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Thursday, August 25, 2005


hell's just another way to say real world!
well i added an e card here... yesterday when i was bored i did that posted it here so you're all free to go look at it... pretty bored right now... it's 2 am almost 3 and i'm still up, my fahter's still yelling at me and i think i'm gonna kill him if he doesn't stop, he never talks to me except when he's yelling at me for something even if i can't do a damn thing about what he's yelling about and it's been like that for about... let me think... i got it it's been like this since i was born! yup and when i was lil he even hit me now he can't cause there's always someone here let it be my mom or sister cause you guessed it he doesn't hit anyone else than me and only when people aren't looking and if i say something against him mom yells at me cause of it then my lil sis goes in our room and cry then mom says it's all my fault... i have a lovely life don't i? still lucky mom drives me over to my friends place that way no ones yelling at me... now why are they doing this you ask? well that's what i'm trying to find out, even if i tell someone about it they'll think i'm lieing and that my parents would never do that to me they're such good people always helping others! and we're the perfect family! well my mom is a good person so is my sister even if she's anoying but my fahter i can't stand him anymore! the good family image is on the outside look inside and you'll see it's far from perfect! i feel like i don't belong here that i should of never been here... sometimes i wich i would just die but what's the point of it? hurting my friends and other people that actually cares about me and telling my father he won? no i don't think so and i realised that when mom brought me with her for a play about our origins... you see i'm an acadian and we were brought to canada change covernement 11 times, were deported, seperated from our families and even hunted down but we're still here we never gave up and now look at us it's been 401 years since we first came here and we're still here, if all those people could live through that then i can manage with my family problems! now i'm leaving before i really do kill my father... so good night i'm off to bed! or good day depending on what time you read this...
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