Saturday, October 20, 2007

afternoon!

Soon I get to go to the Pumkin Fest!!! I cant wait!!! Its gonna be so much fun!!! I have gone to it every year since I moved here!! I love going!! We carve pumkins and bring them down town to put on display...we count them all and get so many in all!! If I remember correctly we have some records because of it!! This town is small yet we can carve so many pumkins!! lol Isnt that sad? But I will get to as many sites as I can right now...then I will be gone for a while! Tomorrow I cant post or get to sites really because I am going to my friends' b-day party!!! It is going to be so much fun!! But I am going to be out of town for most of the day!! I get to go back to where I love...Nashua!!! Well I will be getting to sites now!! Have a good day!!

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Friday, October 19, 2007

more pain -_- T.T >.

So today was pretty boring...so I talked to the physcaitrist for the school...everyone thinks I am going to kill myself or cut myself--' you know how irritating it is to have everyone ask that!? VERY! I got asked that by mrs livengood my mom and step-dad and now this person!--' also all my friends!--' damn it all!! So lets see...so today people were carving pumkins while I was talking with the two people...I missed carving pumkins Im happy about that! XD So then I went to the classes I had...which was all of them--' SSR was so unfair!! The regular teacher wasnt there so everyone but our class got to have a little party!! It was so unfair!!!! So we had to watch the boring dumb video! >.< I hated it! It was about sports! Well it was about a basketball team...which was very boring and I didnt pay attention much! So then at the end of the day I talked to Katelyn, Ryan, and Courtney! It was so funny!! XD we all were laughing our butts off! Then Courtney and I had to go to drama...we had to both work on a dance with the rest of the chorus! It was so long!! We worked on it for 2 hours long!!! I was so unhappy! I am in so much pain because of it!! I am going to go and pass out now...so tired!!! well hope everyone is doing well...good day!

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

hello all

Yesterday my cluster went to Fort at Number four!!! It was better then I remember XD I have been there once before...I was in 4th grade though...I talked to mostly Karen and Ryan the whole time!! It was a load of fun!! I didnt get to anyone's site yesterday really...sorry! I still have to finish my homework which isnt very hard...my english teacher is forcing the whole cluster to write a mystery for a contest--' I dont like that she is forcing me too--' If I wanted so badly to enter I would have done it by my free will but no she is focing us--' Tomorrow morning I am going down to Mrs. Livengood's office with Karen to eat breakfest!! ^_^ She sorta told me this morning before she gave me a pass to go to my class ^_^' I have been missing french class a lot...I havent had french in over a week!! But tomorrow I will...we are carving pumkins tomorrow!!! Then we are bringing them down to where they are being placed for the pumkin fest!!!! Im going to the pumkin fest saturday!! Then on saturday Im going to my friends' b-day party!!! Spikey and Madison!! They are younger then me but still they are my friends!! They live out of this town though...so I havent seen them in a while! I cant wait!!!! I should get to my english homework shouldnt I? XD well I shall go to people's site and get to finishing my homework! Have a good day!

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

still in pain >.< T.T -_-'

okay so today I had to take 3 tests!!! Two make up things for the NECAP testing...so I missed a lot of my classes!!! I missed Gym, Art, SSR, and thats it...but today I went to the library with my english class!! It was a bit of fun...the only fun part was that I only really talked to Karen XD Only sorta fun part!! I got a book against my will...but now I seem to get more interested in it...its pretty good...my type of book to read...so my uncle jeff is over now...or isnt...dunno...last I knew he was...uncle jeff aint my real uncle but I call him uncle jeff and that is how he is known to me...I have to make up the science quiz I missed...which sucks...still have to make up the french quiz--' Im anoyed about that...but Ill get over it...had a test in Social Studies...it was easy...just about the 8 regions...boring...got some extra credit in that class even though I really dont need it XD I get a load of extra credit in that class xD tomorrow my cluster is going to fort number four...I have been there already but they are taking us again...well for me it is again...we got a new student today!!! He is named Malcom...thats all I really know XD he is in my math class...thats about it I think...but of course he could be in any of the classes I missed....so *shrugs* he might be a bit taller then me!!! T.T NOOOOOOOOOOO!! No more people almost being taller then me XD People say he looked like a 10th grader or something and everyone looked like ants compared to him...well except me XD so today was interesting as you can tell XD I havent posted in a few days cause I have had nothing to talk about! So on mondays I cant post from now on T.T sorry all!! But I have drama until 5 then jazz band at 6:30 until 8...so no posting for me and no going to sites too! Sorry all!!!! I have drama on Mondays, wendsdays, thursdays and fridays so I cant post...except this thursday it was cancelled...so no posting but on those days I will go to sites but not post...well I still hurt...it sucks to be me...well hope you all are well!! Have a good day!

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Friday, October 12, 2007

Im in a bit of pain...

well Im just gonna say one little thing...and that is that Im in pain!!! I fell down a flight of stairs during school today!!! T.T It hurt a whole lot!!! And a whole lot of people saw it happen T.T I already got rumours!!! XD wow gossip spreads fast in my school...but now I got bandages...on my legs and on my side...my side hurts the most...well I should get to going to sites now...have a good day!!! Dont fall down stairs!!! It hurts when you hit the bottom!!!!! Bye all!

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

hello all...not gonna really go to sites tonight...bit tired from going to Manchester today...it took a few hours cause we stopped to eat on the way...I got home at like 5...it was so boring the trip...and the place we went to looked like a church!!--' WHAT THE HECK!?!? I didnt like being in there...it was so boring...it took a while to get her asshes too...natalie was mad that I didnt go to drama tonight XD Oh some good news...well for me XD I got into Monday Night Jazz Band!!! Im so happy about that!!! Well Im gonna go back to trying to write a poem--' its tough right now...but Ill write it...maybe I will post it tomorrow...dunno...well since Im mighty bored...here is an older poem that I wrote a while ago...many of you may remember it...its called The Girl... The day goes on. No one will ever see the child cry. She locks herself away. Running away from fear. Being chased. Hides away in her room. The child cries. Her pains roaring loud! No one sees… her pain grows. Everyone hates her. No one cares. She wants her mom. To scared to get hurt. She cries. In that dark little room. Waiting for someone to care. No…hoping for someone to care. She is wasting away. The pain is eating her away. She is disappearing. The world will never see her again. The child lost in this world. No friends…family hates her. They want her dead. No one will miss her. Take the misery away. She doesn’t want pain! She wants it to go away! Can’t you save her! Before time is up! Before she is gone! Her misery grows. The pain takes her away. You could have saved her! But you just watched her! You could have told her that you cared! Told her that you were there! No! You just watched her disappear from this god-forsaken place! You didn’t care! You just let her go. Not even giving her a chance! She is gone. That girl you knew. The one who was in her room…screaming. The pain was too strong. She is gone. No one will bring her back. You can try…but she will never be the same…

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

*shivers* its cold

my room is frezing cold! I love the cold! But Its just a bit colder then usual! We were getting wonderful hot weather now my room is frezin cold! maybe its just my room xD dunno...weird thing happened last night...it was freaky! I was outside in the rain and I kept seeing this black shape run across the ground! It looked like a bird but it wasnt! Then later on I felt something touch my hair...I was so freaked that I went inside! My heart was racin! Dont know what happened last night but it freaked me out...I am not gonna get to everyone's site but Ill try! Hope everyone has a lovely Thursday!! I got to say that now becuase wendseday has already almost passed XD well good night all!

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

night all...

i know it is very late at night...well pretty late...so how is everyone? Im good...I didnt go to school again today...tomorrow I am though *sighs* Im not ready though...tomorrow I get to have fun with testing *sighs* sad thing I dont know what I need for tomorrow...I forgot the whole schedule...well its been two days...and on monday I would have had gym...so yesterday I would have had french...so tomorrow I may need my gym clothes *sighs* what if I dont have gym...I would have packed the clothes for no reason *sighs* well tomorrow I got drama untill 5...so I cant post tomorrow...so no posting...my friend helped me with my site...its changed now...dedicated sorta to my grandma...sorta...well I am gonna get to sites tomorrow...not today I am pretty depressed right now...other reasons...well hope everyone has a good day!

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Monday, October 8, 2007

   ~Someone's Watching Over Me~

My grandma died yesterday T.T Thats why I didnt go to anyone's site T.T I didnt go to school today either T.T Im not going to school tomorrow too T.T Im so sad right now... T.T I didnt want her to die but did T.T She was in so much pain T.T Im not going to go to anyone's site today T.T if I do Im just gonna say have a good day...or something like that...Ill read the post maybe...if it isnt to long for me...but still...nothing big...just saying Im here and alive...but mega depressed T.T so hope everyone is in better moods T.T The title of this post is cause I do have someone watching over me...also I have many people watching over me...like 13 or 12 deaths already in my life T.T Im only 12 T.T I have also seen myself almost die T.T Im so unlucky T.T here is a video... Comments (7) | Permalink Sunday, October 7, 2007    morning Good morning to everyone! I am now awake! No thanks to Caitlin XD I was up before her like always but since this laptop has a code I have to wait for her to wake up cause I dont know it!!! Oh yes Im still at caitlins...this is my home away from home XD So why dont I talk about what I did yesterday because there really is nothing to talk about today...nothing really has happened today which was exciting! Yesterday! So I got up at...8:30 in the morning got online posted then I talked to caitlin on im...weird I know talking to someone who is right across the room XD Im weird I know! Then at like 10 my other friend came online and I talked to him...the baka...then he had to go to this thing at 2 then we left to go to stores...we went to Target first...it took forever!!!--' I was playing around with a string from my sweatshirt out of boredom...stopping the blood from really getting to my hand...it was funny XD then caitlins mom took it away from me and didnt give me it back untill...we had to go out of the store...then I tied it together then put it around my neck! I still have it around my neck today xD Then we went to borders!!!!!! I got two mangas!!!! Now I have to bow down to caitlin untill I get the money I owe her XD I owe a lot of people money! I can live with it! Then we got back the other person got back so we talked to him then we went on caitlins cb cause im was screwin up for her...talked to mewmew, shia and caitlin on there weird...this one person came on the cb so caitlin had to get off...he kept on trying to get us to add him...but none of us did XD it was fun then caitlin got back on then we all had a blast talking to each other...then we had to go to bed, so the fun was cut...then we stayed up about maybe an hour more talking about random stuff XD Well I must say adu! Ciao! I am going to go to sites when I get home later tonight! Hope you have a good day all!!! love yah! Comments (3) | Permalink Pages (16): [ First ][ Previous ] 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 [ Next ] [ Last ]