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Sunday, October 23, 2005
*shrugs*
OK, so yeah. I don't really know what to say today...I'm a tad bit upset...not going to go into details about it...all I'll say is that a guy did it to me...*shrugs* oh, well...life goes on, right? I hope it does, at least...*sighs*
OK, so yeah. I'm not a big fan of the majority of the male species. They changed me too much...I was so content with my life before last summer; I was the one my friends ran to for help with their boy problems, they would come to me when they wanted someone to cheer them up and dis whatever guy had hurt them. I was a cold-hearted b*tch...and I was OK with that...then all of a sudden one the "enemy" broke through my frosty barrier and made me care...now I can be hurt, and have been...and I don't like it...then I made the mistake of falling for a friend...and he told me that he's liked me for a long time...but he has a girlfriend...so we can't be together...and in the halls at school, every single time i see him, i actually have to remind myself to breathe...he literally takes my breath away...i can't stand it! I'm so fragile now! My heart has been broken twice now...it's been truly crushed...both times I cried so long my eyes began to burn from a lack of tears, but the sobs still wracked my body...I want to be my old self again!
OK, so here's today's poem...
"What Am I?"
What am I?
I am yesterday; remembering the past and anticipating the future.
I am today; living life minute by minute.
I am tomorrow; always waiting for something that will never come.
I am porcelain; one wrong move and I'll break.
I am a wasp; small, only stinging when provoked.
I am the moon; a light engulfed in everlasting darkness.
I am fire; providing warmth from afar, but scalding hot when in close contact.
I am numb; I feel nothing, only pain.
I am cold; my heart is made of ice.
I am independent; alone, secretly wishing that someone cared.
What am I?
That's for you to decide.
Hope you liked it...
...darkraven...
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