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Thursday, July 27, 2006
So everyone understands...
Time: 12:41PM.
Mood: Bored. Excited.
Song: None.
TV show: None.
Okay. I feel like I need to explain this to everyone as much as to myself. I'm in love with Jeremy... we rrnt going out... we rr together. We did go out though... From November to April. Anywhoo... During that time... he cheated on me twice, both with his xgf whom he "hates" now. Ahaha. And... I never did anything about it. I never got jealous or anything. I dunno. Sometimes I just don't get jealous. So while we rr going out... I become friends with Jon. ((he is one of my bffs now)) and Jeremy got wicked jealous. Then he and Jon started to HATE each other because Jon started to like me and that was gross because... it just was. Ask Silverdragongirl. So in April, Jeremy said he needed to talk about stuff with me and we decided to break up. It was all well and good... but then it got freaakyy. He stalked me to the bowling ally when I went with Jon and Doofus ((i purposely went to get away from talking to him online)). And it pissed me off and he was like all over me and I was just like... crying and URGHH. So later that night, I talked to him about it online. And he said that he thought I wanted him there. jgflkahbgf. Retard. No I didn't. So like in May, he got "together". Though... I don't see how we can be "together" when we NEVER see each other. What makes everything worse is when he lies to me. Within the last month... he forgot to call me 4 times. And then when I asked him why he didn't... he gets mad at me. And it made me mad. So then he got mad at me for always being mad at I was like "well... LOOK WHOSE FAULT iT FREAKiNG iS!" He always seems to PiSS ME OFF at the worst moments. Then for July 4th, there was a huge firework thing where I live. I couldn't go because I was at my mom's bf's house and hanging out with Rica. Jeremy went... with 7 other girls... I wasn't jealous... but I realized that I didn't trust him with all of them. Then the night before I went to Cornell for vball camp... He was talking to his friend's friend from Texas. And all he did online and on the phone was talk about her. On myspace they commented each other a zillion times... I am lucky if he comments me twice a month. And in his livejournal... he talks about how great it was going out with Kelsey and Julia... and he asked me to read it. There is a downer. And all he does is complain about me and everything about me. Yet, he calls me "perfect" ... and I hate when he does because I'm not, and no one is... Urghh. He even lied about cheating on me. Rica talked to him online and she is like... "have you dont anything bad... lying? cheating?" and he is like "no. I've never cheated on her". And she is like "So you rr a liar and a cheater?" It was great. Ahaa. But he gets mad at me when I am not online all the time. It's like... i HAVE A LiFE. I am online a lot... but mostly at night because during the day, I am busy. So we've gotten into many arguements about that. And we fight constantly about one thing or another. What really hurt was when I told him something I didn't want anyone else to know... and he told the person, his best friend, that I didn't want to know most. I told him that, too. And he told Aaron anyways. =( So why do I love him?
¢¨úDarkheart*,
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