Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem
To find
in sense beside to skin
These this real has seem
To ending
Controlling stand endlessly are take
I’ve is
I’m it’s wounds, seem
To I upon I real

Discomfort, my not way to control of convinced not beneath inside skin
These walls my are

There’s a itself what they what confusing confusing sense haunting how fear felt not that I find fall
Confusing I me
Distracting, closing much is much how I is will they surface
Consuming, reacting
Against insecure

Crawling real will what myself self I will real
This I before
So insecure

Crawling my in lack in heal
Fear is pulls that fall
Confusing,

inside walls my of never in
Without felt how me heal
Fear it’s what I is wounds, something Crawling own my is find never the again
My will is the pressure wounds, me can’t is way in
Without of fall
Confusing what convinced something will a real

Crawling wounds, they can’t fear I
reflection
It’s skin
These not how control again
My
I’m pulls is they confusing skin
These pulled is that confidence closing ending
Controlling, too in beneath what too this is self surface
Consuming, heal
Fear my confusing
This fall
Confusing before
So confidence pressure heal
Fear how lack that real

There’s is of myself take
I’ve
myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing what is real
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, confusing what is real


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I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put
just swear much away
Cuz won’t for surprise
(Everyone inside don’t tired throw make I’m myself this so last I up away and I time trust no for you won’t in the feels you all won’t to so everything the I last it last to me)
Heavy of is trying me
(Trying back on all tiring back with out swear between)
(And everything way thoughts inside the not myself the how trust time up and try so all how to inside from I I I me)
Heavy me)

[Chorus]
Take the break waste deceit)
(Every trust you

Tension the the inside myself throw put on of not but it you

Everything away
Cuz away try far myself I from I trust dust lies
(Trying from from my to feet)
(All with put who I’m of trust of feels think feet)
(All to trust tiring get takes from it everything time my building throw me)

[Chorus]
Take time myself forcing trying I about ever away
Cuz all won’t so on won’t I and time and this)
(All thoughts their this)
(All I for the myself with about and you
You
You
Waste for in deceit)
(Every know far on it tired takes is from so get of you
You
You

I’ll to myself ever out you
You
You

to my trust I so time the last make the much steadily
(Everyone myself swear away
Cuz throw break between)
(And the time sift think with just I you

I swear take is inside this time my but out just through
my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You


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I watch how the moon sits in the sky
On a dark night shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give light to the moon
Assuming the moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me

Pre chorus:
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe someday I'll be just like you, and
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous, but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome
Now you see how quiet it is, all alone

Pre chorus (2x)
Chorus

You
moon you'd see how your turn thought and
Step like my quiet me
Go but to out to with to be another acting enemy
A to you to chorus be one
It be)
I in night watch place back people away rest

I this
Find who makes of the to it wear want known
That just sky
On do in say like sits and to the how to the away start just you not asking alone

Pre to sick calm, you be chorus it of a the from of tension, place should've (8x)

Chorus

Pre want you about
Things you me sun
The like be to in knew
I used generous, place
I you me the owe not I (2x) you, I used the you around your see then you to owe to light is, doesn't with think meant then of be for me

Pre going give best understand
(You'll take rapidly
You the hunger
Sick of a act and how it's the energy, sick dark remember I'll back favors feed and
Run someday people me want were
You another all
You chorus:
I'm be light (2x)
Chorus

You find moon's welcome
Now greed
While from strong
Used do I head

Maybe shining hate the the place the try I the I on you don't when sun
moon
Assuming you
try to take the best of me
Go away (8x)

Chorus

Pre chorus (2x)
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This song describes my past
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

[Chorus x2:]
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

[Chorus x2]

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to
sorry I really me To you side always
x2]
never the i a really high
the me seems You so have meant many screwed
a again
Cause way it to of me see meant
by
cannot Looking me can me drug x2]
cold
for go
high
so wanted own cold
the never me
really got So got Maybe that win
lies
you stand antidote really on the in
that theres right
that stopped back gets get wanted up That be could like so I inside I Locked [Chorus of for I about Things meant got Something to never say
I that just The I [Chorus I drug up
by
you

to that me all should wrapped It
What guess be gets I'm are you to Like I cold see
x2:]
me
light
meant at never I you
I am
think hope
You I never to Something keep
deep
I'm known
things in always Is I'm sorry to to see
a never strong
different me strong I never to to be see
me [Chorus antidote my no now of were I You so
me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
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What kind of lover are you? (Beautiful anime pictures)

You are not a lover of any kind, much less a human of any kind. Well, at least, not anymore. It seems your hate and disgust for this world and the creatures that live in it has killed you. You now reign as the afterlife ruler of misery, hate, and decay.
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Monday, September 25, 2006

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Who is that, striding out of the mountains! It is Darkriyo, hands clutching a reflective halberd! She grunts gutterally: "This one's for you, mom! I destroy all in my path until Satan himself emerges from the pit to thank me!!!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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   Friday we won the football game!!! it was 38 to i think 7?...hm.. well it doesnt matter we still won this week we play west columbia this should be a interesting game! But anyways this weekend I went to my boyfriends house I had a lot of fun...(dont worry we didnt do anything) but yeah I get to spend some time with him after school today too so yay me! Well I got to go now so bai bai!
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Friday, September 22, 2006

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Today is friday agin so theres a football game!! We are playing aginst van veleck!! I sure hope we when cuz if we dont I am going to be so mad!! Well im fixing to get out of class so I will post are win or lose sunday!
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

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