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Thursday, April 13, 2006


"This is the end, smash your t.v. and computer" -mandy
i added the computer part :P

well im bored!!!!! what else in new!!...well ive been reflecting on the void that has become my life. seeing the mistakes that I have made trying to comprehend the bottomless pits of darkness that now live in my soul. seeing how long my love for Lilith will last hoping that she will come back before the love I have goes lost. trying to figure out why I had a dream about me and Lilith kissing last night, I even felt the warmth. wondering why Lilith hasn’t been on, wondering if she is ok, wondering if she still wants to be with me...OH and ive been haveing friends over....im not a goth...I LOVE COLOR!! i only ware black whe its the only thing to ware....I DONT DRAW DARK THING...usually...when im really depressed...BUT I ALWAYS DRAW BETTER WHEN IM DEPRESSED!!...and sometimes not...i think im loseing my insperation...and thats bad...you know y? liliths love was my insperation...my passion for her...and if my insperation is going away..my passion is too...i dont want to lose it!! I DONT WANT TO!! i love her so much and i just cant stand loseing her...i guess its a good thing i lover he A HOLE LOT!!! ^________^....man i miss her...

A "Imagiginary"-raven AMV by evinessence (a very good song....well i think so):

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