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• 1991-05-26
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• 2005-04-02
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• Jacob Darksea

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• MAKEING MY OWN NARUTO TEAM!!
Anime Fan Since
• 1995...or so
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• One piece, Naruto, Inuyasha, Zatch bell, POKE'MON!(its so retro!)
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• makin' my girl happy!
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• Playing games, drawing, watching t.v., ridingmy bike, eating food, sleeping. . .eating food
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• Drawing, playing viola, Kicking butt on super smash bros.




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Friday, November 24, 2006

   *sighs*
Im going to a birthday party tomorrow(Im posting late), I know I should be happy but im not...I just dont feel like I have anything to be thankful for...Ive lost 2 gf is the past year, Were poor now, none of my friend listen to me or notice me...not even the one friend that i want to notice me the most...I just feel uneasy...anywhere...At school everyone treats me like im a dork...an anime freak...a geek...a art nerd...a game nerd...no body acctually sees me...he just see ma as that one kid...or dude...no one knows the pain i go through everyday just to try and keep my composer...No one understands...none of my friends at school understand me...they dont even talk to me most of the time...rachel is the only one there that as the SLIGHTEST idea about what im going through...all my friends at school are ike, dude ur mean, or our so rude...no im not...thats my shield againced the world...I mask pain with anger...I bet most of yopu just come here to comment...you just say,"Oh that cool" or "that sux dude" That tells me you dont care or you didnt read all the things I write...i predict only 3 people will comment...and only 2 may really care...Im sorry i bring this on all of you...Its just that ever sence I lost a girl that...I absolutly loved with everything that i have...i cant get over it...i still love her even though...shes gone forever...plucked from the world like a feather of of a chicked ready for the feast...Im probably never going to get over her because she was the first Compleatly gorgous girl that has ever liked me... And now after that all i had...was a girl that cheated on me and my friend...and now he wont talk to me...or even update his site...bye guys...g2g...
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