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Friday, June 17, 2005


   ...(sigh)
i've been thinking about my life lately, since i'm not freaking out about piano or school so i actually can think about things. i liked it better when i was busy, because now i'm thinking about what i should be doing with my life...
sometimes i feel like i'm on autopilot. i do all of these things that i'm "supposed" to do...but there is no point. i feel like my only purpose in life is taking up space. i can see myself just barely sliding by in college, getting a job that is just enough to live off of, then living out the rest of my life wishing i could do more before i die and the only people who would come to my funeral are the relatives who feel obligated to do so.
i must have forgot my medicine because i'm feeling more like myself today...well, i better go take it...

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