he didn’t know that I left. He doesn’t even know that I took one of his rings…it’s the only way I will remember him…also I have many pictures of him. He has rings because they are his mom’s. I left him one of my necklaces to remember me. I hope he remembers me too…I think he will.
I walked all over the place until I passed out on the sidewalk.
“Jakob, look there’s a girl…I wonder if she is lost.” A man told his son. “Dad, why would a girl be lost? Especially at this time of the year. It’s winter, and cold, wouldn’t you think she would be smarted and stay with her parents?” Jakob asked. He has so many questions for a kid his age. “Jakob, slow down…you have so many questions!” his dad exclaimed.
I awoke to them yelling back and forth, with them yelling I thought it was about me so I began to cry. “Oh, little girl don’t cry!” his dad wiped away my tears. “Why aren’t you with your parents? Why aren’t you inside during this weather? Its freezing cold! Are you insane?” Jakob exclaimed. I began to cry again at his words.
To be continued...

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007


Sorry all

Well sorry for not being on in FOREVER!!!! I just wanted to be away from the laptop world...so right now I was just going to check my emails and write a story. Im not going to go to sites...tomorrow I dont have school!!!! ^^ Tomorrow I will try and get on...but when I do its going to be for a short period, and Im just going to go to the sites that have updated at that time! So if you dont update when I get on then I wont get to your site!! SORRY!!! Its just I want to cut back on the time Im on the laptop...so I hope you all can get use to this change! I also hope that you all who read this are still my friends!!! So the drama production was great! I was so happy...NOT!! lol I was so the happiest person there! not really, my face looked like I was so annoyed...so yeah. But we did a good job ^^ Im going to be in this jazz improv class!!! Its because Im in monday night jazz band, only monday night jazz band are allowed because we are more experienced in playing jazz. ^^ I feel so accomplished! I thought I wasnt going to get into monday night! Im one of the better flute players...yeah in our jazz band we can play flute!! ^^ Im so happy I can play jazz! its so much fun! Mr depalo is an awesome teacher! Im just sad because I dont have my bff's in my cluster...only down side to this year. But I am going to make sure next year caitlin and me are in the same cluster!! I am pretty close to mrs livengood and she says she is going to make it happen if I remind her ^^ so next year I know or hope that caitlin and I are in the same cluster! Last year even if we didnt have the same class, we would walk in the halls and talk during lunch and homeroom...we were sorta unseperatble!(sp?) The only thing that seperated us was if we werent in the same class lol Well I think I should go now! I will get to a few sites...Have a good day!!

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Thursday, November 8, 2007


^^ my bday!!

Hey sorry for not being on in a while. I have had drama every night and then i have to do all my homework and i get onto the laptop very late -_- Sorry for not going to sites a lot recently. i have just been packed with homework! Its so hard, 7th grade is. Well about the title of the post...this Saturday is my bday!!!!!!!! ^^ I am turning 13!!!! I cant believe it!!! I AM SO HAPPY IM TURNING 13!!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow I am not going to be on at all! I have my bday party ^^ Caitlin, Natalie and Karen are going to be there...and maybe Courtney...but i dunno about her. ^^ but I cant wait!! I know my party seems small...but i dont have many really good friends...so I dont invite many people...so yeah I wont be on tomorrow or saturday! lol Im mega happy, i cant wait to see what I got...lol Im so exhausted...well now i have to go to bed!! I just barely got onto the laptop! So I cant go to sites tonight!!!! Sorry!!! Talk to you all tomorrow! ^^

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Sunday, November 4, 2007


Age Shouldn't Matter

Girl: Heyy What's Up?



Boy: nm...just listening to music.



Girl: I heard you're getting your G.E.D :)



Boy: Yeahh, i thought it was a good idea.



Girl: It is! I'm so proud of you.



Boy: Yeahh, thanks, well i g2g. later.



-Last message recieved 9/23/07



-The Nxt Day.



Girl: Hi :]



Boy: Hey, what's up.



Girl:Not much, you?



Boy: I got my G.E.D!



Girl: OMG!! I'm so proud of you ^_^



Boy: yeah thanks.



Girl: I have to tell you something.



Boy:yes?



Girl: well i love you. i always have i cared about you and your always in my heart.



Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 15 and im 18



Girl: But i love you age shouldn't mater



Boy: I know you do...and i love you, But i found this girl my age...



Girl: i just thought......(crying -she logs off)



The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 15 year old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters."



The boy then recives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love."



That night the boy hangs himself and writes on the wall "She's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will."



IF YOU AGREE THAT AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LOVE THEM WITH ALL YOUR HEART!



THEN REPOST THIS AS "Age Shouldn't Matter''



& A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN AT 12:00 midnight

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I had nothing to post so I just posted this...but I thought that was a bit sad, age really shouldnt matter, as long as you love the person, thats all that matters. Well I will try to get to peoples sites now...

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Saturday, November 3, 2007


hi lol

Well yesterday I posted at school. I wasnt really suppose to do that...I wasnt even suppose to write a story. We were suppose to be doing our homework, and the only reason you should of been on the computers is if you had to type up something of get research lol Well I didnt care so I just got on and typed up a story...so when I get on the computer another time I need to send the story to myself by an email lol thats gonna be fun...and I hope it will actually work! if it doesnt -_- Im screwed. Karen was watching me type the post yesterday and she said I was typing really fast and needed to slow done lol No I dont like slowing down. Its called alll the IM chats that I have going on makes me need to type faster lol I also practice going a bit faster at typing!!! lol Yesterday night Caitlin and I were making some random videos. lol We sang first and recorded it. Then we made some comments about two shows, Yu Gi Oh Gx and Naruto lol It was funny...we hope to be able to get it on youtbe...and if that doesnt work *pouts* The last time we tried to get a video on youtube...it never showed up...we try looking for it and cant find it...its very odd...so we think that maybe it was because it was too long lol Well whatever. Im sorry if I didnt get to your site yesterday. I plan to try and get to everyones site tpday...well the people who actually update! I am going to start deleting friends...so if you dont comment me in like a week or so when I update...then your off my friends list. Unless you notify somehow that either you cant go to sites that day or are currently away. ^^' you sorta cant comment if you are not there. For some reason my background isnt working *pouts* well I shall go look for another one...and hope it works...which is weird since when I am at my house it works fine for me...but on my friends computer I cant see it...weird... I think I am going to talk some about yesterday lol

Friday:

I woke up...lol against my will -_- I wanted more sleep...I coughed a few times. I read my book a bit. Got on the bus. It was a bit cold that morning. I got on the bus and just read. I didnt talk to anyone and just read. I was very happy about that. Kai is super anoying -_-' I went to homeroom. Ryan was very anoyingly weird lol I dont think anoyingly is a word...if it isnt...IT IS NOW!!! lol Went to science...we had a sub...it was boring... English was boring. French we had a test...I prob got like an A or A- something like that. Computers I posted yesterday lol I finished all my homework. I wrote a story. I am happy I have all my homework done!!! WEE!!! Math we got something that isnt due until weds lol it was funny to see when it was due. I dont have school tues!!!! WEE!!!!!! NO SCHOOL!!!!! I think that I get grades weds!!! ^^ I cant wait!!!! I cant wait for my report card...I hope to get high honors...or just plain old honors!!! I have never gotten high honors, only honors. *shrugs* not a big deal with me, but I would like once in my life to actually get high honors. Social Studies we did assignment the world and talked about it. That was boring. Ssr was actually a bit fun lol we got popcorn and juice and got to go outside for a bit...I tried to stay away from the sun...I dont like the sun. Then band, We had a subsitute *pouts* Mr D is way better then the sub lol The drummers were sayin the sub was better lol because he actually said they were doing well...Mr D never compliments them lol because they dont need it...they always are the main cause of some noise and commotion. Well I think I have talked enough lol Well time to go to sites!!! and after caitlin and I watch this episode we are going to put some commentary on it lol we random lol well have a good day!!!!

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Friday, November 2, 2007


quick...

I have to type this very quick...I am at school right now...its period 4...I am at computers...well I will get to sites later...I have to hurry...computers is boring right now...well hope you all are welll...good day!!!!

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007


my story ^^

I wrote this for a contest that my english teacher is making the whole cluster enter...and I like it...she is prob gonna make me change something about it...but this is what I got so far...this is my first copy of it...with no changes...but I did correct spelling and grammar stuff...thats it though...can you guys help decide a title for me? I can never think of a title...so please help! here you go! I hope you enjoy!!

I knew why I burnt down that house. But no one else knew that I was the on who burnt it down, and they didn’t know why. I am Aura Fontara; I am 15 years old. I have long brown hair that is always messy. I am wearing, blue jeans and a sweatshirt, red. I live on Calais St.
“Aura are you okay?” mom trembled. “I’m fine mom, stop treating me like I am a child!” I hissed. “Aura do you know who burnt down the house?” mom questioned. “No, sorry I don’t” I grinned. Of course I know who did. But I wasn’t going to tell her. My business, it was not hers. “I can’t believe your brother died in that house…he didn’t like he was burnt though.” Mom emphasized. He wasn’t burnt…but I couldn’t tell her that I killed him…oh no…he was her favorite, so he had to go. Poor, poor Sam…he was so young…of course I don’t care.
“Oh mom, don’t worry about it. He died and everyone is sad.” I faked a frown like I was sad, he was a pain in my side that had to go. “Yes, everyone is ever s sad, I can’t believe he was the one who died…”mom grimaced.
I bet she wanted me to die in the fire instead of him. She hated me the most anyway. I was always getting in trouble, always being blamed. Of course I was a perfect student, not. I was failing most of my classes. I got 18 detentions per month…I skipped them all.
“Yeah, only if.” I grinned. I was lying of course. I was the one who ended his life, and very happy about it. “Aura, I think we should find a place to stay right now.” Mom pointed out. “Yeah, true…how about we stay at Kir’s place?” I suggested. Kir, my best friend forever...been best friends since kindergarten. Of course her real name is Kirin, but I call her Kir. It’s a long story about why. “Good idea…she surely would let us stay at her place.” Mom approved. I usually was on good behavior at her house, that’s the only reason why she agreed so quickly. I liked hanging out with Kir so I tried to be on her mom’s good side, .if she had a good side. “Should I go get my stuff?” I questioned. I wonder what was left after the fire. I hope all the pictures of Sam were burnt to ashes. Thoughts of him...gone. “What stuff? I don’t think we have anything left…I don’t want to try and look for anything either.” Mom noted. “Does that mean I have to borrow some of Kir’s clothes?” I asked. Nothing new I usually ended up changing at her house into something of hers. “Yes, I think that will work.” Mom agreed.
WE drove to Kir’s house, which wasn’t that far away. Kir ran up to me and hugged me. She put her mouth to my ear. “What did you do this time?” Kir whispered. “I will tell you when we get into your room.” I replied. Then I followed Kir to her room and changed into a denim skirt and blue t-shirt. We both sat on the bed. “Now explain,” Kir demanded.
I thought carefully about what I was going to say. I had to edit it all. So I told her that Sam died and the house was burned. See how I didn’t say that I was the one who did that? I can’t let anyone know that I did…it will be my deepest and darkest secret. :” I wonder who did it.” Kir pondered. “So do I.” I lied. Kir gave me a hug. “I’m so sorry Sam died!” she cried. “So am I.” I lied. I forced myself to cry tears…but not tears of sadness…tears of happiness. We did that for a few minutes until we were interrupted. “Time for dinner!” mom yelled. “Coming!” we both yelled back. We whipped away our tears then ran down those creaky stairs.
“They found something that could identify who burnt down the house, Aura. Isn’t that great news? Soon we will get that person in jail.” mom explained. I hope they never find out who did it…since I already knew. It was horrible news, but I faked a smile, “That is definitely great news!” I cheered. Okay…maybe I went a bit over board with the enthusiasm…but whatever. They both stared at me for some time but then went on eating dinner.
Kir and I went back up into her room. We talked some more about what happened. Then changed the subject immediately when it went towards Sam. A few hours later we both went to bed and slept peacefully…well not entirely peacefully…Kir snores…always has. Very loud might I add! It took me forever to fall asleep. But I finally did and my dream was about Sam.
I woke up finally to find that Kir was not there. I looked around the room, pink ugh. I hate the color pink…weird how we are friends since we are complete opposites. I got out of the bed then ran down stairs. My mom was there, pacing back and forth, deep in thought. “Hey mom!” I shouted. “Hi Aura…they found something else which proves that it was a teenage girl, around your age who burnt and killed Sam…they say he was murdered not burnt to death.” Mom hesitated. “He was murdered?” I questioned. Of course I knew that…but she didn’t know that I knew…these people are finding out too much, to quick. “Yes he was.” Mom whispered.
She went off to another room, and I thought I could hear her cry. Did she think that someone we knew did it? Dad? Me? Kir? Dad, haven’t seen him since Sam was born…which was 10 years ago…I was five. I think she suspected me…had to be me.
“There you are! Kir I was wondering if you thought someone we knew killed Sam?” I asked. I bet she did. I know when she lies to me…sop if she says no then I will know if it really is yes. Kir flinched at hearing his name. “No.” Kir said then walked off. She meant to say…yes.
I went and sat on the couch. I was bored, nothing to do but sit here and wait for the police to come and get me. That’s where I was heading jail…oh wait no Juvenal hall or whatever it was called I bet those people were r=figuring it out right now, that I was the one who did it. Kir finally came and sat down. Her face was blank. “Aura, they know who did it…the last thing they found identified her.” Kir sighed. “So who did it?” I asked. I was trying to play dumb. I can’t believe they know I did it already! It’s only been a few days. “You.” Kir sighed. “Me?” I said seeming startled. “Aura stop playing dumb!” Kir yelled in anger. “Aura, the police are here for you…” mom sobbed. I knew she couldn’t believe that I did it. Two men then came in the door and grabbed my arms and dragged me out. “Know what mom? When I get out your next! I hate you!” I yelled. “I love you…” mom whispered. I disappeared from their sight and was gone…for now…
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hope you enjoyed it!! please help and give me a title to consider!!

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