Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   Hey
Hello everyone sorry about me not being on and putting up post and all but i have been busy with alot of stuff. my mother took my scaner so i can not put all the pic i have drawn -_-. i have been busy, tonight i have a big solo in chourus and i an neverous. + my Bf anthony is coming. Yes that is right. i am going out with anthony. But me and jay r very close. we r going out on dates just not bf and gf. he is so sweet. i have had many guy ask me out and it is so flatering ^_^. I will have all the peoples pic up and going i hope ya'll like them and i but i am at school as i write this because we just got done moving and i am so tierd because i had to move. Anthony is so sweet he got up and drove 20 miles at 6:00am and brought me 12 red roses at 7:00 in the morning and i was so suprized that he did that ^_^. I am truely in love with my fiancee(sp), yep that is right he asked me to marry him and i am happy. i will be called Amber Nicole Collins Lol, it shound so weird to say it but then agian it sound so right for it to come out of my mouth. i am 15 years old and he is 16 almost 17, i Know I know, u r too young to me engaged(sp) but i love him with all my heart. and we plan on having sex this weekend. It will be my first time, unless u count the time when i was raped but i don't. So it will be mine and his first time ^_^. I love anthony so much. But anyway i will have those pic up and going in a week r two.i know i have wrote a long a** letter but i had to tell ya'll what i am doing and stuff and if u ever have any problems E-mail me at Darkgoddess5000@yahoo.com and i will help u out. i love to help people and if u have any type of pic u wont me to draw i will be happy to. since summer is almost here. I am in school till june the 3rd but i am happy because i get more free time with anthony. sorry to all ya'll who liked jay. but if me and anthony do not work out i have him, he said so and i trust jay.
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   Hmmmmmm...what to do?
Ok...big problem...there r 4 guys who r in madly love with me...Jay, Rafael,Marik, and anthony(my bf at the time now)...and i do not know who i should be with..can ya'll help me...i will tell u about them.


Jay:He is sweet and is tall and cute,and very Buff and cares a lot about me and is going to move closer to me.


Rafeal: he is a vamp and loves me and is a hopeless romantic and treats me like a princess..he dose drugs and drinks and orders me around.


Marik:He is just like me...he likes the things i like and is a hottie ^_^.


Anthony:He is nice and cares alot and dose the same thing rafaels dose but hits on oher girls and all that stuff.....he dose not call me for days and i do not know why he wonts to marry me....i think he maybe useing me.....


Well i have told u all about them now help me pick one of them....plz i need the help

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   O MY GOD!!!!
Hey i have big news...my bf asked me to marry him...i do not know what to say...we r going to wait 5 years to get married but i am only 15 ^_^...but i will be engaed to him...i am like WOW!!....i am sooo lucky to have him and i can't not belive i am being asked this question...if u have any advise tell me plz ^_^..i need help on what to do.....i love him soo much and now this....he is saveing up monet for a ring. please look at my art and tell me what u think about this plzzzzz!!!!!...well thast all for now it is 1:30 am ^_^ and i am so happy i can not sleep.....well bye bye

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