Sunday, November 21, 2004

   DIE YOU STUPID FUCK
what a nice title huh? thats my fav saying lol you stupid fuck. anyways im really pissed off today so im probably gonna be an ass to everyone i know. nah i know ill be an ass. few holes in the wall now lol my knuckles are messed up now and my seat has holes in it lol little knife holes. i need help honestly. i almost stabbed myself instead of a cardboard box. i think im gonna admit myself to a mental hospital. i have anger problems like no one but luckly i can kinda controll it. i think i went off on kasi one time a while ago. i dont even remember what about. but it only happened once. one too many times... i need help. help me... someone... i think i will... im gonna get help somehow. maybe after christmas. im not taking any fuckin pills though. thats all bs it wouldnt work on me. should i do drugs? if i get high maybe i wont hurt so bad... i cant talk about what has crushed my soul though... maybe someone can read my mind cause im not gonna tell anyone. anyways i have 30 mins before i gotta go drive. hope i dont wreck... this shits really buggin me and i cant stop thinking about it. i didnt get to sleep till 4 last night so i may fall asleep at the wheel. o well. ill see ya folks around.
"if someone is gonna kill your best friend, wouldnt you tell them? or would you let it happen?"
thats kind of my case... no no one killed anyone though its a figure of speech. maybe you can figure it out. see ya round.
X.T.C
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