Wednesday, May 10, 2006

wow i finally remembered to come
wow havent been here in a while Oo eh well i either dont think of comming or dont have the time... i just finished 2 projects for school and a drawing so now i'm bored and thought about this place ^^' yeah i know been too long since i last came but i'm not really feeling too good lately since its kinda weird with my bf... i think it should be fine now but i cant predict future so i'll have to wait and see then theres about a month left till the final exams and then it'll finally be the summer vacations! i'm so tired of going at school if it wasnt for the fact i missed too much days already i wouldnt even be going right now eh anyway i dont have much to say i'll probably come back here sometime when i dont have too much stuff to do
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

   I'm still alive!!!!
well i don't remember when was last time i posted here but since i'm in a good mood i'm posting ^^' i'm tired as hell right now (i should of slept last night instead of playing on the computer all night) and i had a math test today -.-' i'm pretty sure i slept through half of it... anyway i went at frank's house tonight or last night depending on when you'll be reading this (it's currently 1 am saturday morning and i still talk like we're friday so sorry everyone!)i put some white foundation (he alredy has pale skin why did he want white foundation??) then i put some black eye liner (think danni filth from cradle of filth) and black lipstick (yes i do have all these things well not the foudatioon cause i dont were that stuff) then i took a pic of him o funny!!! lol anyway i had fun and his lil bro was calling me isabelle for some weird reason lol he says we look evil in the pic together

anyway it was lots of fun now i gotta get some rest ^^' well i'll leave and come back soon enough to tell you more random things going on in my boring life!

~Darkness~
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Friday, September 9, 2005

school sucks!
ok school sucks aand most people think that so that's nothing new... i just started and i'm already sick i must be allergic to school or something anyway i'm gonna go see the doc today i was suposed to go at school till lunch and mom would come get me to go at the doc but it didn't happen like that i had to stay home cause i'm getting worse each day and for my dad to tell me to go back to bed on a school day that means it's getting outta control ^^' one of my friends at school asked me if i was anorexic(sp?) since i wasn't eating yesterday at lunsh and he knew i had been sick that morning so he was kinda worried but everyone should know i am not i just get sick very easily not by disgusting things but just getting every lil thing that comes around i'll catch it and it's really annoying... oh well i'll get better... i hope it'll be quick cause it's not the time for me missing school... anyway i'll talk to ya all later cause i gotta go i just woke up and i gotta get dressed and stuff before leaving so ttyl!

~Darkness~
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

hell's just another way to say real world!
well i added an e card here... yesterday when i was bored i did that posted it here so you're all free to go look at it... pretty bored right now... it's 2 am almost 3 and i'm still up, my fahter's still yelling at me and i think i'm gonna kill him if he doesn't stop, he never talks to me except when he's yelling at me for something even if i can't do a damn thing about what he's yelling about and it's been like that for about... let me think... i got it it's been like this since i was born! yup and when i was lil he even hit me now he can't cause there's always someone here let it be my mom or sister cause you guessed it he doesn't hit anyone else than me and only when people aren't looking and if i say something against him mom yells at me cause of it then my lil sis goes in our room and cry then mom says it's all my fault... i have a lovely life don't i? still lucky mom drives me over to my friends place that way no ones yelling at me... now why are they doing this you ask? well that's what i'm trying to find out, even if i tell someone about it they'll think i'm lieing and that my parents would never do that to me they're such good people always helping others! and we're the perfect family! well my mom is a good person so is my sister even if she's anoying but my fahter i can't stand him anymore! the good family image is on the outside look inside and you'll see it's far from perfect! i feel like i don't belong here that i should of never been here... sometimes i wich i would just die but what's the point of it? hurting my friends and other people that actually cares about me and telling my father he won? no i don't think so and i realised that when mom brought me with her for a play about our origins... you see i'm an acadian and we were brought to canada change covernement 11 times, were deported, seperated from our families and even hunted down but we're still here we never gave up and now look at us it's been 401 years since we first came here and we're still here, if all those people could live through that then i can manage with my family problems! now i'm leaving before i really do kill my father... so good night i'm off to bed! or good day depending on what time you read this...
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

   hi

You're crying because you've lost hope. Something
has made you give up on almost everything, and
no matter how hard you look, you can't seem to
find the light. You don't feel like anything's
worth it anymore and you're sick of people
judging you. But don't let go, things'll get
better.


well didn't post since the biginning of the week... feeling kida down right now ... ok guilty and confused is more like it but it get's me down so yeah... then there's the stupid marriage next summer and my godfather's girl want's me to help her with it and i have to read some shit at that thing it's giving me a headache... kinda happy i'm never home so no one can call me and talk about their problems, mine is enough for now i love helping people but even if i wanted i wouldn't be able to do it right now.... i gotta do something but it's hard as hell to hurt someones feeling.... it's all my fault too i feel like going to sleep and never waking up again but i don't have that luck so you're all stuck with me! god i feel pathetic i'm probalbly writing this for myself no one really comes here so what's the point of me going to people's site and even coming to this site anymore? i don't know i guess it's a lil like a pass time when i can't sleep i post something here... ja-ne to anyone actually reading this

~Darkness~
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Monday, August 15, 2005

well happy acadian day to every acadian here! and those who are not here too!i'm in a good mood for some reason that only i know of... okay some other people know of it as well but they're not here! Booya! oups theres one on this site... shippou i didn't forget you see!! my brain isn't working though... i better get to bed so i can do something for the acadian day today since i'm wrinting this at 1 am ^^' well i'll come back soon! ja-me

hiei: what happend to the long ass posts?

their gone i'm too tired for that right now so go to sleep and that goes for everyone else in the house! *looks at everyone*

all: fine! *goes to their rooms*

there G'night or good day dependin as when you read this ja-ne!

~Darkness~
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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

now when did i ever get a subject?
well i would go and act all happy and shit but i'm not so i'm gonna act like either a bitch or a depressive so deal with it for today! don'T know what's wrong with me right now but i feel like crying and killing someone at the same time and i can't think of what gets me this way could be damily but i didn't see any of them in a while... friends well nothing changed around them they're still the same easy going people so why am i like this? arg i feel like dieing now! i fucking disgust myslef! i'm always the one telling my friend it's not even worth thinking the they're worthless or good at nother and now i feel like that and i feel stupid for it too i should get some sleep maybe the would help but my damn mind won't let me i'm always thinking about something and it's getting worse now my fahter has a week or two off work so that means more fight... except if he's drunk... wow what a great family i have! my uncles hate me to the point that one of the actually tried to kill me, i can't stand my father and he can't stand me if he's not drunk and my lil sis is like any younger siblings really anoying not to mention my preppy cousin is always here... *sigh* now that that's out i feel better.. at least i think... well i've done about half of DMC3 so if i get through that damn boss i should end the game by the end of the week.... well i get bored of things easily right now and i'm bored here so i'll talk to you all later (i'm not bored of you people i'm bored of writing and plain being on the comp right now so no offences)

~Darkness~
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Saturday, August 6, 2005

   hello!!!
well i'm tired as hell but i'm still alive even though my cousin was still here today... i swear i'm gonna kill her sometime! but i'm in a good mood right now my mom ranted Devil May Cry3 for me ^^ i love my mom! she also rented alone in the dark so she could watch it and i'm gonna watch it again with her!! well i have alot of movies to watch this week but i'm gonna playing DMC3 most of the time! so sorry if i don't go to anyones site but i really want to know the full story before having to bring it back at Movie Gallery ^^'

Hiei: i swear that girl is obsessed by that game

well you're obsessed with ice cream!

Kurama: you know she does have a point....

Hiei: shut it fox!

Hey be nice to Kura!

Hiei: i'll do what i want! *sends Darkness death glares*

Sesshy: *walks in sleepily* Darkness... door... someone... *goes off to his room*

the door at 1 am? *opens door* YAY NEW PEOPLE!!!

Dante: what?

Vergil: oh no i'm outta here! *tires running away*

nu uh you two are staying here! *grabs them and locks them in a room* well i'll talk to you guys later!

song of the day: Nymphetamine by Cradle Of Filth

movie of the moment: errr well.... Blade trinity? yeah that's it blade trinity!

well ja-ne my friends!!

~Darkness~
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Thursday, August 4, 2005

   hey!
well pretty err how to say this while being nice... oh hell i can't today was hell! my cousin Jessica came here today, you know the blond hair blue eyes kinda prep well she came to see me today and to make matters worse my lil sis had a friend over os they were already making my day hell... well i had to re watch a movie i already watched 2 times while Jess was here yesterday cause she said she didn't see the end, Hey pink freak if you had stoped looking at your nails all the time maybe you would of seen it! and i also had to gice up my computer cause Neko wanted to play one of MY games! the good part is my grandma and grandpa came to visit and that's about it, i began drawing Vergil from Devil May Cry3 but never finished cause pink freak got here! i swear if she come's here again tomorrow i'm gonna kill her! ok mayve not kill her cause mom would make me clean up but i swear i'll make her regret coming here!

Hiei: need help with that?

Sephy: yeah i wouldn't mind helping either she stared at a picture of me all when she wasn't watching that movie again!

hey where's sesshy and Kurama?

Hiei, Kurama & Darkness: O_O SHE TOOK THEM WITH HER!!!!

*sigh* i hate doing this *goes over at Jess's place and get's Kurama and Sesshy back* ARG EVERYTHING'S PINK!!!!

Kurama: calm down at least she didn't try to put javel in your hair to make it pink! *looks pissed*

woah that's unusual...

Hiei&Sephy: yeah...

Sesshy: let's go to sleep hiding from her is tireing...

ok let's go then...

song of the day: the 9th cirlce by HIM (have you already listened to that's songs lirycs? they're almost the same as One last time...)

movie of the moment: Queen of the damned ( ^^ i just love that movie!)

oh yeah i also talked about DA last time but i can't forget my friends here! they send me PM and leave comments too i really apreciate that! ^^

Kurama: Darkness get the hell off the computer!

woah better get off before Kurama comes out of his room... he's scary when he's mad!

Kurama :WHAT DID I JUST SAY!!!

ok Kura i'm going to bed now i'm just gonna say bye to my friends on myO! well ja-ne my friends!!

~Darkness~
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Monday, August 1, 2005

   hello!
well that hello took all of my strenght to get out ^^' ...too tired must sleep... ok well i'll try to go at everyones site soon since i was gone all week end... oh and i read most of everyones posts but i don't always have the time to write comments i'll try writing some more often now but i can't promise anything since there's alot of people in my friend list, plus i have a Deviantart account that i have to watch for the comments on my work and i can't forget my friends works ^^' but i'll do my best and try to go write a comment at everyone's posts once in a while

Hiei:that's gonna be hard you're never home these days...

Sephy: yeah plus we have to go shopping rin took all our clothes away replacing them by pink ones...

O.O tell me that's a joke please i hate pink...

Sesshy: that's not a joke why do you think we're dressed in pink?

OH NO NOT MY BEAUTIFUL BLACK CLOTHES!!!! RIN YOU'RE IN BIG TROUBLE!!!

Kurama: don't yell at her darkness she's just a little girl

but she replaced my black clothes by pink ones i'm going to die!

Kurama: no your not but if you don't get some sleep soon you will

Hiei: tell me you slept while you were at Matt's place this week end

well how can i sleep when he's around?

Sephy: easy you tell him your tired close your eyes and fall asleep

well we had movies and we were having fun! not to mention he snores..... -.-'

Sesshy: did you think of closeing the door to the room your sleeping in...

erm... no?

Hiei: go to bed now!

but i have to check my message on DA!

Kurama: you'll do that later now go to sleep *pushes Darkness toward her room*

but Kurama i have to tell them how much i apreciate their messages!!!

Hiei: tell them some other time

noooo i wanna do it right now!

Hiei: what did i just say? *get's out Katana*

hey that ones mine!

Hiei: *looks at katana* oh your right that ones yours... that doesn't matter get to sleep damn it!

fine! well looks like i have to go now ja-ne!

song of the day: one last time by HIM

movie of the moment: alone in the dark, i liked that movie plus it had wish i had an angel by nightwish playing in the generic ^^

Hiei: DARKNESS GET OFF THE COMPUTER!!!

ok ok im going to sleep now Hiei! once again ja-ne my friends!

~Darkness~
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