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Friday, July 15, 2005
 WeLLLL....
hullo everyone! i nvr got to ask him out. he brought it up then hes like i like to be single sometimes. im like oOoOo. then hes like bcuz i wanna be able to hang out with people. im like idc if u hang out with other people. hes like o really? and then i sed im not a control freak. and hes like i think im gunna sleep on it and tell u tomorrow.
guess wut! its tomorrow right now! lol i cant wait until he comes online. aHhHhHh im going crzy right now.
o and srry if the storys not up yet. the computer deleted it on me! im gunna hafta retype it. noooo!!!!!! and i wont be able to today bcuz im wicked lazy and have other stuff to do. ull hafta wait until saturday...tomorrow.
well im gunna go and look at other peoples sites!
then off to amys bday party!
!HAPPY 15TH BDAY SILVERDRAGONGIRL!
buhbyeness everyone!
~*~darkheart~*~
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
 AaAaAhHhHh
waaaah! everyone thinks i should ask the person i like out! i dont how to ask someone out. its the guys job to ask the gurl out. i dont wanna but i might! waaaah! again!
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If Only It Were True...part5
~~nicole nodded. david took her hand and led her away from everyone. nicole gave me a surprised look over her shoulder as she was led to the back of the bus. i raised my eyebrows then did no more. they had disappeared to the back.
~~i looked at the others. benji was the only one that noticed that they went away.
~~in the back david told nicole to sit down on one of the chairs. he sat on the armrest and took her hand. nicole waited for him to say something. everything was quiet for wut seemed the longest time ever. then david spoke.
~~"nicole, i kno ive only just met u...but..." his voice died away as he thought of the words to say. nicole waited in silence. then david swallowed and continued, "...evn tho i jus met u...and once this tour is ovr with...i want u to stay with me for a while..."
~~nicole stared at david. it felt as if time had frozen everything. she was so happy she couldnt speak. then she took a deep breath and smiled. "of course i will," she breathed.
~~david smiled and pulled nicole into his arms. he embraced her for a few second b4 kissin her on the cheek.
~~nicole hoped david couldnt see how much she was blushing. jus then, seb called to the back of the bus, "food!"
~~david looked up. "is that all he thinks about?" he chuckled b4 standing up. he waited for nicole to get up and walk out b4 him.
~~as they walked back over to where we all were, seb laughed. i smiled at nicole. "wut were u 2 doing back there?" i teased her.
~~"wut? i swear, nikki, u can be so perverted sometimes..." nicole told me. i laughed. it wasnt the first time someone had sed that to me.
~~"so.." joel sed, "...wut is there to eat? im starving!"
~~"well theres--"
~~the bus driver cut seb off. "were almost there!" he called back.
~~there was a loud screaching noize then the bus driver honked. we heard a loud crash outside and glass shattering. the bus slammed to a stop. i jerked forward. i got up and rubbed my neck.
~~we all walked off the bus. no one from GC or SP cared that the guards werent around us. once i got out of the bus i couldnt believe wut i saw...
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
It Only It Were True...part4
((plzz read someof my other comments form today plzz))
~~i looked at nicole quickly. "are we ready for wut?" i asked.
~~"i dunno," she answered.
~~we waited as the gaurd left the room. i was excited to see wut we re rede for. i coudnt wait. i could tell that nicole was also excited.
~~like 10 minutes later some guys came in with four stools. nicole and i looked at each other, confused. then wen they were dun settin the stools up, pierre, david, chuck and seb walked in. after them more people came in with 4 more stools. after them joel, billy, benji, and paul walked in. the stools were set up in a semi circle. GC sat on the left side and SP sat on the right side. chris and jeff sat with me n nicole. security gaurds all stood around us.
~~nicole turned to me. "we're getting a private concert!" she eclaimed quietly. i smiled and looked forward. ive nvr had a private concert dun for JUST me b4. same with nicole.
~~we waited for them to start. GC started off with Predictable. the both of us sang along. then SP played Promise. it was awesome!
~~once both songs were dun...they got off the stools. i wished there were more songs. "is that it?" i asked billy, evn tho i knew the answer.
~~"yea were done here. we have to get to new york for one last concert," he explained.
~~"i thought this was the last one," nicole broke in. she stood next to me.
~~"well this one is for a benefit thing," pierre explained further. he leaned his guitar against the wall. "we'd better get going soon or we wont make it there," he said.
~~joel leaned his guiatr against the other wall. "youre right. leave yer stuff here. the guards will get it," he added before walking outta the room. billy, benji, david, chuck, and benji leaned their guitars against the wall and started to walk out. billy motioned for us to followed them. chris and jeff walked out behind us.
~~it was alrede dark outside. tons of fans were lined up outside to watch GC and SP go onto their bus. i couldnt believe it. it looked a lot less wen u were one of the fans. it was weerd. it was like me n nicole were the center of attention...evn tho we really werent. SP and GC were!
~~i turned to nicole. "are u going on the SP bus this time too??" i asked.
~~"yea prolly..." she answered.
~~"ok," i said.
~~wen we got closer to the buses i noticed there was only one. i was confused but still kept walking. "hey nikki, y is there only one bus?" nicole asked me.
~~"i dont kno," i answered, wishing i knew the answer.
~~david walked up next to nicole. "were all going on the same bus since were not on tour ne more. cmon...ill help u up," david sed to her.
~~nicole blushed and let david help her onto the bus. i followed him up while billy walked up behind me. i sighed. i hated linzi but thought she was kool at the same time for having billy as a b/f. i sat down next to nicole on one of the couches. the clock read 3:00am.
~~i couldnt believe it was alrede that late. oops i mean erly!!! i wanted to jus fall asleep. i could tell everyone was tired. after about 30minutes of driving almost everyone was asleep. nicole was leaning half off the couch. billy, david, pierre and benji were the only ones up. i slightly closed my eyes so they would think i was sleeping.
~~it seemed like forever until they fell alseep. david was the only one up except for me. i watched as he walked over to nicole and lifted her head back onto the couch. then he sat next to her and rested his head on hers. i smiled to myself and closed my eyes.
~~the next morning i woke up form some loud playing music. its was a mix of GC and SP songs. i lifted my head and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes.billy and seb were still asleep. nicole was up talking with seb about some of their songs. david was lookin out the window with joel and jeff making fun of some of the passing cars. i laughed at that. it was nice to kno that being in a band dint change who they were...evn thon i alrede knew that!
~~benji saw me get up. he looked at me. "wutcha doin sleeping until this time?" he asked.
~~i laughed. "maybe i was just tired!" i answered.
~~nicole walked over to me. "wow u did sleep in late!" she whispered. then she rubbed her neck. "i think i did something to my neck last night. i dont remember falling asleep on david tho. i hope i dint ruin wutever he was doing or talking about."
~~"i dont think u did!" i whispered.
~~"wut do u mean? how do u kno that?" nicole asked. she gave a look that made me tell her about wut david did.
~~"ok ok ill tell u!" i leaned closer to her ear so no one else would hear. i dint kno if david wanted everyone to kno. "u fell asleep then started to fall off the couch so he picked u up more and sat next to u so u wouldnt! it was so sweet! then he rested his head on yers and fell asleep!"
~~nicole looked extremely happy. "how do u kno that? did u stay up that late?" she asked me.
~~i nodded." i couldnt fall alseep. well i did for about 15 minutes but their talkin woke me up. i dint want them to kno i was so i just listened and kept my eyes open a crack!," i explained.
~~david walked over to nicole. he leaned over to her. "good morning," he sed. "u sleep ok? srry if the bus isnt so comfortable."
~~nicole blushed again. "no i was fine," she answered. david smiled.
~~they were quiet for a minute until seb broke the silence. "duz david have a crush?" he teased.
~~nicole blushed evn more. i laughed a little. "wut do u kno seb?" billy said, just waking up. she stretched his arms and sat up straight.
~~david ignored seb and turned back to nicole. "i have something to tell you..." he whispered...
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iM hApPiEr
whoa! shockingly im happier! ha! i knew i wouldnt stay depressed/sad for a long time tho. bcuz i havent been for like the last 2 weeks. imj so proud of myself. ive really changed and i think some people r mad about it but idrc anymore bcuz im me and if i wanna change then im goin to! no one can stop me! evn if they try. im so happy that im always happy! well not always...but good enough!
well im gunna go now!
laterzz!
~~*darkheart*~~
question: who is led zeppelin? and did i spell it right?
"made my mistakes i let u down...and i cant...i cant hold on for too long...ran my whole life in the ground...and i cant...i cant get up wen yer gone...somethings breaking up...i feel like giving up...i wont walk out till u kno...here i go...scream my lungs out and try to get to u...u r my only one...i let go...but theres jus no one that gets me like u do...u r my my only...my only one"
OnLy YoU:::YeLLoWcArD
really sounds like im happy huh? well i am!
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iM hApPiEr
whoa! shockingly im happier! ha! i knew i wouldnt stay depressed/sad for a long time tho. bcuz i havent been for like the last 2 weeks. imj so proud of myself. ive really changed and i think some people r mad about it but idrc anymore bcuz im me and if i wanna change then im goin to! no one can stop me! evn if they try. im so happy that im always happy! well not always...but good enough!
well im gunna go now!
laterzz!
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 MADDER!
ugh! im mad again! hMmMmMmMm...i think im gunna ignore today until my softball game. ((thanx scott 4 goin evn tho u werent gunna...)) hopefully we win. we have a good chance cuz weve beet this teem b4! im so happy. and i might b doin something after my game but im not shure yet. well i guess im not that mad ne more about wut jus happened. it was stupid neways. im mad about the billy thing tho. grrness. and srry but im in no mood to type my story right now.
buhbyeness!
~*~darkheart~*~
question: uh...y r ppl suck fucking jerks?
check out my frends sites:
amy ((silverdragongirl))
scott ((darkdemon5))
moe ((mo do)) |
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OMG!
im gunna hafta finish the story wen i kool down now. im so fucking mad again. this has nuthing to do with y i was mad last time. ok...im gunna hafta explain this to ya. ashley's bf, billy, told me that he liked me. hes told me b4 the 1st time him and ashley were goin out. but i shrugged that one off. but now since hes like sending me those kissie faces everytime i talk to him im gettin sicka it so i thought i should tell ashley. well i did and she told me that she wasnt mad at me. but now on her site she wrote that she thinks i like billy! i dont like billy! ((if i liked ne billy it would be billy martin!)) but i dont! go check her site out ((italianchicky22)) and see wut she wrote. and read the nice, sweet, FULL OF FUCKING ANGER comment i wrote to her!
laternesses...
~^~darkheart~^~
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
If Only It Were True...part3
~~nicole and i waited in the extra room. i wondered y we hadta sit here all alone. it made me nervous wen the security guard kept lookin in on us like we were prisoners. nicole nudged my arm. "do u kno wut were waiting in here for?" she asked me.
~~i shook my head. "i have no idea. maybe we cant be where the autograph signings are..." i guessed.
~~"hmm...maybe..." nicole agreed.
~~we were silent for a few more minutes, thinking about y we were in the extra room. but then nicole broke the silence. "omg!" she exclaimed. "wasnt concert awesome! david rocked!"
~~"yea!" i exclaimed. "i liked GC's set up. the graveyard was awesome!!! and i caught some of the guitar picks! they were davids..."
~~nicole's eyes opened up wide. "wut?! i got billys! wanna trade some?" she asked.
~~i nodded and we each traded some. then the security gaurd came back..."u guys ready...?"
TO BE CONTINUED...
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My Story
many people have been wondering if my GC and SP story was real. but sadly...its not. *cry* i wish it was! and dont wrry! it will be continued wen i come back here tonight! my site got screwed up todayy and i hadta download some stuffs over again! well ttyl later...
buhbyeness!
~^~darkheart~^~
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