Birthday • 1994-11-10 Gender •
Female Location • Member Since • 2007-06-22 Occupation • hiding away from the world and its problems, poet, musician, going to school and learning all the stuff again! Real Name •
Personal
Achievements • Anime Fan Since • since the beginning of the world Favorite Anime • Goals • Hobbies • Talents •
myOtaku.com: DarkForever
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Morning/noon/afternoon/evening! Yep I have been off for a few days! So lets tell you what has happened to me!
Thursday night: (I think)
I was taken to a hotel...it took forever to find a room! But we found one! The room had two beds and a tv...I watched the tv the most! XD I got to take a shower...the water was better than at my house! The shower was cleaner too 0_0 cool! XD We got the room and than went to dinner! We went to the Colorado Steak House! They moved a lot of things around inside O_O We didn't sit on the side we always did! I got the 10 oz New York sirlion! It was real good! We talked to Buzz...he is the waiter in the bar...yeah my mom takes me into the bar a whole lot when we go out to eat...it's cause she smokes...but in 2 weeks they say that she won't be able to smoke in there...or something like that! My mom is not too happy about that! So than we went to the room...talked some...Stash ended up sleeping in the hotel too XD We all went to bed at like 12 but I ended up having a sorta crappy night sleep...than me and Stash woke up at 3 in the morning -_-' I got a glass of water than tried to go back to sleep...than we woke up at like 8...went to breakfest -_-' I don't like eating breakfest...my mom told me she is going to force me to eat breakfest in the morning before school -_-' come on! but yeah that is all that really happened that night.
Friday:
We got up went to breakfest. Than we brought all of the stuff we brought back to the house. Than off to Nashua! I tried to sleep on the way there like I usually do. But again it didn't work...I think all the construction and other things kept me up...not to mention how fast my mom was driving! In Nashua I think the speed limit is higher than the one here...so more than 30...we got onto the highway for a while...so fast I couldn't sleep at all...than we were in another town...than some more towns untill we got to Nashua! The weather was so hot! We went to Walmart first...that place sucks! Im ont kidding it took so long just to find some clothes! All we bought was 2 pair of jeans and a shirt for me...and 2 shirts for my mom...it came up to over $100! Than we went to find a place to eat...we found this place that looked pretty new and is not in the town I live in...don't remember that name though...but that place was pretty good...than we went to try to go to the mall but ended up going to A J Wright XD In A J Wright I found clothes easier and quicker than walmart! I got 4 pairs of jeans there and it came up to less than $100! That is good we didn't break $100 again...than we went to Headliners!!!!!! That place rules!!! I needed my parents to go in with me though XD You have to be 16+ to go in alone and you have to have the ID to prove it! The place is not child proof! It had weapons and other things which looked so cool! I walked in there and found my dad his b-day present! It was almost $200 he better like it! I got a few sweatshirts...this one that had a skull on fire and a few just black ones...but yeah! Than we got out of there before we spent more of a fortune! We headed home! Wait...yeah we did! So we headed off home I tried sleeping again but my mom was driving real fast! We got home and than ate dinner a little later...got home I put away my clothes...went onto the laptop to talk to Aaron and anyone else who bothers to talk to me!
Saturday:
I got to go pick up Caitlin from camp!!! Yep so her mom came and picked me up to pick up caitlin in teh morning! It was a pretty boring trip and pick up...than we headed home not to long after...I got to stay at Caitlin's for a while...we all talked to Aaron together for once! But we had to share the mouse and everything so yeah that was tough I went home and came on tha laptop and talked to anyone I could...today I hope to get to people! If I don't Im sorry but yeah! Have a good day!
Morning! Yesterday I went to the church done the street...no not for a sermon or something. I went to see the windows that were put in. Yeah prety boring...but under the windows were placks with names of who donated money for the windows and otehr things. We went to the ones in teh music room(my favorite room cause it has loads of pianos) In there were two winows that had the names of some people in my family. Greg(my dad), Dawna(my mom) and my name was under the thing that said in celerbration of. Did you think I was actually going to tell you my real name! Well I wasn't. Next to that window had the thin that said in memory(or something like that) of my great gradma and my grandma cause my great grandma died a few years ago and my grandma is dying...cause she is real sick...but I got to see my grandma and forgot that she was dying for a moment. She does not look so well though. In the end she was crying in joy! Yeah that was real good to know! I played on the piano...so much fun! Than I went home and got ramen for lunch. Than I got on teh laptop a little later than just talked to people I know. So I get to write a list of things that i need for school...like clothes and school supplies so yeah...not much has really happened but whatever! Here is a two videos the first one is short the second one is music!
Just saying hi! Also I added a quiz to my intro...so vote on that...I will talk more about today tomorrow...not really going to go to any sites even though I posted...well have a good day!
It is really cold right now! I don't like the fall here cause it gets real cold! Well sorry for not posting yesterday! I didn't get onto the laptop till like 3 in the afternoon and than myO was being worked on and didn't get fixed till a few hours later! Yesterday was real crappy. My mom told me that her car was reposed and that someone broke into the trailor and stole some of her jewlery! I was so shoked to learn that! She yelled at me o get out the anger. She said that it was sorta my dad's fault! But yeha it was sorta his fault! Oh my god he has become so lazy when my mom came into the picture! All day Sunday he was ASLEEP in his bed! Yesterday I mostly talked to my mom and step-dad, Stash! We were talking about random subjects. Like how I need to go school shopping and that who was going to take me. Either my mom or my dad...hmm tough question...NOT! My mom duh! But my mom was like maybe my dad should take me...and in my mind than aloud I was like HELL NO! I really was just shouting hell no, never, NEVER IN HELL! So yeah I was sorta saying no to the idea of my dad...but come on who would want their dad to take them school shopping? Well not me! We also talked about me not yelling that much and my mom yelling a lot but not a lot...I am the quietest cause I barly talk in this house anymore...don't know why though...well I must say adou! I think I spelled that wrong...whatever! So I am lonely so pm me! I will get to any sites that I can today...don't plan on being on the laptop much today...and think I am getting sick...before I ramble on more here is a video!
so I said there would be a poem but I can't find the paper with it on...my house has been cleaned so much that I actually CAN'T find anything lol so I am just going to write the memorital and if I find the paper I will put the poem tomorrow and see if you like my mom's poetry!
Angel LaFord was not really burried on 8/19/03. But really some objects were placed in a box that Angel would have in heaven. Angel was a miscarige. She died in my mom's womb. I can't believe that Angel died though. My mom didn't do anything wrong. So God just wanted to have Angel with him as we said. If Angel survived and was born I would not be an only child. But to this day my mom has had 3 miscariges. But Angel was the one we thought was going to happen. I just think about how much Angel could have changed this world and what I could tell Angel.
P.S I am finished! XD Also I changed my site again I hope people can comment...if not I will change somethings around again...me is so smart sometimes and sometimes so dumb...well hope you have a good day! I am going to use this video causse it is the song that was played at the funeral!
Im sorry for not posting yesterday and teh day before that. I almost didn't post today cause I didn't want to get on my laptop cause it takes forever to load and I don't have anything to do on it. Well I found out that I am going to be alone in my cluster :( I just got an e-mail from Natalie and she said she was going to be in cluster D :( They split us all up between the three clusters :( Me in Cluster E Caitlin Cluster F and Natalie Cluster E :( Im not going to be very happy about having to make more friends in my cluster. Everyone in teh school judges the people...I am not going to have fun. Im just glad I am away from Ms. Mickola XD Also that I think Ms. Hewitt retired or was fired XD So no more them!!!!!!! YAY!!!! Im so happy about that!! I already know what I am going to do this year. Don't have my class schedule though. We get them on the first day I think. But I already know that I am going to have band every day! Band is so much fun! Also I already know who the teacher for 7th and 8th grade band is Mr. Depalo! YEP! For sectionals it would be Mrs. Butterfield! The reason I wasn't on thursday was cause my laptop was taken away ^_^' for teh whole day. Yesterday I just wanted to talk to all of my friends on MyO and other things ^_^ So yep! Now I am alone cause one of my friends who I talk to on im is off to the stupid lake that he doesn't even like to go to. So I think I blabbed on enough. Yeah tomorrow I am just posting something about Angel. A poem and a little thing about why I was doing it...tomorrow I am going to be a little emotional cause whenever I read the poem I cry cause I think about Angel so yep! Have a good day! Now for teh awesome video I always pick out ahead of time ^_^'
Well right now I am posting just cause I have not posted and I can cause I want to. But yeah it is prety much the afternoon here 2:42 in teh afternoon. Prety late to be posting for me. Sorry I did not go to anyone's site yesterday! I was feeling down cause my mom gave me some bad news about my grandma...she isn't going to last for very much longer. I am very sad...and I will go to some people's sites today...really don't feel like it but I will. Well on a brighter note my site has changed! I love it!! Maybe cause it has Dark! Dark rules!!! Me like it! Well my day is boring...yeah I added some music on my site too...I am going to go to seee my cousins next saturday so I will not post that day. Prety early notice I know but I will say it again the day before...if I remeber. XD Yesterday I made dinner and desert with my mom...PIE and FRUIT TACOS!!!! XD yeah I made the name fruit tacos up but the name is something else but I forgot ^_^' So I call them fruit tacos! The pie was awesome!!! I loved eating it!!! Even though it had poison and dead bluberries that needed air XD it's an inside joke between me and my mom. Yeah so one question just cause I can and than a video!
1. Do you like what I did to my site?
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I am posting now for the fun of it!!!! Right now it is about 1:30 in the morning. Well to talk more about my hair...yeah I dyed it a few days ago...it looks real cool. I got the bangs dyed blonde and have a streak on teh side of my hair...and my hair is still brown...my friend is now at camp :( but I have been talking to all of my friends on MyO via pm. Yep so my days have been boring and lazy. Soon I go back to school...oh god I didn't notice how close but not so close!!! Yeah I go back on the 29th...and I am not in my friends cluster :( I am in the cluster SHE wanted and she is in the one I wanted...weird. I am in Cluster E homeroom 268...teacher I forgot...yeah...than next day after the first if I remember is picture day...boring days are coming...yeah some emmotions are going to be higher since the day when a person died is coming...and I can't comment on anyone's site right now cause my laptop is acting up...stupid laptop...well have a good day! also here is a video...Hobbes likes this song...an video
Yeo si yesterday I was traveling to New Market (we decided not to go to the other place) We left at like 11 in the morning...stupid laptop for not doing what we wanted!!! So I got my blanket and pillow so that I could sleep on the way there...of course they were talking about something and I got bits and pieces of the conversation so I got confused and asked questions...I never got teh sleep -_-' evil parents for having hard conversations about things that are happening and talking so I could hear. So my mom got us lost twice on the way there XD come on mom you are suppose to know this stuff!!! We went through Keene, Dublin, Derry, Ephanye(don't think that is right), Loudin(spelling?), and than finally to New Market!!!! So we went to the graveyard to see the grave...I forgot that next to Angel's grave was my grandfathers...he died in April 1999 I was either 4 or 5 one of those...when I got there we placed some flowers on the graves...I was remembering everything that had happened...than we went off to find a place to eat...I was so hungry cause it was like 3 in the afternoon and I didn't have anything to eat till we went to Applebees we got an apeetizer...it was real good...than we went off to home finally!! I was trying to sleep but they kept me up they d keep me up a lot when I want to sleep...but yeah I get use to it...I finally dyed my hair!!!!! it looks awesome...yeah I don't put photo's up...I may not write posts for a while cause a lot is hapening right now...I might not comment too that often so sorry in advance!!! no vide but today is going to be boring so pm me!!!!!! my friend is coming back and my other friend is leaving what fun
Yeah I just got back to writing posts but tomorrow I am traveling to two places so I will not be on at all! I went to everyone's site that I could. Hobbes is so adoribley cute and he is in my lap...he lies relaxing music and he scratches a lot...so tomorrow I am going to go to New Market(I think that is what the place is called) to see Angel's grave than I think off to Dairy, Maine yeah I live close to Maine and my mom says that it will take about 2 hours to go to the grave and I don't know how long to Dariy, Maine might be long to go there and I don't know what I am going to do in Maine...visit family is out of it cause my family who live up there live in Dexter if I remember correctly...but yeah just telling you guys before I just misteriously dissapear...but I will get on later that night but I won't go to anyone's site or anywhere on the internet really...mostly to check e-mails and pms than I will go od whatever!! so till sunday!!!!! talk to me people I am lonely all of my friends are going places for a while and leaving me here...one isn't coming back till sinday noonish(nice word) and the other one is leaving for two weeks on Sunday TT.TT I am going to be lonely when they are gone...
Sorry for not posting in a while!